Chapter 161: Why don't you dare to admit it
The Immortal Emperor listened quietly, and when she finished speaking, he said slowly: "If you do it all over again, I believe that you will still step into my Netherworld, and the person who secretly pushes you behind your back is him, perhaps his attitude towards you, which makes you confused day by day, so that you frequently have the idea of escaping." ”
"You have so many doubts in your heart, why don't you dare to ask him? He is the Venerable of the Heavenly Domain, what doubts can't be solved for you? Mei'er, you are afraid of him in your heart, this is not the equal state that husband and wife should have, besides, you have been married to him for many years, although there has been separation, but the time spent with each other day and night should not be short, why are you still perfect? Isn't that a joke? ”
Mei'er's hand clutched her skirt tightly, and she was silent, I asked the emperor something about the Jinling family, and I asked the emperor to take me there, but he refused me.
"You and I are in two different time and space, and it is impossible for common sense to have any intersection, but you are here, this is fate, Mei'er, I will bear the wind and rain in the future, you don't need to worry. If the Heavenly Monarch wants to fight with me one day, then it is better to have a good fight, as for the comments of the future generations...... My Netherworld and his Heavenly Domain are two completely different parallel worlds, so it is up to me to decide how to record it in the annals of the Netherworld, you and I are the only one for each other, and whoever dares to talk nonsense behind my back will be crushed and dusted. ”
Mei'er's heart was shocked, the Jinling family and the Heavenly Palace were entangled for hundreds of generations, in exchange for what?
It's blood, it's resentment, it's a day of fear......
If it is because of me that the Netherworld and the Heavenly Palace have a grudge, the scale of this battle will only be more than the one in the Heavenly Domain.
She stretched out her hand and grabbed the Emperor's robe, and pleaded with a wailing voice: "Mingchen, please don't start a war for me, okay?" Do you know that if you really want to fight, it will ruin the peace between heaven and earth, how can I feel at ease? ”
The Hades Emperor held her hand and said in a low voice: "Mei'er, I have vowed not to set foot in the Heavenly Domain for half a step in this life, my Netherworld terrain is dangerous, easy to defend and difficult to attack, as long as you stay by my side with peace of mind, this fight, I have no chance to fight him, but if he wants to fight, I can only accompany him to the end, as long as he dares to step into the Netherworld to make trouble, he may not be able to retreat with his whole body." You don't have to be afraid. ”
Mei'er couldn't help but say loudly: "You madman, do you understand that I am the emperor's wife, not your wife, why do you want me to stay?" How could the emperor let go so easily...... Mingchen, you should wake up, please treat me as a dream, please let me go, I will take care of the aftermath by myself, okay! ”
The Hades Emperor stretched out his hand to roll up her sleeves, his snow-white arms were soft and smooth, his hand fell on her shoulder, and the place where the sand of the palace was printed was already snow-white, his eyes were dyed with a layer of obsession, and he said softly: "I am the first and only one you have experienced." ”
He leaned into her ear and whispered, "Your real husband is me, not him, he is just your past life, which has been disillusioned with the refining fire." Your mortal self begins the moment it fishes you out of the Styx. ”
He pressed against her soft cheeks: "You and I will always be husband and wife, and we will never be separated." ”
Mei'er covered her ears with her hands and whispered: "Don't say it again, I never took it seriously." ”
The Emperor of the Dead slammed all the vetoes she was about to say, he didn't want to listen, he didn't want to hear the sad words that came out of her small cherry lips, Mei'er, it was not a dream, but real, why can't you feel it, why are you still unwilling to face your true heart.......
Finally he let go of her, his hands around her, Mei'er lying in his arms, a little unsteady in his breath.
He panted slightly, stroked her shoulder, and said in a dumb voice: "Mei'er, you have me in your heart, why don't you dare to admit it?" ”
"No, it's not, I'...... Having said that, the person I love in my heart is not you. ”
She was embarrassed and didn't dare to look at him, but stammered in her defense.
He hooked his hand, picked up her small chin, and his eyes were as bright as fire: "You are deceiving yourself, Mei'er, you have me in your heart." ”
Mei'er lowered her head, do I have him in my heart? Is it that he has been tempting me and making me unconsciously have some wandering feelings for him, or is there really him in my heart?
She smiled a little erratically, impossible, how could there be two people in my heart at the same time? Over the years, he in that dream has indeed not been far away.
Who is the love of my heart? Her voice was slurred; "Mingchen, I didn't, you were tempting me, I didn't."
"You and I are tempting each other, do you understand?"
There was pain in his eyes, I clearly captured your affection and attachment to me, why did you always refuse to face the truest emotions in your heart?
What are you afraid of?
She reached out and took his hand away and moved it to the side: "Even if you insist on leaving me behind, you can only keep my people, you can't keep my heart, are you willing to face a person who has no heart for the rest of your life?" ”
The Hades Emperor's hand drooped, and he said gloomily: "Mei'er, how do you understand - in fact, I have always been in your heart, probably because you have always refused to accept that you are befriending me in that state...... So if you don't want to face your heart, you're escaping reality. If you don't have me in your heart, why do you keep refusing him to be close to you? If he really loves you, will he not respond to your repeated rejections? And let this state exist among you for many years? ”
Mei'er closed her eyes, she refused the emperor's closeness twice, what was it for? Is it really because he is afraid that the emperor will not treat him sincerely?
Or for the "him" in the dream, or - really because of the him sitting in front of him.
It can't be, it can't be for the Hades, I reject the emperor because I'm afraid of the unknown future, and I will never reject the emperor for the sake of the Hades.
But why did the emperor allow me to reject him?
She only felt that her heart was numb, and she hid her face and said, "Please stop talking, I'm tired, can you let me rest?" ”
Maybe in her sleep, she can get out of this painful situation, and instead of opening her eyes and looking at everything in front of her, she should close her eyes and sleep well.
The Hades Emperor's hand tightened again, picked her up horizontally, put her on the brocade mat, covered the quilt, and said softly: "If you are tired, just rest, don't worry, I won't disturb you." ”
Her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, but she still didn't speak.
She awoke in the middle of the night, and in the hazy night light, she found the Emperor sitting cross-legged beside her, as if he was breathing, and she stared silently at his broad back, until the morning cry of birds came from the window, and then fell into a deep sleep again.