Chapter 1410: Did You Hate Me Back Then?
Love is so sticky, no matter who fate sets to part, the more nostalgic the coastline, the more beautiful it is.
Unconsciously, that song lingered in my ears. She looked at me and burst into tears.
And I, I don't know if I'm in tears, I just know that my eyes are in this moment. She was the only one.
She, in all these years, all these years waiting for me, her thin shoulders and thin face all make people feel distressed.
She has suffered all these years, suffered from it, and thought about it, so she can only swallow it in her stomach. But there was no one to talk to.
She should be in so much pain. A person has silently endured so much suffering and so much torture.
She was sterilized, a girl, and she didn't even have reproductive function, just because the black clinic of that era didn't even ask me for any money, and silently and secretly beat out our only child.
That night, although it was only a mistake, it was a beautiful mistake, a lie. Also a white lie.
Those bleak and cold rainy nights, these springs, summers, autumns and winters, how painful she should be alone.
Every time I think about this, I have tears in my eyes. However, I refused to let myself cry, because I was the most handsome and coolest in her eyes, she liked me for so many years, and I didn't want to show my cowardly and crying side in front of her.
In fact, what's wrong with long bangs and pockmarked face, it's all me who is wrong, I didn't find out all this early, even a fool can probably see it, but I. but ignore everything.
Back then, on the bus, she went crazy and scratched my face, slapped me, slapped me in the mouth, I called her crazy, I even wanted to hit her, I humiliated her, I insulted her, called her crazy, called her a psychopath.
At that moment, how painful and uncomfortable she should be. How sad.
On a rainy night, alone, crying silently, but she couldn't tell her sisters, just because her best sister Xiao Lu was my woman and my real girlfriend.
She can't compete with her good sister for a man, right? She is not only for friendship, but also for the unrequited love that she can't give up in her heart.
Back then, she scolded me and humiliated me like a nervous person, I thought she was a nervous disorder, she was nervous. I thought that she just had a grudge with long bangs and pockmarked face, but she vented it on me, which was simply sick.
How chilling she was when I scolded her.
After so many years, how did she get over, how painful she was, no matter how much blood and tears she shed, she couldn't compensate for the sins I committed.
I owe her so much, too much.
That night, she didn't refuse me, that night, the consequences of drunkenness, the impulsive punishment, now it has become this scene.
The secrets of six or seven years were finally revealed at this moment, but what was left was grief. Because, I haven't been able to stay with her for the time being, and even if I can rescue her from Ou Yangming's hands, how can I face Tao Ying and them, and how can I face Xiao Lu who will be found later?
Xiao Lu hasn't come back yet, if she doesn't agree, then, can I be with Sister Xuanxuan?
These thoughts, in an instant, all poured into my mind, and the waves kept surging and stretching in my mind.
I looked at her, and we hadn't said a word at this moment.
And I, too, also know that time is running out, we can't wait any longer, in case Ou Yangming comes in and doesn't let us continue to talk, then, wouldn't we waste this opportunity in vain.
I coughed and stepped forward.
Familiar her, familiar Sister Xuanxuan, meet at this moment, although humble, although forced to do so, but I really want to see her.
My eyes were full of tears, and so was she.
I kept wiping away my tears, I wanted to see her face clearly, I didn't want the tears to blur my vision, I didn't want to waste this minute and second together, because maybe the next moment we were going to be separated.
I stepped forward, and she, hearing my cough, eased up. looked at me blankly and shouted, "Xu Mo." ”
I also shouted, "Sister Xuanxuan." ”
"Long time no see." She said.
I nodded, holding back my tears for a moment, and said, "Well, it's been a long time, Sister Xuanxuan." ”
She also wiped her tears, although her flowing eyes were spent, although she did not wear makeup, I felt that she was more beautiful than anyone else, and even at this moment, she surpassed Nannan and Haichao. Although Nannan and Haichao are now more beautiful than her, because Sister Xuanxuan has been malnourished over the years, her face is a little thin, but she still can't hide her beauty, just a little vicissitudes and haggardness.
She forced out a smile, "Are you okay?" ”
I nodded and said, "I'm fine, what about you, Sister Xuanxuan, have you suffered hardship, where are you during this time, you ......"
I was speechless, and I glared at her.
And she smiled and said, "What's the matter, how did you become like this, I didn't die, and besides, don't you also have a chance to save me, what are you afraid of?" ”
I shook my head and said, I went over and took her hand, her hand was a little cold, maybe she hadn't eaten well these days, that's why it's like this. I used my hand to warm her hand.
She quickly opened my hand and said, "What are you doing, silently, I am your sister Xuanxuan, how can you do this?" ”
I laughed at this time, yes, she didn't know that I already knew everything, didn't she tell her with long bangs? Besiege Yuba.
I asked her, "Don't you see long bangs?" ”
She said, "I saw him, he was very badly injured. But he didn't die, why was he caught by Ou Yangming, I heard that Maple Leaf has perished, you still want to kill him, didn't you promise me that you wouldn't kill him? ”
I nodded and said, "You can say anything, no matter what you say, I will promise you, Sister Xuanxuan, I owe you too much." ”
She was stunned for a moment, and asked me with a little change in her face, "What's wrong?" ”
I said word by word to her, "I already know everything, Sister Xuanxuan, don't pretend, you have been sterilized and can't give birth, why don't you sue me, why have you hidden it from me for so many years, why!" ”
After I finished speaking, I couldn't stop crying, and she was also stunned, her eyes were full of big teardrops.
She choked up and couldn't speak, while I shouted, "Why are you hiding it from me, I was still so kind to you back then, you, how uncomfortable you should be, how much you hate me, I am so cruel, you, you don't say anything, do you know how much heartache I have, how heartache I am!" ”
After I finished shouting, she had already held my hand, she said, "Don't cry, silently, we don't have time to cry, we don't have time to cry, let's make things clear first, do you know everything, do you ......"
Her words were not finished, her eager expression was not over, and I had already kissed her on the lips.
Yes, she said don't waste time, then, I won't waste any more time.
At that moment, I didn't care about anything else, I dared to love and hate, and the love that could be sung and cried was like that.
I don't want to care about anything else, Xiao Lu's side, even if she wants to kill me after finding her, I will not hesitate to do it, because Sister Xuanxuan has paid too much for me.
If I can't give her anything, then I'm not human.
To be honest, because of what moved me about her, I have fallen in love with her completely, and in addition, I already have a liking friendship for her, but because she is Xiao Lu's sister, I dare not act. And now it's finally erupted.
Warm lips that contain her tenderness, her thoughts, her everything.
I wanted to swallow everything she had, but she refused to open her teeth at first, but I, desperately biting her teeth, smashed the yellow dragon.
Kiss kiss kiss, one minute, two minutes, three minutes......
My jaw, from the left, to the right, and then to the left, chirp, chirp, like the male protagonist in a TV series, constantly changing angles to kiss her. She opened her eyes at first, then closed them, quietly feeling the fragrance that had been delayed for seven years, and I, too, closed my eyes then, feeling, feeling, her tears seemed to flow to the tip of my nose, slightly cold.