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After Ai Jiatong left, Yan Qiukai sat on the ground and cried, what he was most afraid of finally happened, he didn't know if he would regret today's decision, he only knew that he wanted to die now. Pinshu.com

Yan Qiukai sat on the carpet of the coffee table in the living room, he looked at the fruit knife on the coffee table with crying red eyes, and slowly stretched out his hand to grab the knife.

The knife was very sharp, and it shone with a cold light in the sunlight.

Is it that when it is over, you will not be so miserable? Yan Qiukai asked himself in his heart, and a resolute look appeared on his face.

When Yan Qiukai pointed at him, his hand suddenly hurt violently, and the knife fell to the ground and was kicked far away.

"Yan Qiukai, what are you doing?" A roar rang out.

Yan Qiukai lowered his eyes, and tears were still hanging on his eyelashes.

"You idiot!" Yi Xu scolded.

If Ai Jiatong hadn't called him just now and asked him to see Yan Qiukai, I'm afraid that Yan Qiukai would have gone to heaven and no one would know.

Seeing that he didn't react, Yi Xu looked lifeless, sighed, and sat down beside him.

"Ah Xu, what should I do, I really seem to be losing her." Yan Qiukai said with a crying voice.

"That Ai Jiatong is really capable, four years ago or now, he can make you look like a man." Yi Xu mocked.

“……”

"What's the trouble between you two again?"

"She found out that the person she loved was Zeng Baifei."

"No, I told you not to take her to any wedding, and you didn't listen to it, now it's okay, it's hurting yourself."

"So what should I do?" Yan Qiukai looked at Yi Xu with a pitiful expression.

"You shouldn't pretend to be some saint and let her go to Zeng Baifei, right?" Yi Xu asked cautiously, seeing that he didn't speak, knowing the answer, he patted his head helplessly, "You, you're really stupid!" ”

"I don't want her to regret it alone."

"That Ai Jiatong is really, you don't love it, but love Zeng Baifei, who is nothing, is she blind?"

“……”

"Don't look like you're going to die, fight for what you want, no one can help you, if you can't lose her, then torture each other, you have a relationship foundation, one day, she will see you."

"But, I've pushed her away." Yan Qiukai said as if tears were about to flow down again.

Yi Xu took out a tissue to wipe his tears, frowning, "Be strong, there will be no one in the world who can't live without it." ”

Yan Qiukai was silent, burying his head in his knees.

As soon as Ai Jiatong walked out of the building of Yan Qiukai's apartment, he saw Zhou Jiatong, who had almost forgotten, and the two were stunned when they saw each other.

Ai Jiatong was stunned for only a few seconds before walking forward, and after taking a few steps, Zhou Jiatong's voice came from behind him.

"Ai Jiatong, you must treat Yan Qiukai well, otherwise, I will ruin you at all costs and snatch him back." Zhou Jiatong said seriously.

Ai Jiatong stopped his steps, lowered his eyes, and did not speak.

"Ai Jiatong, I let go not because I don't love or am helpless, but because I love him too much, I know that in the love food chain of the three of us, you are the highest, and I am the bottom, only when he is with you will he be happy and happy, so I let go, you have to cherish it." Zhou Jiatong said very calmly.

Ai Jiatong looked back at Zhou Jiatong and found that she was looking at herself with her complicated gaze.

I don't know why, there is a kind of guilt to be looked at by Zhou Jiatong so unreservedly, it comes from the apology to Yan Qiukai, if she had left in time, Yan Qiukai would not be like today, but enjoying Zhou Jiatong's unreserved love from above, she regretted her decision a little.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Jiatong saw that Ai Jiatong's appearance was a little strange, and asked keenly.

Ai Jiatong took a deep breath, "You should go and find your own happiness." ”

Zhou Jiatong smiled abruptly, "Are you speaking as a winner?" ”

"If you're speaking as a loser." Ai Jiatong is still so poisonous and has no concessions.

"You really haven't changed at all, whether it's when you were in college or now."

"Maybe."

Ai Jiatong did not rush to the airport, but went home, and just saw Zhou Jiatong, as if she had awakened something.

She lay on the bed, closed her eyes, and the scenes of Yan Qiukai's past appeared in front of her, if there was no Zeng Baifei, there would not be so much hesitation.

Zeng Baifei, the man who is integrated into her life, she can't bear to share him with others, is this love?

Ai Jiatong couldn't think of an answer, and finally decided to fly to find Zeng Baifei, she wanted to determine what feelings she had for Zeng Baifei, only by sorting out what feelings she had for Zeng Baifei, she and Yan Qiukai would really have no estrangement, and only then would she know whether she was nostalgic, grateful, moved or true love for Yan Qiukai, she thought, she would never fall in love with two men at the same time, she firmly believed that it must be one of them.

Ai Jiatong finally set foot on Zeng Baifei's place, she found a hotel to stay, and then sent a text message to ask him to come over.

Two hours later, Zeng Baifei appeared, saw Ai Jiatong, smiled, and suddenly, Ai Jiatong jumped forward and hugged him, he was startled.

"You." Zeng Baifei's hand didn't know where to put it.

"Uncle, you say, am I in love with you?" Ai Jiatong asked softly.

Zeng Baifei gently pushed Ai Jiatong away, and said with a smile, "Hasn't your high fever gone away?" ”

Ai Jiatong looked at him seriously, "That day, I didn't want to share you with others." ”

"Jiatong, I can act as if nothing happened that day, and now, you can't make trouble anymore." Zeng Baifei had a straight face.

Ai Jiatong smiled bitterly, "You think I'm lying?" ”

Zeng Baifei sighed, "Ai Jiatong, do you know what you're doing?" ”

"I know, of course I do, that's why I'm standing here now!" Ai Jiatong hurriedly spoke loudly.

"What about Yan Qiukai?"

"He knows my feelings for you, so, he asked me to come to you."

Zeng Baifei glanced at Ai Jiatong deeply, saw that her eyes were red with excitement, took her hand, and took her to the side of the bed to sit down.

"Do you really love me?" Zeng Baifei sat beside her, looked at her and asked.

Ai Jiatong bit her lower lip and stared at Zeng Baifei's face, she was really not handsome at all, the beard on her chin was not clean, and she felt a little sloppy, but he looked very comfortable in her eyes......

"If a person has been by his side and doesn't want to share it with others, seeing, it should be said that he can't breathe when he hears the news that he is going to get married, and the moment he and his bride step on the red carpet, I feel that the world is going to collapse, I want to know, this is not love, what is it?" Ai Jiatong's tears swirled in her eyes, as if they were about to overflow.

"That's just that you're used to me, it's not love, you treat me as your family, you've always been lonely, only I'm a friend, you're worried that I'm no longer so good to you if I have someone else, you're just possessive, you treat family affection as love."

"No, why do you say that, if you want to have someone, isn't it love to be possessive?"

Ai Jiatong didn't finish speaking, Zeng Baifei suddenly stepped forward to kiss her lips, and under the reaction, Ai Jiatong hid, she herself was startled, Zeng Baifei smiled.

"Look, you're rejecting my kiss."

"Me, I'm just a natural reaction." Ai Jiatong retorted.

"Okay, then you kiss me now."

"What?"

"What? Don't you love me? To love someone is to want to possess all of them, including the body! ”

Ai Jiatong was stunned, she really didn't expect this.

"Jiatong, you still don't kiss me?"

Ai Jiatong bit her lower lip and approached Zeng Baifei, when the lips of the two were about to touch together, Ai Jiatong still couldn't speak, she felt that if the kiss continued, the nature would change, she didn't have any dirty thoughts about Zeng Baifei at all, she just wanted to be together.

"Actually, I'm just like you."

Ai Jiatong looked at Zeng Baifei suspiciously.

"Before I met my current fiancée, I thought I loved you, so I didn't have a girlfriend for a long time, but now she makes me understand that she is family affection for you."

“……”

"Perhaps, once, we loved each other, but everyone ignored that love slowly turned into family affection after a long time together, because there is no blood relationship, so we are afraid of losing, you know?" Zeng Baifei patiently explained.

"Is that so?" Ai Jiatong was confused.

"Yan Qiukai is the person you really love, so you have contributed everything to him, Jiatong, even if I get married, I promise, I will try to make us the same as before, you can tell me any secrets, I will keep it absolutely confidential, as long as you need me, I will appear in front of me as soon as possible." Zeng Baifei promised.

Ai Jiatong looked at the man in front of her who had been by her side for so many years in pain, sorrow, lovelornness, happiness and happiness, and tears couldn't help but flow.

Zeng Baifei is irreplaceable, but this is not love, it is family affection, as he said, we are all wrong about the moment when we should be honest with each other, and now, that feeling like love is just family affection because it is not related by blood, and I feel uneasy, for some reason, she actually began to rejoice, glad that she still loves Yan Qiukai, who has been working hard to keep up with her since high school.

Zeng Baifei wiped her tears with a tissue and chuckled, "Fool." ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I ruined your wedding, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Ai Jiatong thought that she had ruined his wedding, and guilt and self-blame suddenly came up, and she cried uncontrollably.

"Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay, the wedding can be done again, it's okay." Zeng Baifei patted her on the back to comfort her.

When parting, Ai Jiatong personally found Zeng Baifei's fiancée and knelt down, startling both of them, however, it is worth thanking that Zeng Baifei also explained that his fiancée is nothing, and Ai Jiatong also promised that she would pay all the expenses of their wedding, Zeng Baifei of course disagreed, but at Ai Jiatong's insistence, Zeng Baifei was forced to reluctantly agree.

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