Xiaojun thought that he would also enter the class committee and get more opportunities to exercise, but in the end, he lost the opportunity for many people to know himself, understand himself, give full play to his expertise, improve his ability to communicate and deal with people, and expand his personal relationships, and he was very disappointed and regretful. Seeing Zhao Xiaozhou's smug and excited appearance, he once again tasted the pain and taste of loss.

He walked alone on the shore of the White Lake, on the path, a couple of lovers snuggled and strolled, under the willow tree, a pair of lovers whispered, in the grass, people in twos and threes talked and laughed, and they were content. He suddenly thought of the pure and lively Qin Meixiang, and he hadn't written to her yet, maybe she was willing to listen and understand, why not tell her about her melancholy, grievances and irritability, thinking of this, his eyes lit up, he was relieved, and he rushed to the classroom, wrote a letter with a pen, sealed it in a delicate letter, and put it into the mailbox.

The letter said: "Since I left home, I stumbled all the way to the place I longed for in this dream, I felt strange, I was quite empty, and I didn't have a sense of belonging, which often made me have nothing to do, everything was not satisfactory, and everything was not smooth, it can really be described as: going out to pour dry food and falling all over the body is mud, eating early and being depressed when encountering fraud, the bus is crowded with accidents and causing wolves to transfer, catching thieves is anxious to hide and worry, the townspeople will drink poorly and spit out the fun, the opening ceremony hangs up the wire, the principal is angry, and he introduces himself embarrassed and silent, the class committee loses the opportunity to lose the election, and it is difficult to calm down, and it hits walls everywhere, and it is thorough to the top. The people around me privately laugh at me for being stupid, and I often hate myself for being ignorant and incompetent, and many words that are stuffed in my heart are difficult to say and cannot be told to others, and no one can listen to them with their hearts, and there are horrors and dangers all around, and depression, remorse, and depression are like a spell, shrouding me every day, with no hope and no hope, and I am confused about the road ahead and not knowing whether I can go well. ”

After the letter was sent, Xiaojun was anxious, like sitting on pins and needles, every day to the mailroom to check whether there was any of his own letters, spent several days in apprehension, anxiety and anticipation, and finally looked forward to the arrival of the letter from Qin Xiangmei of Xiangzhou University, it was really like a treasure, I couldn't wait to open it, the content was really rich enough, a line of beautiful handwriting covered with six pages of manuscript paper, the writing was delicate and smooth, lively and open, pleasing to the eye, and immediately read it three times like a hungry thirst, savoring every word and every sentence.

"Wu Xiaojun, you kid, are you still a man? It's really stupid, stupid to the top of your head, you still think that in your own home, you don't even understand the difficulties at the beginning of everything, you can't stand it when you encounter a small setback, you will be discouraged, you will be confused about the future, you don't know how to find ways to self-regulate and liberate, you don't even have this confidence and courage, I think you should jump into the green river and commit suicide as soon as possible." Qin Meixiang did not lose her spicy and sharp style in the past, and came up to split her head and cover her face, and drank it first, which made Xiaojun really a little ashamed.

"Sue sù you, what are the happy things, worry about the little sister as soon as possible, the little sister is willing to be your venting object, for you to relieve your boredom, if you can't do it, it's too bad buddy, be careful to seize the opportunity to ask you to repay twice."

With the movement of the line of sight downward, the scene of each sentence and each word is presented in Xiaojun's brain, like a movie, as if it were immersive, as if the pure and cheerful Qin Xiangmei stood in front of her and happily told what she had seen and heard in school, what she had done and what she had abandoned, and what she liked and worried about.

"Boy, tell me some good news, I quickly made a bunch of sisters here, I can't say that I smell like, but I am also like-minded, in addition to going to class, shopping malls, chatting, playing poker, I am overwhelmed, crazy every day, especially a tomboy from the ancient north, there are endless things every day, and I am very happy with Fa'er Bean. Although such a day is good, but it is not a serious thing, I am really worried that once the bad habit is formed, it will be difficult to change it over time, and I will not succeed in my studies, and I will have a problem, which is really going to be miserable. Apparently, Qin Xiangmei was full of doubts about the free and casual university life.

People are often fascinated by the authorities, bystanders are clear, this is a piece of window paper, they look like a thick baffle, indestructible, no way to start, and when others break it, it is like breaking through the darkness before dawn, waking up from a big dream, the dark clouds disperse, and the sun is shining.

Qin Meixiang's words are beautiful, her words are sincere, once she dials it, Xiaojun suddenly opened up and regained her life, "Xiaojun, maybe you haven't adapted to campus life and the new environment, maybe your heart is full of loneliness and loneliness, distress and depression, this is not only your character, but also inevitable for most people, but this is only temporary." Although we all came from small places and may be temporarily behind some people, this is only a temporary phenomenon and not terrible, we have the passion to unravel the mysteries, the strong drive to explore the unknown, and the tenacity to desire to gain true knowledge. We have a university life, we should be proud, we are facing problems not only business learning, but also should pay attention to their own speech and behavior, grooming and appearance, social communication, ability and level improvement and many other problems, should let go of their own state of mind, learn to self-regulation, love sports, just a few friends to play basketball, smiling faces, heart to heart; If you love to sing, you can sing a few words to usher in the sunrise and send away the sunset; If you like to play chess, you will kill him and roll over the horse, the sky is dark, don't be discouraged, I believe that everything will be fine, and the last laugh is the real laugher, the real strong. ”

At the end of the letter, Qin Xiangmei said something like this, which Xiaojun kept in mind and always recalled, "If you want to come out of the shadows, then let your face face face the sun; If you want to say goodbye to cowardice, then let the heart slowly strengthen in the experience; If you want to get away from the ordinary, try to let yourself fly proudly. People with many hearts are destined to live hard, because they are too easily swayed by the feelings of others; People who have a lot of hearts always love to think crankily, and the result is that they are trapped in a mess of thoughts and cannot move; Sometimes, it's better to have fewer roots than more hearts. ”

After reading the letter, Xiaojun was in a good mood and immediately replied to one, praising Qin Xiangmei and talking about his experience and feelings. Since then, Xiaojun has one more thing, that is, receiving letters, writing letters, sending letters, waiting for letters, air exchanges, friends of letters, there are endless things to say, endless things to talk about, and he began to get out of the shadow of depression, get rid of the initial confusion, and officially start his campus struggle life.

The monotonous days and ordinary life are quietly moving forward, and everyone is quietly changing, looking for a lifestyle that suits them. Among the six brothers in the dormitory, Liu Youcai has changed the fastest, he is proficient in playing and singing, often playing the guitar while singing "I Love You", "Kiss Goodbye", "Thank You for Your Love", "Flower Heart" and other very popular songs at the moment. I don't know when, Xiaojun discovered a strange phenomenon, Liu Youcai went out at night, and often didn't come back at ten o'clock.