Chapter 255: I want to be a successful person
There was another roar of engines, and the three of them quickly disappeared from my sight, and I sat back in my chair, too lazy to feel anything else, because if I decided to be with Mi Cai, similar scenes would continue to happen.
The boy next to me turned pale, and said to me with some trills: "Brother Yang...... The momentum of that man and woman is so strong, who are they? ”
"Rich people."
"yes, Audi R8 and Ferrari 458, really rich!"
I took a cigarette out of the cigarette case and threw it in my mouth, and looked out the door again, as if the fierce smell of gasoline still lingered in the air.
The boy reminded me very sadly: "They took your boss lady away!" ”
I glanced at the boy, but still didn't say anything to him.
"Brother Yang, can you sue me about their character relationship?"
"I can't."
"You're in a bad mood! Then I'd better shut up! ”
An hour later, Mi Cai sent me a message, saying that she was going to Suzhou and trying to get back before dusk.
I replied with a message pretending not to care, telling her to focus on her own affairs.
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Just after the afternoon, I finally received a call from Ban Dad again after 3 days, he told me that he had gone to the bus station in Xitang with my mother and asked me to pick them up.
I picked up the keys to the van and walked out the door, passing by the open space, the white Volkswagen CC that Mi Cai bought was still there, but I felt inexplicably low, even though I knew that I had only endured a half-day of separation.
After standing for a while, I drove to the station, my father was expressionless as always, but my mother looked at me with a calm face.
I hurriedly took out two bottles of mineral water from the car with a smile and handed them to them, saying: "Daddy, Mom, the journey has been hard, I will invite you to taste the special dishes of Xitang later, I promise to make you full of praise!" ”
My mother took the mineral water from my hand and said, "We didn't come to Xitang for any special dishes, so don't break the bank!" ”
The word "broken fee" suddenly made me have a strong sense of distance, and my heart was low for a while, but I still squeezed out a smile and said: "Aren't you my own parents, I finally came to Xitang once, as long as you have a good time, I don't feel sorry for how much it costs!" With that, he helped them open the car door.
Ban Dad sighed, didn't say anything, got in the car first, Mom then got in the car, I closed the car door for them, got into the car myself, and after starting, drove them directly to the best restaurant in Xitang.
……
After ordering the food, I asked Ban Dad again, "Ban Dad, do you want to drink some wine?" ”
Before Ban Dad could express his position, his mother took the conversation: "Stop drinking, I'll talk to you later." ”
Although he was mentally prepared enough, his heart was still tight, and he didn't say anything more, just lowered his head and played with the lighter in his hand.
My mother was silent for a while and then said to me: "Zhaoyang, you are our son, we are both responsible for good or bad, so this time I came to Xitang, your father and I did not ask you for the guilt, but hoped that you could go back to Xuzhou with us...... I've already discussed with your dad that he will get you a job as a data keeper in the unit, or you will be able to convert it to a full-fledged establishment in less than a year, and your life will be steady. ”
I was shocked and immediately confirmed to Ban Dad: "Dad, do you really want to arrange a job for me in your unit?" ”
Ban Dad nodded: "Yes." ”
I felt a strong sense of powerlessness in my heart, and even the very principled Ban Dad had compromised on this matter, and I remember the last time I begged him like that, he didn't agree.
At this moment, I couldn't refute it, I just bowed my head and was silent.
My mother lowered her tone and asked me, "Zhaoyang, you told your mother that it is better to live alone outside?" ”
"It's sad, but it's ......"
"But what?"
"Mom, it's not that I can't accept the 9-to-5 work life, the key is that I've invested a lot of money, and I really have ideas about this inn, I've been burdened with the reputation of mud not being able to support the wall all these years, this time ...... This time I want to be a successful person! ”
"Do you know now that you're going to be a successful person? What did you do in the first few years of college? …… You don't need me to remind you, you also know that you are 27 years old this year, and those who are the same age as you, those who got married earlier, and the children are all in kindergarten, what about you? ”
I retorted: "A marriage without a material foundation is fragile, and I don't think there's anything wrong with starting a business first and then starting a family!" ”
My mother's face immediately became ugly, and she reprimanded: "You sue me, who else thinks you are right and supports you in doing this?" ”
I thought of Mi Cai, but unless she spoke herself, I didn't have the confidence to say anything on her behalf, so I fell into silence again.
Ban Dad finally opened his mouth in my silence: "Zhaoyang, we don't have to force you to go back to Xuzhou, but there is a premise, you must first live a stable life...... Don't you have a classmate named Fang Yuan, if you can settle down in Suzhou like him, we parents naturally have nothing to say. ”
I had to examine myself in my father's words, and it was strange that my parents were not anxious about my current situation, and suddenly, the confidence to insist on my own opinions became less sufficient, but I was even more unwilling to give up like this.
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After returning to the inn, I helped my father and mother arrange a room to rest, and once again fell into the pain of choice, I gradually felt that the so-called insistence on family responsibilities was so small, and I was more like a willful teenager.
I began to miss the self who returned to Xuzhou last year, but I couldn't understand why I was willing to accept a stable life at that time, but now I am not willing to accept it?
If you think about it again, you can understand: the root cause of the change of concept is because there is one more rice color in your own world, so you are so rejecting the ordinary.
But can my father and mother, who are pursuing stability, understand my mood at the moment?
I don't expect them to understand, but I know that today's qiē needs to be borne by gritting their teeth.
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It was getting dark, and it was time for dinner, but Mi Cai, who said that he would come back before the evening, still hadn't returned.
I couldn't help but be a little worried and wanted to call her, but my father and mother came out of the guest room and said that they were going to invite me to dinner.
I was a little helpless, because the so-called invitation to dinner was just an ultimatum to me and make me make a choice as much as possible.
After a moment of silence, I finally said to them, "Wait a little longer, there is still one person left, and when she comes back, let's go eat together." ”
My mother asked me suspiciously, "There is still one person missing!" Who is it? ”
I looked at my mother and father and replied, "My girlfriend! ”