180. 180 I can't afford to love because I'm too dependent

Desolation with a painful voice, this is the baby he has silently guarded for so many years, and now standing in front of him and telling him that she is in love with a second person, she has never chosen him from the beginning, even if he didn't at the beginning, then he is willing to be a spare tire, but she doesn't even give him this opportunity, not at all.

She shook her hands, because of what? may be because he appeared too early, so her feelings for him are family affection, no love.

The person in your life will always show up, but ...... It has to be at the right time.

And Xiang Weichen appeared by enough coincidence, when she fell into a trough, when she was most sad and sad, and when she was in the most pain...... Soothe her heart.

She turned around slowly, looking at him with a pair of clear black eyes, "Senior brother, you like me, just because you have been used to being with me since childhood, you can slowly find that there will be many people around you who are better than me and better than me, and there is only one reason why I am not attracted to you, I only regard you as a brother." ”

Because it's too dependent, I can't afford to love.

He couldn't stand the first few sentences, not to mention that she also emphasized the last sentence, he took a few steps back and slightly bent the corners of his mouth, with a touch of self-deprecation, and muttered, "Brother? It turns out that after so many years, you have treated me as a brother? But...... I don't want to be your older brother! ”

She doesn't want to hurt him, she is her best male best friend in this life, but if she can't say it clearly, it will delay his life for the rest of his life.

As soon as she opened her lips, a cold and piercing male voice pierced the silence of the night, "I don't want to be her brother, what else do you want to be?" Strangers? ”

In the darkness not far away, a tall and handsome figure walked out, wearing a dark blue camouflage military uniform, looking so arrogant and extraordinary under the cold moonlight.

Xiang Weichen walked directly towards her, held her somewhat cold hand and hugged her into his arms, his voice changed to tenderness, "Is it cold?" Dress more for the evening. ”

She silently shook her head and leaned on his arms, lowered her head as if she had made a mistake, and Gu Xingyun pretended to be stupid for so many years and still picked it up, she understood his feelings, but she couldn't accept it.

Gu Xingyun closed his eyes, and then turned sideways slightly and didn't want to look at their sweet and loving looks, what can he do now, accept her fate Gu Xingyun, she doesn't love you...... But that waiting will never change.

"Xiang Weichen, we are not superiors and subordinates now, I am telling you as a man, as Senior Brother Ye Yihan, the best male girlfriend in this life, if you dare to make her sad in this life, I will not spare you, let alone let her return to you."

Gu Xingyun clenched his fists, and a pair of fierce eagle eyes looked at Xiang Weichen, who was hugging her, and his momentum did not belong to him at all, because he used all the strength available in his body to say this.

"Don't worry, I won't give you a chance."

Gu Xingyun lowered his eyes and said loudly, "Okay, I also hope you remember today's words." ”

After saying this, he turned around and left with hurried steps, he thought that he would never have a chance again in this life, but he did not expect that what he said at this time would be fulfilled in the future.

Holding her hand tightly, he took off his coat to wrap her, and asked with some distress, "At this time, you are still chatting outside, don't you know the right time?" He also said that it was not cold, and his hands were so cold! ”

She looked up at him with a smile, "I'm fine, you don't have to dress me, I'm going back." ”

He just stretched out his hand to return the coat to him and then go back to the fence, but he held her hand and put his arm around her shoulder, and said with a little meaning, "No need to take it off, I'll go back with you." ”

Yes? She looked at him with some puzzlement, but he took her steps and left the enclosure where her dormitory was located, and she immediately dragged him in a panic, "What do you want to do?" Don't make a fuss, I need to go back quickly, I'm going to get up at five o'clock tomorrow morning to train. ”

Seeing that she was so disobedient, he frowned, directly stretched out his arms and hugged her horizontally, and raised his sword eyebrows, "Now this is not taking you back?" You sleep with me tonight, isn't that right...... You're going to have to live with me for a month of training. ”

"What? I sleep with you? Ye Yihan's eyes widened in fright, and he even forgot about the struggle.

Turning his eyes to look at her seriously, a little frivolous, "If you don't sleep with me, who do you sleep with?" Well? ”

This sentence was extremely ambiguous, and she was glad that it was night, and the already red face was not so obvious.

He carried her along the path, did not meet the soldiers on duty, and entered through the back door of the enclosed place where he lived, and no one knew.

She reacted for a while before she began to make trouble, "No, I can't sleep with you, it's too dangerous!" ”

It's really too dangerous, it's hard for her to guarantee that he won't touch her when she sleeps with him, and with Xiang Weichen's coaxing, she will definitely finally clean her up, then she won't want to get up the next day!

"Oh? Dangerous? So do you want to go and live in a room with your co-workers, on the floor? ”

She blinked, showing puzzlement, what is the meaning of laying on the floor? Then he hooked his lips slightly, with a hint of smugness, "I didn't ask anyone to arrange your accommodation, so there is no place for you there, do you want to go back to the floor or sleep with me." ”

A pair of sparkling eyes stared at her with charm, almost letting her fall directly, but reason was still shouting to tell her that she must choose to lay on the floor!

She squirmed her lips and stared at his expression, her instinct telling her that it wasn't a choice question but a warning, and that even if she chose to go back to the floor, he wouldn't necessarily let her go.

Wrong! I won't let her go back!

So under his various seductive eyes, she nestled pitifully in his arms, and then said silently, "Sleep with you." ”

He nodded with satisfaction, then pressed down Junyan to leave a kiss on the corner of her lips, and praised, "good-girl." ”

“!!!” In fact, she really wants to say that she is laying on the floor, it's really not that she is unproductive! It's about saying and not saying a result.

As soon as she entered through the back door of the enclosure, she stayed comfortably in his arms, but the sound of a dog barking suddenly sounded in the quiet yard, "Wangwangwang-"

It was very fierce, which startled her, shrunk into his arms, and hurriedly asked, "Xiang Weichen, you actually have a dog in your yard, I don't want to live here!" ”

Xiang Weichen looked at the gate of the enclosure, Shi Zhipeng had just come back with a wolf dog with a fierce face, and watched Xiang Weichen holding Ye Yihan in a daze, as if he was frozen there.

Then the cold gaze moved down, and the wolf dog's originally fierce bark slowly became smaller, and then finally turned into the whimper of a small animal, and finally obediently drooped his head at Shi Zhipeng's feet.

Ye Yihan was even more dumbfounded, Nima could just look at him? Is that okay? The difference between before and after is too big, right?

Seeing that her reaction just now should be a little afraid of this creature, she looked at Shi Zhipeng and said in a deep voice, "Bring it in." ”

Shi Zhipeng nodded reflexively, then turned around and led the little animal that had become very well-behaved inside, the whole movement became a little stiff, he shouldn't have seen anything that shouldn't be seen just now, right? Didn't you? Well, there shouldn't be.

She looked over there and muttered quietly, "Sure enough, what kind of person has what kind of pet." ”

"......" Xiang Weichen's eyebrows and feet jumped twice, is that a pet! Could that be a pet? So he asked, "What did you say?" ”

She stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around his neck, and then sighed in amazement, "Xiang Weichen, you actually raise such a ferocious animal!" ”

Is this an indirect reference to his cruelty? In fact, sometimes he just treats her a little harder, but if she doesn't say that, can she remember?

"It's okay, it won't bite you."

The corners of Xiang Weichen's lips were hooked, with a charming smile, but Ye Yihan felt that the smile was ...... There seems to be a deep meaning that makes her a little creepy.

So he asked softly and cautiously, "Why?" ”

He suddenly lowered his head, his sexy thin lips close to her ear, and sprayed it with a burning breath, "Because, you have my smell on you......"

Her face turned red again, and then she struggled to get off of him, glaring at him with some embarrassment! This man!

It seems that he is really the first, the first person who makes her so helpless and her heart is beating irregularly, the feeling of the heart beating wildly and the blood flowing backwards, only he has given it.

This enclosure is similar to the other enclosures in the military region, except that there is an extra layer than usual, and that extra layer is where he lives, and the place where he lives has always needed to be quiet, and that layer is only him.

He took her by the hand to the third floor, then led her inside, took out the key to open the door, and he reached out to turn on the light in the room.

The room is not big, but everything is available, simple and neat style, everything is placed very neatly, which may be related to his little cleanliness habit, as long as he does not carry out tasks, he always has to care about something.

Small living room with a bedroom, a kitchenette, and a bathroom.

She took off his coat and hung it on the hanger next to the door, and walked inside with her little head sticking out, and there was a double bed in the neat bedroom, and to her surprise, there were two pillows.

She came out of the bedroom sullenly and stood on the door frame, he was washing his hands in the bathroom, and then he heard the sound of the faucet turning off, he walked out, and saw her standing at the door frame sullenly, raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Why do you have two pillows in your bedroom? Xiang Weichen, you say, did you steal food behind my back? She squinted, looking like she was asking for sin.

Knowing that he wouldn't do that, she still asked boringly, she couldn't hide her words, what to ask.

"I thought, someone has to steal food for me, right?"