Chapter 29: Looking at the World, Who Is With Him (29)

Shun Yu stood in the pavilion, without saying a word, letting the cold wind blow his navy blue robe, Fang Xiaoqin just accompanied him, but she was sitting, but the winter wind was not generally cold, she couldn't help but hug her arms.

She still spoke first, "Actually, I don't think I'll say it, and you'll understand my purpose." I know that we have come to this point today, it is our own cause, in fact, I have always blamed you for being a cruel person, and I have also said that I want to take revenge on you, in fact, many vicious things have passed. I also want to let go, I go to King Yun, I hope to make everything peaceful, maybe you will all say that this is impossible, but if I don't give it a try, how do I know the result? ”

She was bored playing with her nails, but the cold wind blew through her body again, and she couldn't help but shiver, but when she raised her eyes, she still saw that he didn't make any sound, she had to give up, she didn't want to explain, she just didn't want him to be misunderstood by his men.

"Okay, since you don't want to hear it, I'm not going to say it, it's cold outside, I'm going in." Fang Xiaoqin pursed her lips and said innocently.

This time she lazily looked at his straight back, and then she turned away and didn't look at him again.

Suddenly, she felt a strong wind blow behind her, and before she could react, she was firmly pinned down by him.

"Xiaoqin, can you not do this to me?" His choked voice echoed in her ears.

She still wanted to make a disdainful voice, but she held back.

"Actually, I shouldn't have come to this world, I shouldn't have appeared in front of you, I should have run away from the marriage from the beginning, maybe none of these things would have happened. The previous thing is that there is no going back, but in the days to come, I really don't want to be too sad, I know that I went to Qi Yun, I just want peace, if you really want me to be happy, can you let me go? ”

She held back all the thoughts in her heart, maybe she should have walked away, but she couldn't bear it.

"I know you're still in love with me, you're just scared, you can't get over this on your own. Xiaoqin, I know that my days are numbered, can you let us be together, give me the last days, and let our family of three be happy together. ”

"Can you give up everything here?" She didn't answer his question, just offered the answer she had always wanted.

"I ......" Shun Yu paused, her hands did not let go of her arms, but prayed: "When everything is over, I will give up, and then our family of three can be happy together." ”

"Why do you still want to unify the world at this moment? You helped your royal brother unify the world, how much infamy did you get, and is it worth it for you to do so? I think you should think you're worth it, otherwise you wouldn't have done it. It's just that life has a long and short life, and when it's over, there's nothing to go back to. ”

Can't go back? Isn't that what she is embarrassed about now? She wanted to go back to her own world, and she couldn't help it. If she can't change the current situation, then she can only choose to leave.

"No...... In fact, I can't help myself with many things, I promised the imperial brother to help him rule the world, I just want to exchange for my worry-free life in the future, I just want to be with you. I didn't know how to cherish ...... before."

Is he still reading Lin Mengchu? The thought was fleeting, and she just sighed helplessly, he tried to tear his arm apart, but he circled it tighter.

"Actually, when I was bleeding, at that moment I had a choice, a chance to get out of here, but I gave up. Because there are still places worth remembering here, people I don't give up. But if I had known that this was the case, I would not have chosen to stay. Shunyu, I understand that you have your position, but I also have my insistence, let's let go of each other, right? Now that my body is restored, it's time for me to leave, and I wanted to make an effort before leaving, but since I've failed, I'll leave it to you. ”

She didn't have any thoughts, maybe this would be free, she admitted that she still loved him at the moment, but so what? Can everything be changed?

Everything was designed by him, including his calculations that she would fall in love with him, right? But it was too late, she was afraid that she would not leave ruthlessly at this moment, and he was afraid that he would not leave because he was reluctant to leave in the future.

"If the only requirement at the end of my life, you can't even fulfill me? I don't know how much time, I just want you to be with my children. ”

His voice was low, soft like a marshmallow, and it passed melodiously beside her.

"If you want me to stay with the child, then give up."

It was impossible for him to do it, which is why she asked for it.

"If I promise you, you can still be with me." He asked in a low voice, humility in his voice.

Fang Xiaoqin held back the ripples in her heart and bowed her head slightly, "Yes." ”

Such short words unreservedly showed her heart, leaving this place of right and wrong, to a place where no one knew them, and starting a new life.

"Alright, I'll hand over the war here to my imperial brother." He seemed to struggle a little, but he could only agree to her.

Fang Xiaoqin shook her head boringly, knowing how difficult his decision was, and at this moment she also understood very well that he was not a person who was greedy for power, but in this kind of scene, how could he give it up?

"But your heart tells you that you are not willing to be here, and you do not want to give up. Actually, I understand, I just want to know an answer, whether you will be with us or not. I'm in a lot of pain these days, and on the one hand, I think of you cruelly, and on the other hand, I want to face you for your kindness to me. I'm really embarrassed, I'm embarrassed, you know? I can't bear to be a child, I can't bear to face my heart......" She began to sob, ran behind him, and slammed it against his back.

He swallowed, slowly turned her, and gently pulled her into his arms.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened now. I've set up so many schemes in secret, and I'm sorry for you. I really hate myself for doing so many things wrong, and I still have to force you? ”

He blamed himself for himself, and deeply hated that he had single-handedly caused so much damage and made her suffer so much.

"It's all your fault, it's your fault. If this weren't the case, there would be no Mo Li, no Ling'er would marry you, and even my sister wouldn't marry Qi Yun, and our Fang family might still be in Yazhou. You play with power for the sake of your dynasty, but we just want to live a simple life. ”

Her sincere crying seemed to pour out all the pain and sadness of so many days.

Shunyu gently stroked her hair and said apologetically: "I know I can't do anything now, but I really hope that our family of three can be together." It's not that I'm reluctant to hold a position of power, it's just that I am needed here. I know you can understand that if you insist, I will also choose to go away with you. I just want you to be happy. ”

But she's happy, so what about him? Will he be happy?

Fang Xiaoqin asked herself in her heart, but found that she was speechless.

"I can understand, I understand your difficulties. But I really don't want you to be with Qi Yun...... I don't want to see people I care about fighting, I don't want you to get hurt, I can't be so selfish, right? ”

She sniffled and took a hard breath.

"Fool, you're not being selfish. I went with the imperial brother to ask for instructions, and when the imperial brother arrived, he would send someone to take over, and then we would be together. ”

He spoke softly and comforted her.

This is just something that makes her conscience feel good, doesn't she not understand?

"How long will it be, if the emperor doesn't send someone here, then do we still need to be here?" Fang Xiaoqin expressed her worries.

Her worries are not wrong, Shunyu is a wise person, brave and strategic, how could the emperor easily let him resign from everything? Besides, the war has not yet begun, if there is one less such a powerful general.

"No, I don't remember the days when I disappeared during that time, I need to explain this matter to the imperial brother, because I want to take advantage of this incident to get out of my body, I didn't expect you to become a general. I tried to persuade Ling Zheng, but I couldn't succeed. I almost got caught by him, but I escaped. Actually, I've already found a place, and I'll just ...... when the time comes."

Before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by her crying.

"Why don't you say anything, why did you do so many things for mother and son, why did you let me misunderstand? If you had said it earlier, we wouldn't have hurt each other. Fang Xiaoqin snorted.

"It's my fault." He was like a child who had done something wrong, and he lowered his body directly, "Look at you, you are crying like a big cat." You're already a child, do you still cry so much? ”

She tugged at her lips and glared at him.

"Isn't that your fault?" Although it is a blame, it is full of warmth.

"Lady, did you forgive me?" Shun Yu scratched the bridge of her nose and asked.

"Not yet? Anyway, everything is still a little bit calculated, how can I easily forget it. She tilted her head sideways, her eyes half-squinted, as if something bad was forming in her head.

"Report to the general, news from the capital ......"

"What news."

"The Fang family deceived the monarch and concealed it, Qi Yun pursued the emperor, saying that there was a real princess of Qi......"