Chapter 13: The Mountain Alliance and the Sea Swear Nothing But This (13)
It's easy to close a door, but how easy is it to open the door in your heart?
Emperor Shunyin was reluctant to come out of the past, and so did Shunyu, she exhaled deeply, like something was backlogged in her chest, and she was a little out of breath.
Seeing this, Emperor Shunyin said, "I know that you have a lot of doubts in your heart, so you should go home." ”
"Xiaoqin retired." She held back the heartache in her heart.
After Fang Xiaoqin walked out of the Sea Vows Mountain Alliance, she walked listlessly and indiscriminately.
It's just that when she walked out of the palace gate, she saw Shun Yu coming from the other direction, she stood in place in a daze, her eyes stared straight at him, she clearly saw a helpless sadness in his eyes, didn't he have a way to take Fang Xiaoqin away from the palace?
She smiled very strongly, smiled and watched him walk towards her, she wanted to ask him why he appeared in the palace even though he was out on errands? Why did he take Fang Xiaoqin away, why didn't he say that the concubines he married were similar to the portraits, and they were all just substitutes?
Even though she had thousands of doubts in her heart, she forced herself to put these doubts aside, and she asked softly, "Lord Wang, is something wrong?" I heard that you took your sister from the imperial study, did something happen to your sister? She couldn't have turned a deaf ear, but as she asked, she was afraid to hear answers she didn't want to hear.
Why is he obviously sad, but he pretends to be extremely calm. Shun Yu moved the corners of his lips, but did not make any sound.
He could do the same, and she should try harder to push the pain in her eyes back.
"The prince is in trouble, right?" She was tempted to find an excuse for him, a reason for herself not to ask.
Shun Yu raised his eyes weakly, he glanced at Fang Xiaoqin lightly, and when his gaze was loaded with her pupils, he quickly shifted.
"This king is a little tired, princess, let's go back to the house together."
Shunyu didn't plan to tell the reason at all, she naturally didn't want to continue to inquire, maybe anything was not as bad as she imagined.
A strange indifference floated among them, and she just wanted to step forward and squeeze his hand, but she didn't do it because of what she had heard.
"Let's go home together." She bowed slightly, and responded.
Shun Yu walked forward briskly, walking in her direction, she thought he must be in a hurry to leave the palace, but by surprise, he walked towards her, just clasping her little hand.
"I'm sorry, Fang Xiaoqin. This king is reluctant to explain, this king has not yet figured it out, please give me some time, okay? He gently took her into his arms, his head resting on her hair.
"Everything is not what you imagined, this king really needs to re-examine himself, and the person this king is most unwilling to hurt is you. This king's heart is very confused, and he really can't explain it for a while......"
Her heart was sour, she was hugged tightly by him, feeling his breath, this was the first time he had hugged her since returning to Kyoto, but why did this warm embrace seem a little strange to her? Was it because she didn't trust him enough?
She looked up, and saw the flickering complexity in his eyes, which she couldn't see clearly, and she felt as if she hadn't entered his heart since the days of her acquaintance with him.
Fang Xiaoqin swallowed her saliva, shook her head, and said softly: "I understand, you don't have to explain, because I have seen everything." The emperor also let me see that portrait, in fact, you don't need to say it, I also understand that you are a long-term person. If you just want to find a replacement, I'm willing to make a replacement, I really don't care. But I really don't want my sister to be involved, she is a weak woman at all, if you and the emperor have a conflict because of her, I am really worried about ......"
She thought that she was qualified to talk to him, but in exchange for a cold glance from him, he slowly let go of her body, and glanced at Fang Xiaoqin with a ruthless gaze.
"Are you jealous? This king admits that I was attracted to Xiaoqin, if you have lived in such a person in your heart for ten years, and there is a person in the world who appears in front of you, will you be so calm? He let out a low roar.
She was so frightened that she hurriedly stepped back because of his roar, she was stunned, was that his reason? Once again, his heart was torn to shreds.
It turned out that she was so vulnerable in his heart.
Fang Xiaoqin shook her head desperately, and said in a trembling voice: "Lord Wang, Lord Wang is not what you think. I'm just worried that what you're doing will make the Royal Mansion and the Fang Mansion bring ...... If you truly love each other, I will bless you too. She knew that her last words were forced to be said by herself.
If they really love each other, shouldn't she be blessed? It's just that the words of this blessing have made a few deep cuts in my heart.
There was a hint of surprise in his deep eyes, but he didn't show it, he asked lightly, "You really bless us, you really don't care if this king loves you or not, can you really do it doesn't matter?" ”
She could clearly hear the disdain in his words, didn't he believe she couldn't do it? If she had a choice between the substitute and Fang Xiaoqin, then she would ...... She didn't know at the moment.
"Why, there's no way you can do it."
Shunyu's cold eyes were even colder.
She was afraid that he would see her worthless, so she could only nod her head violently, how could she possibly do it? She took a deep breath and turned to exhalation.
"If that's the case, I'll accept it, and I don't care about my place in your heart. I won't be jealous, I won't, I'll bless you generously......" She replied in an almost trembling voice, and although it was against her will, she had no choice.
She didn't want Fang Xiaoqin to lose her happiness because of this, and she didn't want to see him pestering the woman in the portrait all the time, the emperor couldn't do it, she hoped that Shunyu could do it.
He glanced at her lightly, a strange smile on the corner of his mouth, and then took her little hand, "Let's go, let's leave these things to the house." ”
Fang Xiaoqin bowed her head slightly, and no longer spoke, but her little hand was tightly held by him. It's just that the warmth in his palm came, but why didn't she feel a little heartwarming.
Can she really be so generous? She was almost startled by her words, because of love, so it didn't matter where she was?