Chapter 27: Heartbreak
The west wind pierced people's intestines, however, Gusu Catalpa's words were even colder than the west wind, Fang Tiantian's heart was pierced by thousands of arrows at this moment, she didn't know how to face this fact.
Originally, Fang Tiantian thought that she fell in love with Feng Yanhao at first sight at the concubine selection ceremony, and her boldness was in line with Feng Yanhao's appetite, so she was so favored, and Feng Yanhao's thousands of favors for herself were also taken for granted.
It wasn't until this moment, after listening to Gusu Qiumu's words, that Fang Tiantian knew that he was too naΓ―ve, where is there anything to take for granted in this world? In the world of the harem, who can live freely and forget himself? Such a person will never live happily, but will die even worse!
The queen is the Dong family, hand-picked by the empress dowager, the fate of the emperor is closely related to the Dong family behind the queen, he did this just to use himself to anger Dong Yingxue, that is, because he was useful to the emperor, so he was disdainful to make such a pampering appearance.
I thought I was a baby, but in the end, in the hearts of others, I was just a tool, and I thought it was glamorous, but behind the scenes, it was so dark and rotten, such a feeling, not a complete snub after extreme favor, but a deep betrayal for unknown reasons.
This feeling made Fang Tiantian's heart cold to the bottom, she had loved Feng Yanhao for so long, and in the end, it was such a result, Fang Tiantian suddenly felt that she was sold, but she was happy to give money to the people.
"I said, my aunt Su Qiumu is the father of the child in your belly, do you understand?" Gusu Qiumu looked at Fang Tiantian with a dazed look, and said with some hatred.
Fang Tiantian raised her head, her eyes flickered, looking at Gusu Catalpa, the coldness in her heart suddenly didn't know how to resolve it, Gusu Catalpa's eyes seemed to be true and false, which made Fang Tiantian even more confused.
"However, there are no children in my belly for a long time......" Fang Tiantian said, tears like a river opening the floodgates, suddenly rushing down.
If you had known the truth earlier, would your child not have died? No matter whose child he is, there is one thing that cannot be changed, this child is Fang Tiantian's own child, looking at the Gusu Catalpa in front of him, Fang Tiantian suddenly felt that his child's departure was full of regret.
It was a baby boy who had been formed, so cute, but because of his deep affection for Feng Yanhao, he lost his child like this. Fang Tiantian deeply felt that her child was not worthy, and Feng Yanhao's use made Fang Tiantian uncontrollable hatred, her love instantly became absurd, and her expectations instantly became nothing......
Fang Tiantian deeply felt that she was an incompetent mother, and the death of her baby made her deeply blame herself, and after the self-blame, she could not be relieved from love to hate.
"How so? I remember the other day I came to see you, weren't you okay? Gusu Catalpa Mu put away his joking appearance at once, and the seriousness on his face made Fang Tiantian see his truth: "No, no, you must lie to me, right?" β
Fang Tiantian looked at Gusu Catalpa, there were only tears left in her eyes, she didn't know how to tell Gusu Catalpa such a cruel fact, because many times, Fang Tiantian couldn't convince herself to believe the fact that the child was gone.
Looking at Fang Tiantian, whose tears kept falling uncontrollably, Gusu Qiumu was really worried, he really wanted to hug her into his arms, give her a reassuring hug, and resolve all the grievances and uneasiness in Fang Tiantian's heart, but he couldn't.
I still remember the spring outing at the beginning of the year, he and his classmates went boating on the lake together, and met Fang Tiantian on the road with a little girl to buy flowers, and Gusu Catalpa Mu was immediately attracted by Fang Tiantian's smiling appearance, however, because of his unique identity and being in a foreign country, Gusu Catalpa Mu, who wanted to come forward to talk to him several times, couldn't make up his mind after all. When the classmates and friends around them saw this scene, they had the intention to promote this pair of mandarin ducks, but when they tried their best to instigate and coax, and finally asked Gusu Qiumu to blush and decide to talk to Fang Tiantian, they found that next to the flower stall on the shore, there was no trace of Fang Tiantian for a long time, leaving only an elderly woman who bought flowers.
That spring, because of this incident, Gusu Zhumu refused to come to Wuzhu Country to go on a tour of spring, for Fang Tiantian, he wanted to see again, but he was afraid to see again, he lived at ease, he wanted the wind to get the wind, to get the rain, but in Fang Tiantian's body, he planted a big heel, such a feeling, too frustrating.
However, there are a few "good deeds" among my friends, and when they saw that Gusu Qiumu always looked absent-minded when he came back from swimming in the lake, he understood the reason, and not only sent someone to inquire where Fang Tiantian's family lived, but also found out her relevant information.
Just when everyone told these news to Gusu Qiumu, and asked Gusu Qiumu to work hard once and go to the Fang family to propose marriage, they bumped into Dong Chengxiang, who was also a guest at Fang's house, and several people sat together and talked, Gusu Qiumu was naturally embarrassed to mention this matter, so Gusu Qiumu's proposal to Fang Tiantian fell through again.
Later, the envoy of Jinxia Kingdom came to Wuzhu Kingdom with Jingyi, but encountered the disappearance of the king of Wuzhu Kingdom, in order to find out the clues of Feng Zeyi's disappearance, everyone was confined to the palace, and because of this incident, the relationship between Jinxia Kingdom and Wu Zhuguo was also very stiff for a while, so that Gusu Catalpa was restricted, and it was already difficult to go to Wuzhu Kingdom.
When he heard the news about Fang Tiantian again, it was already the time when Fang Tiantian became the nobleman of the new emperor of Wu Zhuguo, at that time, as soon as the news came, Gusu Catalpa was simply physically and mentally broken, he didn't expect that his mistakes again and again would miss Fang Tiantian like this.
originally thought that Fang Tiantian would be the regret of Gusu Qiumu's life, but from then on, they would only have the blessing of being far away in the world. However, because Jing Yi was stranded in Wuzhu Kingdom, Gu Su Yunzheng, the king of Jinxia Kingdom, planned to conquer Wuzhu Kingdom. At this time, Dong Yingxue, as the queen, knew about Gusu Catalpa and Fang Tiantian, so she wanted to start with Gusu Catalpa and solve national disputes through Fang Tiantian.
In this way, first, the dispute between the two countries can be resolved, not only to relieve the siege of Wuzhu State, but also to avoid the conflict between Jinxia State and Wuzhu State. Second, the emperor has always favored Fang Tiantian, and Dong Yingxue has long been unaccustomed to it, although she knows in her heart that Feng Yanhao is just acting on the surface, but in fact she doesn't take Fang Tiantian to heart at all, but Dong Yingxue is still angry.
Just right, the emperor has no intention of Fang Tiantian, and Gusu Catalpa is infatuated with Fang Tiantian, since this is the case, Dong Yingxue thinks that it is better to make the best use of things, in this way, not only kill two birds with one stone, but when the time comes, you can use this as a threat to contain Fang Tiantian, so that in the future in the harem, she will have another helper, and she will have no worries.
However, after all, people are not as good as heaven, Dong Yingxue didn't expect that Feng Yanhao would rather let go of the entire country and ignore the people of the world because of Jing Ning, and even more disdainful of acting with her again. Dong Yingxue was angry and annoyed, so she used Fang Tiantian to have a conflict with Jing Ning, which affected Jing Ning's position in Feng Yanhao's heart, and also aroused the conflict between Jing Ning and Fang Tiantian.
However, the ending was unexpected, God seemed to have been joking with Dong Yingxue, Feng Yanhao not only did not hate Jing Ning because of this incident, but let go of Fang Tiantian, and traced the truth from Fang Tiantian's mouth, and hated herself more and more.
"You tell me, you tell me, the child is still there, right? Right! Gusu Qiumu looked at Fang Tiantian, who had been avoiding and shaking his head, and his heart was tangled into a mess of yarn: "If you just hate me and want to drive me away, it doesn't matter, you said, from now on, I will stay away from you, and I will never appear in your field of vision, I will still be the same as before, as if, in your world, there has never been a person like my Gusu Qiumu, just beg you, don't let that kid joke with me, okay......"
Gusu Catalpa Mu's tone was pleading, the reason why he dared to be so brave in front of Fang Tiantian, in fact, a large part of the reason was because there were children, but when he raised everything to Fang Tiantian and felt that he had something to rely on, he suddenly found that he had nothing, even the little thing he could rely on had already turned into a bubble and disappeared with a bang.
Fang Tiantian looked at such a Gusu catalpa wood, and there was a trace of shock in her heart, if she had known that there was such a person who loved her so much, how could she compromise with her father's arrangement, work hard to enter the palace, and sharpen her head to compete with a group of women with considerable means to compete for a person who doesn't love her at all?
"I'm not kidding, the child is really gone......" Fang Tiantian looked at Gusu Catalpa, tears fell, Fang Tiantian felt that she was so helpless, now, Gusu Catalpa is in front of his eyes, he doesn't have the courage to meet himself, and he doesn't have the courage to cater to his love at first sight, perhaps, they are destined in this life, so they have to miss it like this: "You go, I am a woman who has despaired, the person I love is dead, my child is also dead, I have nothing, and I don't have the courage to love anymore...... β
Listening to Fang Tiantian's words, Gusu Qiumu's heart was like a knife: "Why! Feng Yanhao has never loved you, your so-called love is just an illusory bubble, you are just a tool, a tool that will be abandoned when you are used up, why, you refuse to wake up, but you will never forget, and would rather give up your life for a person who is already dead? β
"Why, why, why-" Gusu Qiumu shouted uncontrollably, but unfortunately, Fang Tiantian had already lost her thoughts, she covered her ears, and sank little by little, sinking......