Time passes, no matter how difficult it is to accept, the past is gone! This is an immutable fact!

however

If, after deciding to accept this cruel result calmly, one day someone suddenly tells you that you can still start over after the past, I wonder how you will feel as a party?

Even Emiya Shirou himself didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, from the time his life was renewed, even the regrets of his father could intervene, perhaps, happiness came too quickly, but it had already made him numb.

Perhaps, he was already satisfied with the status quo

But when the opportunity for the better is presented to him like this, how can he watch it run away in vain?

There's only one thing to do

With gratitude for the two inhibitions that opened the way for him, he did his best to create his own future with his own hands!

!

Looking up at the bright moon overhead, Emiya Shirou silently calculated his next plan

"Is Elle asleep?"

On a snowy night, in a villa somewhere in Germany, a middle-aged man asked softly to the lady on the bed.

His gaze never took off the round and lovely little face beside his wife, but his tone was extremely uncertain, because in fact, the man did not even think that he was qualified to understand the child in bed.

As a magician, the man is well aware of the fate of the child in bed and even the wife next to him.

One day, as long as the ritual begins in the near future, no matter what, his wife will die, and I am afraid that it will be the result of his own handsAs for the young child next to him, he has already set the fate of becoming a container from the beginning of his mother's womb!

The reason for this is that neither mother nor child is purely human!

The fact that he made his current wife, and then used his wife in bed as a bargaining chip to recruit his wife is not human, the man actually knew it from the beginning, but he still fell in love with his wife!

Even if she is not human, the man is still hopelessly indulged in this love, and the result is the birth of the daughter in bed.

Seriously, it would have to be called a miracle.

Humans and artificial humans should not be able to give birth to children, because the latter is just a thing made of alchemy, and it can't even be said to be a living thing, so how can it have the function of reproduction?

However, the little girl in bed was born after all.

Is this a blessing of fate? Or is it a mockery of fate? Why did you suddenly carry such a heavy load on your shoulders shortly before the war was about to begin?

Men can never know the answer.

The only thing he knows is that as a father, his heart is dripping with blood when he watches those inhuman old fellows who don't even let go of the children in their wombs, and when they beat the little girl to replace her genes step by step with artificial things when she was in her mother's womb! However, there is nothing he can do about it!!

He hated himself, hated why he couldn't even protect the lives of his wife and daughter, and he had been forgiven by her more than once.

He felt guilty about his wife and daughter, and he felt guilty about why he had to sacrifice his wife and daughter to save the world, even though this was the only way in his mind.

Maybe he would have felt better if his wife had complained about him, or even if his daughter in bed had suddenly jumped up and scolded him. However, they didn't, and he had to keep running away.

On the one hand, he clearly knows his wife's death, but on the other hand, he loves his wife and daughter as if he were blind.

A man is not a saint, and his heart cannot become a complete iron stone after all.

Therefore, it is necessary to kill each other despite the fact that he loves each other, which makes the man's soul torment during this time.

It's just that, indulging in excessive pain, the man, and even the wife on the bed, didn't notice that on the bed, next to the corner of the mouth of his daughter, who was not even three years old, suddenly slipped a mysterious smile that did not match her age at all

"Miss Aoi, haven't you seen you for a long time? What happened? Why does Rin keep holding on to your waist?"

"Isn't it a wild goose? Sorry for making you laugh. These days, Rin, she doesn't know why she is so sticky to me, I said, Rin! Why don't you say hello to Uncle Yanye?"

It has been more than two years since the snowy night in the castle.

In a park in Japan, a dark-haired man in his twenties and thirties greets a long-haired woman sitting in the shade of a tree with a smile on his face. Seeing the man approaching, the little girl in her arms still didn't have the slightest intention of stepping forward, the long-haired woman smiled embarrassedly, and at the same time, the black-haired little girl with a double ponytail in her arms also just raised her head and said, "Hello Uncle Yanye." ”

"Really, seeing you like this, I thought something had happened, yes! Come, this is a letter from your uncle on this business trip" Seeing that the little girl finally took care of herself, although she always felt that something was faintly inappropriate in her heart, but for a while the man was still relieved, and he thought that something had happened in the past three months. As he spoke, the black-haired man smiled and took out a brooch made of large and small glass beads from his pocket, and handed it to the little girl, his face full of love as a father looking at his daughter.

However, to the surprise of the man, when he saw the little gift handed over, the little girl did not jump over and take it with joy as he expected.

The little girl just looked at the gift in his hand quietly, and an indescribably complicated look appeared on her little face.

"What's wrong? Don't you like this gift?" Seeing the little girl's reaction, the black-haired man panicked, of course, he just thought that there was a problem in choosing a gift for the time being, "I'm sorry, uncle thought you would like a beautiful little gift, next time uncle will buy it instead"

"No, no. I like it very much, thank you Uncle Yanye. As if she wanted to keep this moment in her heart forever, the little girl gave the dark-haired man and her mother a deep look, and then said softly in a voice that she could barely hear, "It's just a little nostalgic." ”

P.S.1: Well, well, I don't think I need to say who the characters are. Because there are more characters in the Fourth Holy Grail, this volume will take a little more perspective shift. Then comes the question, who can tell me what are the changes buried in this volume? Well, it's not hard to guess though.

P.S.2: Then again, I've been so busy for the last two or three weeks, basically either going to class or having something to do, or else codewords and so on, and then I can go to bed right away, and every day is basically like this. Hawkers,Because the author Jun I (for my own sake) has always adhered to a healthy attitude to life.,Roughly go to bed early and get up early.,Do more exercise,Eat and drink as much as possible to quit oil,Salt,Sugar, etc.,Sick is not sick.,But I'm so depressed Why do I always feel like I'm constantly doing things these weeks.,I can't even write too much about updates.,But it seems like I can't finish it?

Then, a few days ago, after seeing a question in the book review section asking if I had entered the state of my lifetime, I finally realized that the original author had reached the stage of writing papers and preparing for exams!!!!

If it had been my usual practice, I would have announced the deadline two weeks ago when I entered April, and then I would have worked hard to write my thesis and prepare for the exam, but because I was too busy and I happened to write about the end of the Fifth Holy Grail War and didn't want to put it off, I ended up writing it down to his uncle! It's no wonder I've been feeling like it's getting harder and harder lately!!

Eh,I believe that the children's shoes who had an eye on the time last year should also pay attention.,That's right.,Author.,I took the exam in May.,April is the time to write and hand in papers.,Actually, I've unconsciously kept updating and handed in one of the papers.

If so, restart the book and temporarily follow the routine to enter the state of suspension. The main plot has been written here.,In the past, the author of the last few big breaks and I have kept my promise to come back.,Not to mention this time.。 Well, we're in mid-to-late May (note, it's mid-to-late, not mid!) Goodbye~

Yae no Niu/Bull Head No. 3