Chapter 20: Each of them is heartbroken

Seeing that the east wing was busy in the room, Haitang was embarrassed not to reach out to help, but Xilin Jinchun had dance songs and teachers guarding her, and she couldn't accommodate her at all, although she had a heart, she couldn't. Looking at Jiu'er's side, there are also Geng'er and Zi'er, who have just returned, waiting. Suddenly, a chill arose in Begonia's heart: in this huge house, the Begonia she liked had no place to stand.

She has always boasted of her outstanding singing and dancing, she is used to listening to the praise of the guests in Changle Fang, and she is also used to living a life of being served, where is she willing to reach out and serve others? It's just that now she hopes that someone can call her and tell her to do something, which can't help much, and she can do something else, and she won't be useless after all.

The play that should be done is almost done, and it is not interesting for Begonia to stay here, so she blessed Wu Ge, looked at Xilin Jinchun on the bed, her face was full of loneliness, and said: "The master is tired, there is still something in Changle Fang, and Begonia will not stay much." ”

She turned around and was about to leave with the red tassel, but she heard the dance song and said lightly: "The weather is cold, don't always wear such a thin dress, it hurts your body, and it is always you who is uncomfortable." ”

The sentence is plain, but it makes Begonia burst into tears. She hasn't been with Wuge for a long time, but she has heard the top brand Qingxue in front of her say that the master of Wuge has excellent dancing skills and good teaching, and there are big and small in Changle Fang, as long as she is willing to learn, there is no one who can't learn well, but she is always faint, as if nothing can touch her heart.

However, Master Fang Cai said that to her, although there was no emotion between the words, Begonia knew its weight. Everyone said that the dance master was a dance idiot, except for singing and dancing and teaching others to sing and dance, she hardly did anything that she didn't do, and she didn't say anything that she didn't do. It had been some time since she followed Qingxue to Changle Fang, and this was the first time she had heard the dance master say such "warm" words.

Somehow, Begonia's heart suddenly had a sense of fear, Wuge spoke to her, she also ignored it, lifted her skirt and ran all the way out, all without the usual manners.

Hongying saw that her master was gone, so she naturally didn't want to stay here anymore. blessed the body towards the dance song, and also chased after the begonia.

Haitang ran all the way back to her room in Changle Fang, fell on the bed and cried, not even locking the door. When Hongying came in, she saw her like this, thinking that she had been snubbed by everyone because of today's events, and she was wronged, so she just wanted to comfort her a few words, but then gave up. If people want to grow up and do great things, they always have to suffer some grievances, which she has to figure out by herself, so that she will not be wronged in vain.

Thinking like this, Hongying glanced at her twice, and went out to cover the door and leave. The kitchen also has Haitang's favorite horseshoe crisp ingredients, which were originally intended to be eaten with her, but the master of the Xin'er dance song came back to the other courtyard with Geng'er. The matter was urgent, and the two hurriedly followed out of the road, and the matter was put on hold. It's going to be fine, it's better to make some horseshoe crisp, wait, the begonias still have to dance, don't eat something, how can you endure hunger?

On the night light, the red lanterns in Changle Fang are lit up, lining the heavy dark night, which looks more dazzling and sultry. At this time, most of the people in Xiangcheng have already had dinner, and there is nothing to do after the meal, and Changle Fang is naturally a good place for recreation. No, far away, many people came with servants and carriages, and there were also many people who came on foot with their own girls and boys, and the bustling streets were so lively.

There was a lot of laughter and laughter in Changle Fang, and it came through the wall, which was very clear. Wuge sat in the east wing and looked at the sleepy Xilin Jinchun, and didn't know what it was like to be in her heart.

Once, for the sake of her mother's glory, the eldest lady of Jianfuli instigated her father to marry her to Hao Ran, the son of Hao Jiabang, a wealthy businessman in Pennsylvania. My father was righteous and always liked to make friends, and often held banquets at home to entertain guests from all over the world. On that day, the eldest lady frequently poured her father's wine at the banquet, and when he was drunk, he deliberately proposed her marriage to Hao Ran. When Wuge Zhilu told the matter and went to find her father's theory, she was stopped by the family, she begged bitterly, but her father didn't listen to her statement at all, and only said: "If you say what you have gone, how can you spill the water that has gone away, and then take it back?" ”

At that moment, she felt that she was hopeless, and her father was willing to make mistakes and lose his lifelong happiness for the sake of his own face. She is a woman, in the face of such a marriage, she is resistant in her heart, but she has no other way but to obey. When she saw Hao Ran for the first time, she still remembered clearly, his face with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes was indifferent, his words were full of books, and he was full of talent, if it weren't for the abolished legs, he would also be a great man! She thought.

The two of them get along quietly like this, helping each other. Slowly, in addition to the initial respect, there was a tacit understanding between the two, there was no love, but there was true love. But the world is the most impermanent, but in two years, he fell seriously ill and died. When she knew that Hao Ran's death was the intervention of the eldest lady, in order to win the favor of another powerful person, she left angrily, and when the eldest lady was alive, she refused to enter the house no matter what.

Now, it's all gone, and it's all gone. She used to be so indignant and hated the injustice of fate, but when she suddenly received the news that her father was seriously ill a few days ago, she still ran back to his arms without hesitation. The originally heroic and dashing person seemed to have come to the twilight of his life all of a sudden, and the moment he saw his father, everything was relieved.

Father left, she hoped that Xilin Jinchun could go back, but he didn't, caressing his thin face, and there was a trace of distress in the faint heart of the dance song, but she couldn't.

When Jiu'er came in, she saw Wuge sitting there looking at Xilin Jinchun in a daze, she had a knot in her heart, she was going to explain something, but when she really came in, she had nothing to say. In the end, it was the dance song that opened his mouth and broke the silence.

"I know what you want to say, but your body is in danger at the moment, and you are so seriously injured, so don't come out to serve. I still have Geng'er and Zi'er by my side, after all, I can't do without you, don't worry about it! ”

In these words, Jiu'er listened to the complicated feelings, and knew that Lu Dao Wuge cared about her, but she couldn't get rid of the guilt. In the end, it was because she was not thoughtful, so she left Geng'er angrily, and asked someone to drug the incense ash, so that Xilin Gongzi was still unconscious. Silently withdrawing from Lu, Jiu'er left the courtyard and went to Changle Fang.