Chapter VII: The Struggle of Personalities
Recently, I found that I was very wrong, there are always many periods of time in the day where the memory is missing for no reason, as if it never happened, a blank, and when I wake up, many things have changed a lot.
Xiao Ye told her that it was because she and Yun Jin's souls were merging with each other, and they were a little uncomfortable. In order to balance these two consciousnesses, the two souls who had successfully fused had to split into two different personalities, and these two personalities appeared in the same person, but they did not know each other's existence.
The number of sleepless sleeps is increasing, and the sleep time is getting shorter and shorter, precisely because the other self in the body is becoming more and more active.
After leaving the Ernst Academy, she immediately headed for the Warcraft Forest, and although she already had a plan in mind, there were some things she still needed to explain to the people of the Dark City.
After three days on the road, despite the hustle and bustle of the streets, Carefree felt a kind of loneliness for no reason, and it was this loneliness that frightened her.
It was like a joke for a demigod to walk through the streets of thousands of civilians and feel terrified, but at this time Sansso-fu didn't think it was funny at all. Because now she is surrounded by a feeling of fear.
Wu Wu clearly felt that her other personality was trying to break through the shackles, and even left a sentence in her consciousness:
You can't, I'll do it!
What does this mean?
It shows that this personality is no longer willing to be controlled by her, and can even seize the dominance of her body at any time!
Carefree knew that she couldn't sit still like this, and she had to take the initiative. If you wait for another personality to completely awaken and occupy the dominance of her spirit. It is very likely that she will be erased by that split personality, and she will be erased in the spiritual world, leaving no trace.
In the empty hotel, the white moonlight shone on Sansso-Wu through the window, adding a bit of chill to the warm hall.
Carefree sat on the edge of the bed in a shirt and summoned Xiao Ye and Dumb out.
After doing all this, Wu Wu slowly closed his eyes.
She can't return to the Dark City with another personality, and she must get rid of her before she can do so. She's going to enter the demigod space to talk to her split personality.
In the face of the unknown, there is always fear. No one dares to say that they really know themselves, and facing an unknown self is even more frightening.
In the demigod space, Sanssoi suddenly felt funny, only here can she put a body on another person, only here is she the real creator god.
Somehow, today's demigod space is exceptionally dark.
groping in the dark, I don't know how long I walked, and then I saw a faint light like a candle flame in the darkness.
In the dim light, a woman in a black robe with a bright appearance, clasped her hands on her knees, sat quietly under a tree, so comfortable, as if she was sitting in some tavern.
Seeing the arrival of worry-free, the woman's beautiful eyebrows were locked together, especially her eyes, revealing a kind of outright indifference, but extremely sharp, as if a bright light could penetrate into the other party's body in this darkness.
Carefree looked at the woman stunned and sat quietly across from her.
This woman is herself, the same appearance, even the habitual sitting posture, looking at her as if she is looking in a mirror.
Different eyes, although the carefree eyes are cold, but the bottom of the eyes is warm, that is her kindness. And that woman's eyes were only cold and indifferent, it was a strange quiet, and only a person who was cold and innocent would have such an expression.
Silence, I don't know how long it was silent.
Wu Wu hesitated for a moment, intending to break the silence, and asked, "Are you Yun Jin?" ”
As soon as these words came out, Carefree actually smiled, feeling a little funny. Asking such a question by staring at his other personality.
"Me? I am you, are you Yun Jin? The other carefree still had a gloomy face, "I am who you are!" ”
"You're not Yun Jin?" Worry-free was stunned for a moment, obviously a little surprised, originally thought that his other personality was Yun Jin, but at this time it didn't seem to be like that, Yun Jin would definitely not take her opinion as the mainstay, immediately frowned, and asked a little strangely: "You are not Yun Jin?" ”
The other carefree didn't answer her question, and asked rhetorically, "Are you Yun Jin?" ”
Shake your head without worry.
"Neither am I!"
There was a hint of mockery in the eyes of the other carefree.
Seeing that Wu Wu didn't speak, the woman continued to ask, "What are you doing here?" You are not your world. ”
"This is my demigod space, of course it belongs to me!" Wu Wu retorted and continued: "Although I don't understand why Yun Jin suddenly disappeared and why you appeared, there is one thing that needs to be made clear to you, I am the master of this body, no matter what you are unwilling, you can't deny this fact!" ”
"No, this isn't a demigod space." The other carefree smiled, only the smile was extremely distorted on her cold face. "This is the Land of Exile, and you thought this was really your demigod space. No, this is your inner world? I existed long before Yun Jin appeared, you didn't seal me, you just exiled me. Banished me to this world where there is only darkness. ”
Worry-free felt the cold sweat running down her cheeks, she really thought she was in the demigod space, but she didn't expect it to be in her inner world, so it means that the cold sweat on her forehead didn't exist, it was just an illusion.
But carefree felt that everything in front of him was so real.
Exile, what is this place?
"This is the place where you store the memories of your subconscious that you actively choose to forget, a refuge in the world of memory!" It seemed to feel the thoughts in Carefree's heart, and the other Carefree said lightly.
For a long time, worry-free has encountered many hardships, and being able to live happily until now is not how strong she is, but that she chose to forget. Humans are forgetful creatures, and perhaps in this cold continent of Oscar, for people like Sansso, who are destined to bear some responsibilities by nature, only by selectively forgetting some unpleasant experiences can they live a more enjoyable life.
Carefree and seriously thinking about what his other self said.
At this moment, another of her interrupted her thoughts in a cold voice.
"Where you came from, where you are going. This place doesn't belong to you, you go back. ”
Carefree glanced up at his other self.
There was not a trace of emotion in the cold eyes of the other carefree, it was a monster she had created. To her horror, the other self stretched out a finger and gently swiped it in front of her eyes, and then gently rubbed her earlobe in her ear.
"Go back, where you came from, where you go back." The warm snort rubbed against the carefree earlobes tickled slightly, but the words that came out of the man made her cold to the bone.
Darkness, another boundless darkness suddenly struck. The dim light is gone, and neither is the carefree nature that is exactly like himself.
Carefree fell into boundless fear. Not because of the darkness, but because of the actions of the other self just now.
"Master, how are you?"
"Mom, are you alright?"
As soon as Carefree opened her eyes, the worried faces of Xiaoye and Dumb appeared in front of her.
The clothes on my body were already soaked, and I was shocked to find that my fingers were still rubbing against the roots of my ears.
That is to say, everything just now was done by herself, and they were really not in the demigod space, but in her spiritual world.
"I'm fine, what just happened?" Carefree wondered what he had done to make the two of them look so horrified.
Dumb and Xiao Ye glanced at each other, and finally Xiao Ye opened this mouth: "Mom, after you closed your eyes just now, you have been talking to yourself over there, and the content of your speech is also very weird!" ”
"Needless to say, I know!"
Carefree hurriedly interrupted, not wanting to revisit the dialogue.
"Mom, do you feel like you're getting more and more out of control of yourself?"
Just when Carefree was silent, Xiao Ye frowned.
Although he didn't want to admit it, Sansso-Wu nodded.
"Looks like that's all I can do!"
"How?" Carefree was curious about what kind of existence Xiao Ye was, saying that he was a nightmare unicorn, and he had never heard of a divine beast with such insight as him.
"The Nightmare Unicorn has a natural skill that is specifically designed to erase other people's souls, and it is also effective for personality, I can help you scare her, and when the time comes, you can devour it!"
Xiao Ye said it seriously, but he was carefree but he was flustered when he listened, and there was still such a skill, why had he never heard Xiao Ye mention it before.
"Just"
"Just what?"
"The other personality is still you, so when you devour her, your personality will change dramatically. That's the fusion of the two of you's personalities, a whole you! ”
"Have you figured it out?"
Seeing the silence, Xiao Ye asked.
Carefree is also hesitant, she has seen the horror of her other self with her own eyes, if she has the opportunity, she would never let her see the light of day again, but now there are only two ways, either to be devoured by her, or to devour her by herself.
Obviously, the latter is better for you.
"Mom, you don't have to worry, no matter which of the two of you fails, you still won't die, but if she becomes the leader, your whole temperament will be more biased towards her!"
Sayo patted Carefree on the shoulder and comforted.
"Well, I know! Is there any other way? Xiang Xiaoye smiled bitterly, worry-free and a little helpless.
"So far, while she's not strong yet, this is the best way!"
"Well, then do as you say!"
A personality war is about to break out, many years later, worry-free is glad that she made such a choice, if she is still her current self in the future, she will never survive such a painful blow, it is another personality that gives her cruelty and decisiveness.
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