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Ruthless didn't finish a word, only to hear Chu Xun'er cry delicately, "Xun'er is also the daughter of a big family, because she admires the character of King Yonghuai, and I specially begged my aunt to ask the emperor for marriage on my behalf, but I didn't expect King Yonghuai to think that I am not even worthy of being your side Fujin, and I still call Xun'er how to meet people in the future?" Xun'er no longer has a face to live in this world......"
Chu Xun'er said and slammed into the pillars of the palace, how could so many guards, eunuchs and palace maids in the palace allow her to commit suicide in front of the emperor? said that it was too late, and it was too fast, and he had already stopped Chu Xun'er, who was crying like a tearful person.
Everyone was shocked for a while, and they all secretly blamed King Yonghuai for not taking pity on the jade, such a good girl, who gave him a side blessing and didn't understand what he was unhappy about.
Seeing that her niece was about to commit suicide by hitting the wall, Concubine Chun fainted in the emperor's arms on the spot and muttered, "Your Majesty, concubine, I'm so afraid." ”
Chinese New Year's Eve, it should have been a day of family reunion, but I didn't expect to perform such a farce, the emperor looked at the bewildered faces of the concubines in the hall, looked at Chu Xun'er's heart-rending pain, and then looked at the beauty in Huai's beauty because of the frightened appearance, and couldn't help but take these anger on the ruthless.
"I don't care if you have a sweetheart or not, who your sweetheart is, I have decided to marry you and Miss Chu, and make her your side blessing, after the first month, choose a good day to get married."
Ruthless's palms were covered with sweat, and he anxiously shouted "Father!" ”
was drunk by the emperor, "You don't want to marry Miss Chu, isn't it because you have a sweetheart?" If you say one more word today, I will find out who your sweetheart is, give her to marry others, and see if you dare to disobey the emperor's order! ”
The heartless heart is like sinking into the cold seabed, without light or temperature. He looked at the emperor, then at Chu Xun'er, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, he didn't understand that Chu Xun'er would marry him if he died for Lu, just like he didn't understand that he had to be with Xiao Xiao for what he died.
Ruthless has already made up his mind in his heart, this King Yonghuai will not do it himself, knowing that it is enough for him to have a father who is an emperor and a mother who is a concubine, he wants to take Xiao Xiao away and fly away, no matter where he goes, no matter what identity he lives, as long as he can be with Xiao Xiao, he will feel satisfied. He didn't want to marry any Chu Xun'er or Shu Wan'er, even if Xiao Xiao didn't care, he didn't want to, he married them but couldn't love them, he was kind to them; He loves Xiao Xiao with all his heart, but he wants to marry someone else, which is unkind to Xiao Xiao.
After making up his mind in this way, Ruthless didn't care about the emperor's decree and marriage, and immediately agreed to fool the past, and when he returned to the palace in the evening, he took Xiao Xiao away, thinking, and said, "Erchen thank the emperor for the marriage." ”
Xiao Xiao didn't know Lu Dao's ruthless thoughts, he didn't know that Lu Dao ruthlessly thought so much, so far away, he only heard the words "Emperor Xie for marriage" seemed to come from a very far away, and then the ruthless figure became farther and farther away from him, and he couldn't reach it anymore.
Didn't he dislike Chu Xun'er? Didn't he say that he already had someone he wanted, and he looked at him? Could it be that just because Chu Xun'er wants to die, he pities the fragrance and cherishes the jade? Or is it because the emperor said that if he disagrees again, he will marry his crush to someone else?
Xiao Xiao couldn't figure it out, did this difficulty alone block the ruthless love for herself? Does the slightest threat make Ruthless willing to marry someone else? Is the love between them really so insignificant and fragile?
Could it be that she, Xiao Xiao, is someone who is afraid of the majesty of the royal family? The entire palace is taken together, and it is not necessarily as high as the martial arts of their brothers, what are they afraid of, it's a big deal to fight a bloody road, stay away from this palace, and live back to their original secluded life, isn't it also good? But why is it ruthless to compromise, and why is it ruthless to agree to marry Chu Xun'er?
Xiao Xiao thought of what Lu Yun said to himself on Werewolf Mountain, Lu Yun was uninhibited and romantic before he met Xiao Xiao, but after seeing Xiao Xiao, he only loved Xiao Xiao wholeheartedly, and he would rather exchange his life for Xiao Xiao's survival. The last few words Lu Yun said before he died were, "It is my greatest blessing to meet you in this life, thank you for letting me know what true love is and what it is like to truly like someone." I'll only like you one in my life, and I'll never change again! It really won't change again! ”
But what about ruthlessness?
Xiao Xiao felt that her heart was getting cold a little bit, and her trust and persistence in ruthlessness gradually faded away, it turned out that ruthless love for herself was so little, so little that she couldn't bear it with a little pressure and persecution. So what do you insist on?
The most painful love is the love that only one person insists on.
She and him turned out to be just a flash in the pan.
Everyone threw words of blessing or gaze at Ruthless and Chu Xun'er, in their eyes, they were really a pair made in heaven, even Wu Zhi nodded with a smile on his face, the second senior brother finally found a beautiful flower, he was really envious of others, I don't know if Lu Dao will have such a day with the peacock, if so, I don't know when Lu Dao is.
Only Wuchen turned his gaze to Xiao Xiao silently, his heart was sour for Xiao Xiao, and he was painful for Xiao Xiao, he would not see this matter as a good time for him to take advantage of the void, nor would he provoke ruthlessness and Xiao Xiao's already uneasy feelings, he just felt sorry for Xiao Xiao, even more painful than Xiao Xiao. He didn't understand how to share her pain, he was worried, he was worried, he blamed himself, his mind was full of pity for her, but Xiao Xiao couldn't see it.
The palace banquet was almost over, and everyone took the sedan chair when they came to send them back to the house, ruthlessly wanted to talk to Xiao Xiao several times, Xiao Xiao held the peacock's hand and pretended to discuss today's dishes with the peacock, she smiled, praised the palace feast for its extraordinary taste, but only she knew that those seemingly delicious meals did not taste the same wax in her mouth.
Everyone got on the sedan chair separately and went all the way back to the house, and there was no communication. When they arrived at the gate of the Zhongyi Palace, everyone got off the sedan chair, only Xiao Xiao didn't get off the sedan chair for a long time, and there was no response to everyone's inquiries.
ruthlessly opened the sedan curtain, where is Xiao Xiao's figure inside? When I asked all the sedan chair drivers, no one saw when Xiao Xiao slipped out of the sedan chair, the sedan chair was very heavy, Xiao Xiao was very light, and several sedan chair drivers only looked at the road, afraid that the snow road would slip and fall the sedan chair everyone, but they didn't notice that the weight had changed.
How can ruthless and others go back to the palace, they are crazy to find Xiao Xiao in the world, and they don't know where Xiao Xiao can go in the middle of the night in the cold and snowy world.
Ruthless didn't know where to find Xiao Xiao, he only had one thought in his head, that is, to find Xiao Xiao, tell Xiao Xiao that he liked her, and only liked her, he wanted to take Xiao Xiao away and live a carefree life with only the two of them. He wanted to tell Xiao Xiao that you are enough in my world.