Sitting on the rooftop of the building, Gu Duosu looked into the distance with a smile. In the past five days, she has not been addicted to drugs, which makes her feel very relieved, otherwise she doesn't know how much trouble this uncompetitive body will bring to Xia Yaoyi.

Thinking that Xia Yaoyi has been by his side every step of the day in the past few days, Gu Duosu felt both happy and guilty.

She really tossed Xia Yaoyi badly.

Facing the autumn breeze, Gu Duosu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and the smile on his face became more and more bright. Slowly opening her eyes, she looked at the golden mountains surrounding her, and felt from the bottom of her heart that this place was really beautiful and shocking.

Like a golden earth dragon, the endless mountain range stretched deep into the mountains, so that Gu Duosu couldn't guess the end of it. In addition to the golden mountains like earth dragons, there are many other high and low mountains around, and the layers of rocks are stacked, some of which reach straight into the sky.

Sitting on the rooftop, at a glance, Gu Duosu's eyes were full of gold, and even when she saw the dried and withered flowers and plants in the center on the opposite side, it made her feel extremely beautiful.

This is the first time that Gu Duosu has felt the beauty of autumn so closely, and this may be one of the reasons why her mood is getting better and better, right?

Gu Duosu didn't know what this place was called, only that it was a very remote mountainous area, and it was very difficult to even use telephone communication to contact the outside world.

Xia Yaoyi told her that the reason why she came back to this place was to better protect her, and secondly, to be able to better help her effectively detoxify.

The gentle expression on Xia Yaoyi's face when she said these words to her resurfaced in her mind again, and Gu Duosu couldn't help but show a faint smile on her face.

A wisp of spring breeze blew slowly, Gu Duosu felt a trace of coolness, and just as she shrank her head coldly, a shawl was placed on her body.

Turning her head and looking back, Gu Duosu smiled softly at Mo Qianran standing behind her and whispered, "Thank you!" ”

Pulling the shawl on her shoulder, Gu Duosu asked, "I didn't know that there was such a thing at home." ”

Mo Qianran glanced at her and said, "This is what Mr. Xia bought yesterday, he said that the weather was cold, and he remembered that you like this kind of thing very much, so I specially picked a few back." ”

Hearing Mo Qianran's words, Gu Duosu couldn't help choking.

She never knew that Xia Yaoyi would also care about her affairs, at least she thought so before.

That's right! I do like shawls.

Every time from autumn to the end of spring, she always likes to put a shawl on her body, but that was a long time before her divorce from Xia Yaoyi, to be precise, she should have never touched a shawl since she lost her memory.

Coming back to his senses, Gu Duosu smiled and said, "Really? ”

Mo Qianran brushed Gu Duosu, walked to the edge of the rooftop and leaned against the railing, and said, "Mr. Xia really loves you!" ”

Hearing Mo Qianran's words, Gu Duosu looked at his back and smiled silently.

Mo Qianran turned his head, looked at Gu Duosu with no expression, and said, "You know what? Every time I see you, I envy you. ”

The autumn breeze blew Gu Duosu's cheeks and lifted a strand of long hair in front of her eyes, and after Gu Duosu reached out to pick up the strands of hair that blocked her realization, she asked Mo Qianran: "Because it reminds you of Leng Xinmeng?" ”

Looking at Gu Duosu without denying it, Mo Qianran lowered his eyes and pondered for two seconds, and then said, "Maybe not!" ”

Speaking these words, Mo Qianran seemed to think of something that made him sad enough to cry.

Turning his head and looking into the distance with deep eyes, after swallowing his throat, he said, "During this time, I witnessed what happened between you and Xia Yaoyi, I want to ...... I miss Yan Sixin! ”

Gu Duosu: "......"

Maybe it was too cold, Gu Duosu's body suddenly shook uncontrollably.

The feeling of guilt came again, she stared at Mo Qianran's inexplicably sad features, and suddenly didn't know how to face him.

Just when Gu Duosu secretly blamed himself, Mo Qianran laughed embarrassedly twice and asked, "When you hear me say such things, will you despise me?" ”

The corners of his mouth provoked a sour smile, Gu Duosu lowered his eyes and shook his head.

Raising her head again, she looked at Mo Qianran and asked softly, "Mo Qianran, do you hate me?" ”

When the words fell, Gu Duosu saw Mo Qianran's shoulders tremble obviously. The sour expression on his face became even more bitter, Gu Duosu shook his head and mocked in a low voice: "It's too!" There's no way you can't help hating me. After all, if it weren't for me, Yan Sixin wouldn't have died......"

"Can I ask you a question?"

Not understanding what Mo Qianran wanted to express, Gu Duosu glanced at him suspiciously and nodded.

I saw Mo Qianran sigh lightly, turned his head to look at her, and asked, "I remember that your parents have passed away, right?" Then if I ask you, if your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him? ”

Gu Duosu: "! ”

Hearing Mo Qianran's words, Gu Duosu's pupils shrank suddenly, and he glared at Mo Qianran in horror.

The hands on the chair were trembling uncontrollably, Gu Duosu trembled in his voice, and asked in horror, "You...... Why do you ask this question? ”

Seeing Gu Duosu's abnormal behavior in his eyes, Mo Qianran frowned worriedly and said, "It's nothing!" I just want to tell you that when you lose your most important loved one, you will definitely regret it for the rest of your life, just like I lost Yan Sixin.

Even though we will have remorse, anxiety, loneliness, and sadness in our hearts, we will not necessarily hate the 'enemy' who made us lose our loved ones! ”

With a glance, Mo Qianran glanced at Gu Duosu, whose face was already as pale as paper, without any expression, and said, "Of course, my question just now is just if." You don't have to take what I just said to heart. ”

Gu Duosu turned his head and swallowed nervously, still unable to control the trembling of his body.

Secretly swallowing a breath, she stood up tremblingly in her chair, turned her back to Mo Qianran and said, "I feel so cold, I'll go back to the room first." ”

"Well, let's go in!" Mo Qianran replied to Gu Duosu casually.

After hearing Mo Qianran's words, Gu Duosu immediately walked towards the room.

Seeing Gu Duosu leave with deep eyes, Mo Qianran's brows became tighter and tighter. Taking out a cigarette from his pocket, Mo Qianran trembled and lit a cigarette for himself.

Taking a deep puff of the cigarette, Mo Qian held his head frantically and shook his head.

Yan Sixin...... Si Xin ......"

Yan Sixin's sunny and innocent smile appeared in Mo Qianran's mind again, so that Mo Qianran couldn't help but reach out and want to grab her hand, to feel her temperature hard, but ......

Yan Sixin is dead!

Yan Sixin, who loves him, is dead!

Every night, he would dream that Yan Sixin was at his house holding his head and crying and shouting at him: "Momo-chan, I just love you!" I just simply like you, is it wrong to like you? ”

Every time he thought of every word Yan Sixin had said to him in tears, Mo Qianran felt a heart-rending pain in his chest.

"Ah!!!!h

Tilting his head, Mo Qianran screamed twice at the mountain range in pain, and then kicked the cement wall of the roof hard.

Squatting on the ground, he held his head in his hands and whispered Yan Sixin's name.

One after another, every word, every gasp made him extremely painful.

Yan Sixin...... Yan Sixin...... Si Xin ......

Gu Duosu returned to the room reluctantly, closed the door, and seemed to be still recalling what Mo Qianran had said to her just now.

With tears in his eyes, looking at everything around him, Gu Duosu walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with difficulty.

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

Mo Qianran's words echoed in her ears over and over again, hitting her brain again and again, and brutally cutting her wrists again and again.

Curled up in the corner of the bed, Gu Duosu hugged his head and cried bitterly.

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

"Don't ......," Gu Duosu couldn't help but choke.

If your parents died because of Xia Yaoyi, would you hate him?

"Please, don't talk about it......" Gu Duosu felt that he was about to be driven crazy by this sentence.

"Please, spare me, I know I was wrong!"

Gu Duosu hugged himself tightly, and muttered the words "I'm sorry" in his mouth over and over again.

Xia Yaoyi, who had finished reading the newspaper in the living room, walked up, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Gu Duosu huddled in a corner with his head hugged, and was immediately surprised.

Closing the door, Xia Yaoyi ran to Gu Duosu and took her hand, and asked anxiously, "Duosu, what's wrong with you?" Is it a drug addiction again? ”

As soon as she heard Xia Yaoyi's voice, Gu Duosu suddenly pulled back from Mo Qianran's question just now, looked at Xia Yaoyi with wide eyes and surprise, and a tear fell from her frightened eyes under Xia Yaoyi's anxious gaze.

With trembling lips, Gu Duosu slowly lowered her hands that were still holding her tightly just now.

"Yao Yi ......"

After snorting, the tears on Gu Duosu's face became more and more.

She said......

Yao Yi ...... My mother...... She's dead......"

Seeing Gu Duosu say this sentence with a sad face, Xia Yaoyi suddenly felt his chest tighten and loosen suddenly.

Holding Gu Duosu tightly in her arms, Xia Yaoyi buried her head in her hair.

Closing his eyes, he frowned in pain, rubbing his chin against Gu Duosu's hair again and again.

"And me, everything is still me!"

Tears poured down, and Gu Duosu couldn't care about anything. The guilt, and the sourness in her heart, had tormented her to the point of madness.

Stretching out his hands, Gu Duosu hugged Xia Yaoyi tightly, buried his head in his arms and cried loudly.

A heart-rending cry of despair resounded in the room, and at this moment, Gu Duosu made up his mind in his heart......