Fifty-eight, the heart knot
Thinking like this, the sky gradually dawned. Nian'er woke up slowly, and saw that Ning Xi had already opened her eyes, and hurriedly said, "Gege, you're awake!" ”
Ning Xi stretched out a finger and put it to his mouth, and then pointed to Rujin who was asleep. It's a pity that Rujin had already heard Nian'er's voice, she sat up, glanced at Ning Xi, and said embarrassedly: "I said that I would accompany you, but I fell asleep." ”
Ning Xi held Rujin's hand and said, "Sister Jin'er, you are so good." At this moment, you are the only one who is willing to be by my side. ”
"Gege, if you want to eat something, I'll let the small kitchen do it. Dafujin can eat whatever he wants, just say, let's eat some together. Nian'er said.
"I can't eat it, just make some for Sister Jin'er." Ning Xi said lightly.
"How's that going to work?" Rujin hurriedly said, "My body is weak, if I don't eat again, I will collapse!" No matter what, you have to cherish yourself! After speaking, she turned to Nian'er and said, "The doctor said that it can't be too greasy, so let's make some porridge and serve some side dishes." ”
Nian'er nodded and exited the door.
Due to physical discomfort, Ning Xi stayed in bed all day. Under the persuasion of Rujin and Nian'er, Ning Xi still barely ate something.
On this day, Chang Fujin came, said something and left. Jingjun Wangfu also got the news, but because he was demoted to a commoner, he couldn't go to the Dutong Mansion in person, so he could only ask someone to bring a letter in.
Her former friend, Miss Guerga, also came and said something considerate. The most unexpected thing for Ning Xi was that Huang Yuya, who only had a one-sided relationship with her, actually came. After sending some medicinal materials to replenish her body, she sat on the edge of Ning Xi's bed, and kept persuading her to think about it and not to be depressed.
Since Li Ruchun's wife will come, Yu Rui ...... This person again, someone who is destined to be tied to her for the rest of her life. Even if she was dissatisfied with him, at this moment, when she lost her child and was most helpless, she still hoped that she would come and give her a little comfort, even if it was ...... A little bit is fine.
It was getting dark, and another day was coming to an end. Ning Xi said a lot of things, so he persuaded Rujin to go back and rest. Before leaving, Rujin told her that she would come back tomorrow.
As the night grew darker, Nian'er began to change her clothes. She suddenly thought that not only Yu Rui, but also Mei Fujin did not come. Are they blaming her for losing her child?
Her eyes darkened again, and she closed her eyes, and was just about to fall asleep, when she heard the sound of pigeons pecking at the window paper. She sat up at once, and hurriedly shouted, "Quick, bring it to me!" ”
Nian'er brought the note. Ning Xi unfolded, only to see that it read: "Tomorrow you still refuse to accompany me to Zhuangzi?" ”
It's this again! Ning Xi clumped the paper into a ball, threw it on the ground, and got up to get out of bed. Nian'er hurriedly blocked her and said, "Gege, don't go down, I'll go and study the ink, just take it directly after you get it." ”
"Nian'er," Ning Xi stopped her, "That's it, I say, you ghostwrite!" ”
Nian'er nodded, laid out a piece of paper, and only listened to Ning Xi say, "With my current physical condition, how can I go?" I'm in a bad mood, don't bother me. ”
"Why are you still in a bad mood? What's wrong with your body? Yu Rui replied.
Ning Xi pinched the note and clenched it tightly into the palm of his hand: "I had a miscarriage, the child is gone, don't you know what to do?" ”
Nian'er's hand suddenly trembled, and the pen suddenly slipped out of his hand, and the word "flow" that had just been written suddenly turned into a big ink ball. She looked at Ning Xi in disbelief, only to see that Ning Xi's eyes were also filled with shock and deep despair.
You'er flew back, and there were only three words on the note: I don't know what to do.
Ning Xi threw the paper ball far away, and said hatefully: "I don't know what to do? You don't know what to do? The entire Dutong Mansion was in an uproar, and even Huang Yuya came to greet her, how could you not know the way? This is your own flesh and blood! ”
Nian'er saw that Ning Xi's emotions were a little out of control, so she hurriedly ran to the side of the bed and hugged her, and said softly: "Gege, cry if you want to, don't hold it in your heart." ”
"Write! Write it all out for him! Ning Xi shouted hoarsely, struggling to push Nian'er away, but he couldn't exert his strength anymore.
"Write, I'll write." Nian'er let go of her hand and said hurriedly.
"If something happens to you, do I have to find out? I've never cared about the affairs of the house. Yu Rui replied.
Ning Xi was no longer able to shout, and she said weakly: "Tell him that since he doesn't care, he should never care." He's useless! ”
"Do you think I'm not angry? You don't even want to accompany me to Zhuangzi, you're tired, you're busy! There are grid shelves all day long, the palace is long gone, who do you show it to? Isn't it just that you miscarried, I don't know what to do? I didn't protect my children well, and I still want everyone to know about it? Yu Rui's handwriting was sloppy, and a series of questions seemed to be justified.
Ning Xi was no longer able to say anything, she waved her hand and told Nian'er to go down and stop writing. Nian'er was a little worried, but she still turned off the lights. After settling Ning Xi, she gently closed the door and called Lan Er Zhi'er to guard the door together, paying attention to the sound inside.
But there was movement outside, and You'er had a note tied to her leg, and she actually flew over again. Nian'er took down the note, and had some doubts in her heart, she had been worried about Gege at that time, but she didn't notice when the little guy flew out again.
Unfolded the note, and inside it was still Yu Rui's question: "Is it a loss?" Say, you say! Isn't it quite able to talk on weekdays? Don't you always like to contradict others? ”
"Bastard!" Nian'er gritted her teeth and squeezed out these three words.
Pile up the paper in a ball and throw it into the paper lantern to burn it. Looking into the house, although there was no movement, she was still not at ease, and still quietly walked in.
Ning Xi was already asleep, and there was an even sound of breathing. Yes, she was so tired, not only physically, but also internally.
The next day, it was still a long day. After the grief, life still has to go on. There was some pain in her lower abdomen, and the doctor said that it was because of the blood and qi and advised her to relax. After eating something, she forced herself to get out of bed and go out into the yard for a short walk to bask in the sun. Rujin saw that she was no longer depressed and smiled with satisfaction.
In the evening, You'er flew in. Yu Rui wrote: "Come to Rui Xingge to have a meal together. ”
Holding the note, Ning Xi was a little overwhelmed. There was a quarrel just last night, did he really do something that didn't happen? At this moment, the dissatisfaction with him has been reduced by half, and more is that I don't know how to face him.
Nian'er glanced at the note and asked, "Gege, do you want to go?" ”
Ning Xi thought about it, if she refused at this time, I was afraid that Yu Rui would completely dislike her, and her life in the house would not be easy from now on. E-Niang once told her that even if her husband has no feelings for her, a little respect is enough. Maybe this time, it was Yu Rui who gave her a step, gave him a chance, and gave himself a chance.