Tong Xiaoxin walked out of the hotel and got into the taxi with tears streaming down her face, and the driver asked her where she was going, and she choked and shook her head.

She really didn't know where to go. There's no way home now.

"Miss, you can get off here." The driver was speechless and had already taken Tong Xiaoxin around the street several times, and then stopped the car in the street park.

Tong Xiaoxin got out of the car, and the driver shouted again, "You haven't paid yet!" ”

She looked back at the driver with tears in her eyes, handed over a hundred yuan, and walked forward casually without waiting for others to find money.

The sky was not very good, it was gloomy, the wind was blowing, blowing the tears on her face, and suddenly she felt a chill, she sat on the edge of the flower bed, rubbed her eyes and nose, and found that everyone looked at herself like a monster, so she had to lower her head and force herself not to cry again.

The phone's address book flipped through a few times, her finger stopped at a number, and she hesitated for a long time before touching the dial button. The ringtone is a nice song, but it can't be named.

"Hello?" Ning Xiuji's voice was a little impatient.

Tong Xiaoxin thought about it, and said, "Ning Xiuji, do you remember that you promised me that as long as I call you, you will be with you?" ”

Ning Xiuji was stunned for a moment, "Hmm." What's wrong? ”

"Now come and have a drink with me. I want to drink. If you don't get drunk, you don't go home. ”

"You're not sick, are you?" Ning Xiuji looked at Zhong Jing in front of her, she was holding a cigarette on her mobile phone and didn't look at herself.

"Hmm. I'm sick. The illness is not light. I have sick eyes, I'm blind, I can't see the good guys and the bad guys can't see clearly......" Tong Xiaoxin cried as she spoke, and she didn't know what was wrong with her, and when she heard Ning Xiuji's attitude towards herself, she couldn't help but want to lose her temper.

"You...... Where is it?! Ning Xiuji asked in a low voice, and he saw a hint of ridicule at the corner of Zhong Jing's mouth.

"If you don't come, forget it! Don't make it look like I'm forcing you! Anyway, I can't listen to a man's words! Tong Xiaoxin is sad, she is not a fool, since the appearance of the person named Zhong Jing, Ning Xiuji is not very willing to take care of herself, it is her own amorous and boring.

"Speak well! Did Su Junyan provoke you? "Ning Xiuji is displeased, Tong Xiaoxin and Zhong Jing, none of them are kind when they talk to him, what did he do wrong so annoying.

"He can't mess with me anymore, we broke up, I dumped him, he split his legs, he slept with Zhao Jiajia..."Tong Xiaoxin was incoherent, why was his first love so unbeautiful, he blamed himself for his bad character, his first boyfriend met a scumbag, how good he was, he won the lottery all of a sudden, and found a good man.

"Where the hell are you?" Ning Xiuji realized that he had broken up with Su Junyan and fell out of love.

"xxx park." Tong Xiaoxin said it, but she didn't have much hope in her heart.

Ning Xiuji hung up the phone, his brows furrowed, "Candy, I have to go, let's have dinner next time." I was very unhappy, and finally made Zhong Jing agree to eat with her, but Tong Xiaoxin was ruined.

"It doesn't matter. I just don't want to have dinner with you anyway. Zhong Jing proudly threw away the cigarette butt and walked away in an arrogant manner. Confectionery, I'm really in trouble, don't think about it. Ning Xiuji couldn't say the specific reason, worried that Zhong Jing would think too much.

"I won't." Zhong Jing didn't look back, raised his hand and waved, with a look of self-deprecation in his eyes. She felt ridiculous, the three of them couldn't end up making trouble at the beginning, and now people always say that they are willing to be good to themselves, but it's just for show, and she still naively believes it.

"I'll call you later."

"No need." Zhong Jing jumped into the car, feeling very remorseful, why did he agree to Ning Xiuji's invitation because he went to see Bai Yiru's painting exhibition room and felt uncomfortable.

Ning Xiuji watched Zhong Jing's car drive away, and blocked the taxi with a calm face.

Tong Xiaoxin sat by the flower bed for a while, felt too cold, stood up and walked along the path.

When Ning Xiuji found her, she was squatting in front of a pigeon cage, watching the pigeons cooing around in the cage.

"Why don't you answer the phone?" He was so impatient that it took him more than half an hour just to find someone in such a large park.

"I didn't hear you." Tong Xiaoxin lied, but she didn't want to take it, anyway, she knew that Ning Xiuji would not come.

"Falling out of love so much that you are going crazy like this?" Ning Xiuji really wanted to find a mirror to take a good look at Tong Xiaoxin, and let her take a look at her messy and sloppy appearance at the moment.

"If you fall out of love, you're no better!" Tong Xiaoxin stopped crying a long time ago, but her eyes were a little swollen and a little red, and there were obvious traces of crying on her cheeks. She stubbornly raised her head and looked at Ning Xiuji, but she didn't stand up, still squatting, "Don't say you can't!" I won't believe it at all! ”

Ning Xiuji's face was almost distorted, what Tong Xiaoxin said was not wrong, wasn't she like this when she wanted to die and live, and she didn't dare to tell anyone, for fear of losing face, for fear of hurting more people, for fear of making relatives and friends worry about herself......

"Did I say yes?" Tong Xiaoxin supported her knees with both hands and slowly stood up from the ground, but because she squatted for too long, she got up too violently, and her brain blood supply was insufficient.

"Can you save some snacks?" Ning Xiuji's level helped him reach out and pick up Tong Xiaoxin, and when he saw that she was still awake and opened her eyes, she struggled to stand up from his arms, so she said angrily.

"I also want to save my worries, but people don't tell me to save my worries." Tong Xiaoxin smirked, smiling a little bitterly and difficult, "Ning Xiuji, let's go drink." If you're going to make good on your promise, we're not going to get drunk, and yes, you're going to have to pay for it. ”

"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh." After Ning Xiuji finished speaking, he walked away first.

Tong Xiaoxin rubbed her temples and followed dizzily.

"I'm going to 'Poison'." After getting into the car, she pinched her earlobes and sat sideways, facing Ning Xiuji.

"Whatever." Ning Xiuji's gaze swept over Tong Xiaoxin's earlobe, swept over her exposed neck, turned her head to look out the window, and said no more.

'Poison' is always lively, and people who come here want to feel the atmosphere of the best bar in H City, whether they drink or not.

"Sit here, don't run around." Ning Xiuji was afraid that Tong Xiaoxin would run around like last time, and she would have to be more careful if she was unstable today.

"You can't see the performance on stage in the corner." Tong Xiaoxin was not satisfied with the seat Ning Xiuji was looking for.

"I just love the corner. If you don't like it, we'll go. Ning Xiuji took off his coat and threw it into her arms casually, "Take it." Sit honestly, I don't have that much patience for you to mess around. ”

"Got it." Tong Xiaoxin was displeased, pursed her lips, and leaned back on the sofa to rest, today her mental endurance was challenged like never before, and she really felt tired.

Ning Xiuji went to ask for wine, and what he gave Tong Xiaoxin was low-alcohol wine.

Tong Xiaoxin took a sip, "There is no taste of wine, you mixed it with water to lie to me, right?" She glared at him, "Tell you to pay, you're like that?" ”

"Get out if you don't drink!" Ning Xiuji was still irritable in his heart, and he didn't vent.

Tong Xiaoxin stopped talking and was quiet for a while.

Ning Xiuji looked at the crowd, the passionate music sounded a little noisy at the moment, and he simply crossed his legs and closed his eyes. When he realized that there was no Tong Xiaoxin's chattering around him, and suddenly opened his eyes to check worriedly, she had already drunk all the liquor he ordered, and looked at him in a daze on the arm of the sofa.

He gritted his teeth, took a deep breath, resisted the urge to strangle her, and closed his eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Ning Xiuji, you're so stingy, I just drank your wine. Tong Xiaoxin was drunk, but she could also see that Ning Xiuji was angry, so she pretended to be stupid, and said really drunk and stupid, "Why don't you go and order another bottle, I can still drink it, huh...... At least half a bottle ......"

Ning Xiuji stood up suddenly, picked up his coat, and took Tong Xiaoxin's hand and walked out.

"Where are you going? I'm not drunk yet, you promised me that I wouldn't get drunk or not. Tong Xiaoxin was reluctant to go, dragged the sofa, and confronted Ning Xiuji.

Ning Xiuji didn't speak, and as soon as his arm was forced, he sandwiched Tong Xiaoxin in the crook of his arm.

"Hey! Ning Xiuji, you let me down! I'm going to drink! Tong Xiaoxin's head and feet were unbalanced, and she was tilted up and down with Ning Xiuji's walking movements, shaking her head dizzy, and after her brain was congested, she burst into tears uncomfortably, "Sure enough, they are all liars, and none of the things promised to me have been completed." I don't believe it anymore. Swindler...... Scammers ......"

Ning Xiuji threw her into the car amid Tong Xiaoxin's crazy words.

Tong Xiaoxin choked up, "I said that I had a birthday and accompanied me to a candlelight dinner, but I went to sleep in a hotel with another woman." Saying that he would accompany me to see the art exhibition, I waited outside the art museum for three hours, and he had a candlelight dinner with others in the western restaurant...... How bad am I, isn't it just a little bit violent? But I didn't be violent to him, did I? Why lie to me, I still convince myself again and again to forgive him, why am I so bad......"

The driver glanced at Ning Xiuji from the rearview mirror, with a look of doubt and suspicion.

"Not me. She was talking about her ex-boyfriend. Ning Xiuji explained, and glared at Tong Xiaoxin again, he couldn't really wash himself by jumping into the Yellow River.

"That's right! Not you. Tong Xiaoxin smiled maniacally and pointed at Ning Xiuji, "It's not you." ”

The driver looked at Ning Xiuji in the rearview mirror with a look that obviously didn't believe Ning Xiuji's explanation just now, "Where is Mr. going?" ”

"How do I know?" Ning Xiuji really roared.

The driver no longer speaks, anyway, he drives by himself, and there is one who is not drunk, and he is not afraid that people will run away and not give money.

Ning Xiuji leaned on the car door, regardless of the tiredness of Tong Xiaoxin beside her, and lay there looking at herself half-asleep.

"Go to the Jinya Hotel." He thought about it for a while and said to the driver, Tong Xiaoxin is like this, if she sends her home by herself, she may be misunderstood by her parents again, so she still goes to the hotel to register a house and let her die of drunkenness.

Jinya Hotel.

Ning Xiuji finally registered the house, took the room card to open the door, and carried Tong Xiaoxin in the sheets, already tired to a thin layer of sweat.

"It's uncomfortable. It's uncomfortable. Tong Xiaoxin sat up from the sheet, pulled the collar with one hand, and pulled the placket with the other, "It's so uncomfortable, don't wear it." ”

After a while, Ning Xiuji came out of the bathroom, and her eyes were in a mess - Tong Xiaoxin's clothes were everywhere on the ground, on the table, and on the sheets, she was already naked all over her body at the moment, and there was no shelter at all, and her fair complexion had turned crimson because of drinking, like a cooked shrimp.

"It's hot." Tong Xiaoxin stood up and turned around the sheet twice, "Where are my shoes?" ”

Ning Xiuji lowered his head, walked over in a non-respectful manner, and kicked the hotel's slippers to the side of the bed.

Tong Xiaoxin saw Ning Xiuji, smiled, opened her arms, and like an egret, she rushed forward and threw herself into his arms.

I don't know who started wrong, but in the end things got out of hand.

The bright light of the early morning made Tong Xiaoxin feel very uncomfortable, she opened her eyes with a splitting headache, and found out that this was a hotel room, and it was ......

She covered her mouth, nervously lifted the quilt and wanted to run away, but she felt that she didn't take advantage of it or suffer a loss, let alone do anything wrong, why should she run, so she stupidly picked up a piece of clothing and covered her body, and looked at the people around her who were still asleep.

Two hours later, Ning Xiuji woke up, stretched his waist, met Tong Xiaoxin's eyes, who had been looking at him, swallowed his saliva, and opened his mouth slightly, not knowing what to say.

"Ning Xiuji, I seem to like you." Tong Xiaoxin's face was calm, without embarrassment and remorse, "If you don't like me, I can ......"

Ning Xiuji didn't wait for her to finish, he pushed her, and the dense kiss fell - the physiological need came suddenly, but he couldn't help but solve it, he knew that he had never been a good person.

Tong Xiaoxin didn't refuse, no matter what Ning Xiuji did, she cooperated, although her body was still a little painful, but it was not so strict that it was unbearable.

Afterwards, Ning Xiuji lit a cigarette and swallowed it fiercely.

Tong Xiaoxin looked at him for a long time in the squinting smoke, counted the two cigarettes he smoked, lit the third one, and still didn't speak, then jumped off the ground and ran to the bathroom to take a shower.

After washing, she calmly picked up her things, "I'll go first." She looked at him.

Ning Xiuji leaned on the head of the bed, smoking one by one, without looking at Tong Xiaoxin or speaking, his face became more and more blurred in the smoke ring.

"That's the money for a room." Tong Xiaoxin took out three hundred yuan and put it on the table, turned to leave, and no one saw the tears in her eyes.

Dragging her tired and sore body out of the hotel, Tong Xiaoxin looked left and right, found a small tea restaurant and ordered something to eat casually.

"Yiru, if Gu Dongning makes you unhappy, how many times will you give him a chance to apologize and admit his mistake?" She drank porridge while talking to her friends on WeChat.

"I don't know. Dong Ning has never done anything like that, and probably won't in the future. What happened to you? Quarreled with Su Junyan again? ”