Back in Suzhou, I took Mi Cai to the hotel where the reception was held, then took her luggage back from Weiran's car, left alone, and then went to the shopping supermarket to buy some rice and vegetables, returned to the old house, washed all the tableware that had not been used for a long time, and then began to cook, stir-fry, make soup, and finally clean the house inside and out.

The sky outside the window was dark, and I was a little lonely, so I wandered around the room, found a guitar and sat in front of the TV to play and sing, and thought about it wave after wave, but I still didn't think of what I was worried about, so I didn't even bother to sing, put the guitar aside, and stared at the TV in a daze, but I didn't care about what was playing on the TV at all, until there was an entertainment news related to Le Yao, and then I came back to my senses, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, paying attention to her news.

In the entertainment news, Le Yao moved to the big screen again, and took over a literary film from a director, she also defined this movie as her own transformation, expressing her desire to challenge this female role full of literary temperament, and at the end of the entertainment news, she won the Most Progressive Actress Award at an authoritative awards ceremony last month. Her life is developing the way she once hoped it would be, and it will get better and better

A long piece of soot fell from between my fingers on my clothes, and I came back to my senses, quickly dusted it off, and looked at the time, it was nine o'clock in the evening.

I estimated that Mi Cai was coming back soon, so I went to the kitchen to heat up the food again, and brought it all to the table, trying to find candles to make Lang Man's atmosphere, but I was made out of love by the troubles that had been stalking me, so I became even more irritable, went back to my room again, lit a cigarette, and thought about how to talk to Mi Cai about Wei Ran's finding herself later

When I was about to finish a cigarette, there was the sound of a key inserting a key into the lock hole outside the house, and when Mi Cai finally returned, I snuffed out the cigarette butt, pushed open the door and walked out.

Her face was a little flushed, and she seemed to be overwhelmed by the strength of alcohol, but she still inevitably drank at the drinking party, and I asked her, "Why don't you call me and let me pick you up?" ”

"You're already very fortunate to have made this table of delicious food, and I haven't rewarded you yet, how dare you bother to pick me up."

"See the outside, you see the outside!"

Mi Cai put down her handbag, walked towards me with a smile, then wrapped her arms around my waist and asked softly in my ear, "Did you miss me during my absence?" ”

"Yes, of course I want to, I always want you to be thin, or fat!"

Mi Cai held my chin with her hand, made me look at her, and asked, "Then you see if I'm fat or thin!" ”

I looked at her, and at the moment my own gaze was only 20 centimeters away from her cheeks, so close, I still couldn't find a single blemish on her cheeks, she was really beautiful! It was so beautiful that I was afraid that I would not be able to look at her so closely in the days to come, and I felt her light breathing, so I lowered my head and kissed her, and put my other hand on the button in front of her breast, and with a movement of my fingers, I unbuttoned one button, then the second, the third

She suddenly grabbed my hand and asked in a chaotic voice, "Do you really want it?" ”

I replied with a more chaotic breath: "Hmm"

"Will you marry me? And then guard me as a woman for the rest of my life! ”

"Hmm"

Mi Cai finally closed his eyes, my hands began to move again, and when I was about to unbutton all the buttons, some fragments suddenly flashed in my mind, and then dominated my nerves, so that my hands stopped stroking, and the whole person looked at the curtains that were swinging in the wind at the window entrance in a daze, as if I saw the fluctuation of life, why did I give a promise that would keep her for a lifetime so improperly, before those pending matters were not resolved, isn't this Chiluo's deception?

This was the second time since we fell in love that I unbuttoned her clothes, but gave up again, because I didn't dare to deceive her with my own uncertainty, such an inviolable woman, so I breathed deeply, gradually subsided my physical desires, left her, sat back on the sofa, and then indulged in my own love and torment

She didn't button her shirt immediately, and looked at me with a complicated expression, waiting for me to give her a reason to give up suddenly.

I picked up the cigarette case from the coffee table, pulled out a cigarette with a slight tremor in my fingers, put it in my mouth, picked up the lighter and pressed it several times before lighting it

Mi Cai buttoned up her clothes one by one, but her eyes never took off my body.

I took a deep puff of the cigarette, closed my eyes and exhaled it heavily until the smoke dissipated, and finally opened my eyes and said, "Weiran has found me"

"Why are you looking for you?"

"Because he loves you he wants me to leave you, otherwise"

"Otherwise what?"

My chest suddenly seemed to be pressed by a thousand pounds of boulders, and in the dullness of being unable to resist, I couldn't open my mouth and subconsciously touched the cigarette placed next to me, but was stopped by Mi Cai, and asked: "Sue me, otherwise what will happen?" ”

I looked at her, a kind of longing for the result, and finally made me speak: "Otherwise, he will probably affect your control of Zhuo Mei, he has this ability, right?" ”

Mi Cai fell into silence, his eyes were full of disbelief and doubt, and he said to himself for a long time: "No, we have already agreed in the United States, and we will continue this kind of friendship, we have known each other for almost five years, he has never deceived me, and he will not have such unreasonable demands." ”

"I didn't lie to you either."

Mi Cai's expression turned painful, and she seemed to realize that she was in a situation full of pain of choice

After a long time, I finally said to her again: "I feel the need to sue you for such a thing, let you make a choice, no matter what decision you make, I will definitely choose to respect, because I don't want you to lose the most precious and caring thing in life." ”

I waited hard for her choice, but she kept silent, and I gradually saw her heart hurt in silence, so I hated Wei Ran's threat even more, but not everyone will be like CC to silently give and bless, and more people are used to being dominated by their damn possessiveness, and then lose their minds in madness, such as Wei Ran.