"But Mom, I can't fly, I can't get to the clouds." Zhong Jing shook her body and continued to walk forward, she looked up at her mother's face and cried excitedly, "Mom, I miss you every day, I want you to hug me." ”

"Silly boy, then come to Mom, and Mom can hold you." Mom has a kind voice and a kind smile.

"I can't fly. Mom, I don't have wings, I'm not an angel......" Zhong Jing squatted on the railing, hugged his head and cried, "I want to listen to my mother and be an angel, but I still haven't done it." ”

"Don't cry, don't cry, if you die and shed tears, you won't go to heaven. Good boy, don't cry, mom has been waiting for you in heaven for a long time. Mom's hand was still outstretched, and her voice seemed to appear above Zhong Jing's head.

It's close.

Very kind.

Zhong Jing slowly raised her head, looking at her mother who was close in front of her but couldn't reach out and touch her with tears in her eyes.

"Mom, I can't go to heaven. I'm sorry for too many people. I can only go to hell. She craned her neck and looked underneath the skyscraper, the chaos abounded, "You see I'm on the edge of hell." ”

"That's not hell, kid, don't jump. Don't jump. ”

"It's not that I want to jump, it's that I have to." Zhong Jing wiped her tears and smiled, "If I jump from here, I will never feel sorry for my sister-in-law again, and I will never feel guilty about David." Tong Xiaoxin will not worry about the second brother's remaining feelings for me, and the second brother will no longer worry about me ruining the eldest brother's marriage because I still love the eldest brother. Mom, I know I'm not a good person, I make a lot of people hate...... But I've been trying to hide my emotions and my true thoughts, I'm so tired...... Mom, I'm leaving......"

"Mom, goodbye......"

"Silly boy. Confectionery! Mom shouted eagerly. You're not sorry for anyone, it's yourself who you're sorry for. Don't you love David? ”

"Nope. I'm not going to love anyone anymore. Zhong Jing stood up, smiled at her mother, and jumped down without hesitation in the face of the white sparkling light under the skyscraper.

"Confectionery. Confectionery. Wake up. Bai Yiru lay down in front of Zhong Jing, squeezed her hand, wiped her tears while wiping Zhong Jing's tears.

David stood silently to the side, clenching his fists, he hadn't closed his eyes for a day/night, in order to save Zhong Can.

But what did he just hear?

He heard her say, "I won't love anyone anymore."

After all, his waiting became an empty city, and even the memories were cleared away.

Twelve years.

Just a void of nothingness.

I'm not going to love anyone anymore.

You won't.

Neither will I.

Tears flowed out of the corners of Zhong Jing's eyes.

She felt her body floating, floating, not landing, and the wind was whistling in her ears.

She couldn't hear anything, she couldn't see anything clearly, but there was an unspeakable pain in her heart.

She felt someone's footsteps on her heart, going somewhere she didn't know.

She still couldn't hear, she still couldn't see, but the footsteps in her heart made her almost suffocate the pain.

"Confectionery. Wake up. How do you always do stupid things. Bai Yiru has also experienced emotional trauma, but she can't understand Zhong Jing's practice of always wanting to die.

There is always a kind of love in the world, so much so that you can do whatever it takes, and you don't even want your life, just because you don't want to disturb each other's lives.

Along the way, they never got the opportunity to confess, they could only bury their feelings deep in their hearts, and secretly cry alone in the dead of night when they dreamed back.

They know that the other party knows their feelings, but they have never received the other party's statement, acceptance or rejection, and the other party is even stingy with this.

They endure even pain.

They don't have any qualifications.

Their feelings are the roses in their hearts, without the dazzling beauty of roses, even the bloom is not beautiful, and the thorns on the stems and leaves cannot pierce others, they will always only stab themselves.

Zhong Jing slowly opened his eyes, not understanding why he hadn't died, how many times had he been stabbed by the rose, how could he still live tenaciously with vitality?

There was no one else in the room, and it was quiet enough for her to hear the dripping of liquid from the infusion bottle.

Mom said, you are not sorry for anyone, you are only sorry for yourself.

Is this true?

"Sweets, are you awake?" Bai Yiru pushed open the door of the ward, her eyes fell on the direction of the hospital bed, and Zhong Jing sat there, looking up at the infusion bottle stupidly.

Zhong Jing looked back at Bai Yiru, nodded slightly, and then looked at the infusion bottle again, "If this bottle falls and breaks, and someone comes in and hurts the soles of their feet, who is to blame?" Whose fault is it? ”

"Walking, of course. They don't see it themselves to get hurt. Bai Yiru walked over and stood in front of Zhong Jing, with her hands on her shoulders.

"But if the bottle doesn't break, the person walking won't get hurt." Zhong Jing's eyes kept falling on the infusion bottle, and his eyes were a little dull.

Bai Yiru sighed, "Confectionery, no matter what, it's not your fault. You didn't do anything wrong. There is no need to load everyone's mistakes on you alone, you can't bear it. And you don't have to take anything for other people's mistakes. ”

Zhong Jing didn't speak, staring at the infusion bottle, quiet as if she didn't have a zài.

She's not stupid, she knows everything.

But because I know too much, I can't turn a blind eye to many things.

Sometimes, she also hopes that she can be stupid and not understand a lot, so that she will be much happier. But hope is just hope, and there is no way to achieve it.

Ning Xiuji pushed the door in, followed by Gu Dongning, and the two of them saw Zhong Jing wake up, and their expressions were a little lighter.

"Confectionery, how did David bully you? I'll go to him and clean him up for you. Ning Xiuji stroked Zhong Jing's face distressedly.

Zhong Jing shook his head, "It's not him." Don't blame him. ”

"But everyone said that he told you to go to the clubhouse, and you were injured."

"I'm not hurt, I don't want to live. Second brother-" Zhong Jing's eyes were staring at the infusion bottle for two or three hours, and he was finally willing to take it back and look at the people in the ward one by one, "Big brother, sister-in-law, it's just me who made a fool." It's nothing to do with David, don't go to him. I want to handle my affairs with him by myself, please give me a little personal space. ”

Ning Xiuji glanced at Gu Dongning, then looked at Zhong Jing, and nodded one after another.

"Don't do stupid things in the future. There is nothing better than being alive. Bai Yiru hugged Zhong Jing.

Zhong Jing nodded, "I want to be quiet alone, you guys go back." ”

When the three of them heard this, they went out first.

After Ning Xiuji gave five or six bags to Gu Dongning, he went to order the nurse to guard Zhong Jing outside the ward, always paying attention to her, afraid that she would do something stupid again.

Gu Dongning took the bag and couldn't wait to go home. Bai Yiru received a call from Tong Xiaoxin.

Tong Xiaoxin on the other end of the phone cried a lot, and said incoherently that she seemed to be pregnant, and she was very scared.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaoxin, I'll pick you up now, and we'll go to the hospital for a check-up first. You wait for me, I'll be there in a moment. Bai Yiru hung up the phone and looked at Gu Dongning, who had already gotten into the car, "I have to go see Xiaoxin, she suspects that she is pregnant, and the situation is not good." ”

"Contact Xiu Ji, we have to go home." Gu Dongning raised the bag in his hand.

"Dong Ning, the results have come out, and it doesn't matter if you look for grandpa later. I have to go see Xiaoxin first. Bai Yiru had already seen the appraisal results brought back by Ning Xiuji with Gu Dongning just now, Pippi was not Gu Dongning's child, and she was not worried in her heart.

"Then I'll send you there."

"I'll take a taxi. You go back first. I'll call you later. Bai Yiru said and went to block the taxi.

took Tong Xiaoxin to the hospital, and after an examination, the result was that she was not pregnant, but her aunt postponed it.

Ning Xiuji, who rushed to hear the news, knew it, although he didn't say it, but there was a little loss in his eyes.

Bai Yiru took the first step, and left the rest of the problems to them to deal with.

"Go to the xxx hotel." She got into the taxi and reported the address that Gu Dongning had just texted to say. He didn't say anything, only said to let her go over at half past six, and she was busy just now, so she didn't ask.

asked Gu Dongning's room at the front desk of the hotel, Bai Yiru found the room, knocked on the door, and no one came to open it. She knocked a few more times, but no one answered, so she tried her luck with the doorknob, but she didn't want to open it really.

She walked in, closed the door, and when she passed by the bathroom, there was the sound of water inside, and she wondered if Gu Dongning didn't close the door when she took a bath, was it to surprise her? But the next second, she was not surprised, but frightened.

On the sheet full of rose petals, Deng Weina was wearing a nightdress with a surname, half-covered and half-exposed and sultry lying on it, looking at Bai Yiru with a smile, her face was full of provocation.

With a voice of "Wife, I'm done", the bathroom door behind Bai Yiru was opened, Gu Dongning walked out wrapped in a bath towel, and walked straight towards Deng Weina, without looking at Bai Yiru, "Why did you become active today?" Is my wife afraid that I won't be able to satisfy you? ”

"Husband, where is it! You make people so comfortable every time! Deng Weina snorted, "But now that people are pregnant, do you use your hands or your mouth today?" ”

"What's comfortable, what's comfortable." Gu Dongning pounced on Deng Weina as he spoke.

"Oops, tap, watch out kid." Deng Weina screamed in a loud voice, and slapped Gu Dongning's anxious hand away, "It's only been two months, the first three months are the most critical, the doctor told you, have you forgotten?" When you were pregnant with Pippi, you were like this, without moderation, and Pippi was almost miscarried by you. ”

Gu Dongning smiled, "I'll take it lightly, don't worry." ”

"Tap, you can't touch me today, and it will be another month, three months later, before you touch my body." Deng Weina put her hand on her little belly and looked at Bai Yiru with a smile on her face, "If you don't leave, you still want to see us make love?" You want to see it, I don't want to show it. Get out! She suddenly yelled, "Get out of here completely, there will be no place for you in the Hoffman family in the future!" The divorce agreement, Dong Ning will soon have someone send it to you. ”

"The divorce is a matter between me and Gu Dongning, and I don't have the right for you to talk!" Bai Yiru, who was awakened, rushed over like an angry lion, pulled Gu Dongning away, and smashed his handbag him, tears couldn't help but fall.

"Bai Yiru! You're crazy, aren't you?! Deng Weina pulled Bai Yiru's hair and dragged her, preventing her from hitting Gu Dongning.

Bai Yiru stopped what she was doing and looked at Deng Weina fiercely.

"Don't do anything?" Deng Weina protected her stomach and called Master Gu, "Grandpa, come to the hotel, Bai Yiru doesn't know how to know where I and Dong Ning are staying in the hotel......

Bai Yiru gritted her teeth, didn't have time to think about it, and gave Deng Weina a few slaps in a row.

Deng Weina covered her face, "Grandpa, Bai Yiru beat me, oops, my stomach hurts, child...... My baby...... Ah......h

Bai Yiru looked at Deng Weina tremblingly, she never knew that she could also hit people hard, and after beating people, her palms burned and hurt.

"Bai Yiru, don't come here, you ......" The phone in Deng Weina's hand fell, half of it was acting, and half of it was really frightened by Bai Yiru's appearance.

Bai Yiru walked to the side where Deng Weina was lying, exuding anger and ruthlessness.

She grabbed Deng Weina's hair, grabbed her collar with the other hand, pulled her off the ground, pushed her, pushed her out the door, and still couldn't get angry, but she didn't have the strength to hit anyone anymore.

She crouched in the doorway, crying vigorously.

The person sent by Master Gu moved quickly, and after a while, he came to pick up Deng Weina. The other people squeezed in from Bai Yiru's side and also picked up Gu Dongning, not even taking her down.

Bai Yiru sat paralyzed on the ground, I don't know how long, before she slowly stood up and dragged her numb legs back.

The castle was surprisingly quiet, and everyone should have gone to the hospital to see Deng Weina, who was pregnant with Gu Dongning's child and the child of the Hoffman family.

"Mom, we're so late, where are we going?" Gu Qixi pulled Bai Yiru's shirt and followed her to the outside of the castle.

"Go to fun places." Bai Yiru was holding Gu Jiayi in her arms and carrying a backpack behind her.

"Is there a place to play?" Gu Qixi never forgot Berta, and today Berta was sent to the pet hospital for vaccination, and she didn't see her.

"Yes." Bai Yiru nodded, her eyes were red, but she didn't cry again.

She won't cry anymore, it's herself who is stupid, and no one is to blame.

She should laugh because she's just a joke and entertains others without knowing it.

The plane takes off.

The plane landed.

On the side of the city shrouded in the morning light, Bai Yiru frowned, this is her familiar taste, familiar place, she is still the ordinary Bai Yiru who can no longer be ordinary.

"Mom, where are we going now? Does Dad know that we're a long way from home right now? Will he come too? Gu Qixi walked on her little short legs, and asked Bai Yiru in a milky voice, although she was very curious about the new environment, but without Gu Dongning's presence, she felt uncomfortable.

"Will come later. Tanabata, follow your mother, don't get lost. Bai Yiru told Gu Qixi to cross the street and block the taxi.

The morning mist cleared, and the sun pierced through the clouds and spread over the city.

Gu Dongning opened his eyes, his head was dizzy, this was not home, it was the rest room of the office, he didn't remember what happened after he picked up the hotel last night, and he was also very curious about how Bai Yiru sent him here.

After washing up, he called the phone in the living room on the second floor of the house, usually this is the time, Bai Yiru is playing with the children in the living room, her mobile phone may not be heard, but the landline will definitely hear it.

It was Ning Keyan who answered the phone, her voice a little anxious, "Son, you finally called." ”

"The phone was accidentally turned off." Gu Dongning also found out that his mobile phone was turned off just now, so he called home as soon as he turned it on.

"Something is wrong, Dong Ning, Yiru and the child are gone. Neither of us was home last night, no one saw when she went out, anyway, no one now. "Ning Keyan has never been able to contact Gu Dongning, and has already sent someone to find Bai Yiru, but he has searched everywhere he can, but he still hasn't found anyone.

Gu Dongning was stunned, as if he didn't understand Ning Keyan's words for a while, and digested it for dozens of seconds before he hurriedly picked up his coat and rushed out.

When she went home and looked through the objects in the bedroom, all of Bai Yiru's documents were gone, and she also took away a few clothes she usually wore.

"She went on her own and took the child with her. Not kidnapping. Gu Dongning angrily slammed the photo of him and Bai Yiru on the bedside table, and there were some other things.

"Son, don't be like this, find someone first, and see where Yiru has gone." Ning Keyan was frightened, the room was messy, and it was difficult for her to even walk in.

"Is it useful to find it?" Gu Dongning's anger was followed by pain, he kept pulling his hair, it was Bai Yiru himself who said that he trusted him unconditionally, and the firm results came out, but she still left without saying a word, and took away his Gu Dongning's child!

"Eru is not that kind of person, something must have happened, otherwise she wouldn't have left. Dong Ning, think about it, if Yiru wants to leave, will you have to wait until now? Deng Weina has been there for several days, and she hasn't left. Let's go find their mother and son, don't make a fuss. Ning Ning walked into the house in a panic, and his foot in slippers was punctured by the broken porcelain piece of the cup, and he screamed in pain.

"Mom, you ......" Gu Dongning hurriedly went to support Ning Keyan.

"I'm fine, it's a big deal to find Yiru." Ning Ke waved his hand and pushed Gu Dongning away, "Go find someone." It is not easy for Yiru to be alone with two children. ”

Gu Dongning closed his eyes forgedly, and after opening them, he strode out of the room.

Master Gu was sitting in the living room smoking a cigar, and when he saw Gu Dongning appear, he casually asked, 'Where are you going?' ’

"As you wish, Bai Yiru is gone, and the child is gone! I'm going to find the kids! Gu Dongning clenched his fists, Bai Yiru didn't say anything, he didn't trust him, what was the use of him looking for her, since she was leaving, he asked her to leave, but the child belonged to the Hoffman family, and he had to get it back!

"The child has to be retrieved. That's the next patriarchal heir of our Hoffman family. Master Gu took a puff of his cigar, "Since you have proven that Pippi is not your child, Deng Weina, you can watch and deal with it yourself, I don't care." As for Bai Yiru's departure, I don't think it has anything to do with me, and you know I wasn't in Düsseldorf all day yesterday. ”

"You don't have to be in such a hurry to clear up the relationship. If I knew it had something to do with you, Grandpa, I wouldn't give up. After Gu Dongning finished speaking, his clear eyes swept over Master Gu, and he turned his head and walked out.

Ah Qi had already prepared the car, waiting for Gu Dongning to come out, so he came to open the door, waited for him to get in the car, closed the door again, and got into the car from the other side.

"Young master, I have already asked someone to go to the airport and the station to check the whereabouts of the young lady, and they said that they will give a reply soon." Ah Qi looked at Gu Dongning, who had a dark face, from the rearview mirror, and reported the situation on his side first.

Gu Dongning didn't want to hear it, and stared intently at the vehicle in front of him.

Ah Qi stopped talking, and the atmosphere in the car was gloomy, and it took a while for the sound of his phone to break the terrible silence.

He answered the phone and looked back at Gu Dongning, "Young Master, the people at the airport said that the young lady had returned to H City on last night's plane." ”

"She's not a young lady." Gu Dongning roared fiercely.

“…… Miss Bai, she ......" Ah Qi thought about it, and changed his mouth to call Bai Yiru according to the name in H City, "After arriving there, I first stayed in a hotel very close to Lucas, and now I am looking for a house, and I went to Tong Xiaoxin's parents' house just now." ”

"Go get the kid back."

"......" Ah Qi was a little dazed, and didn't dare to agree for a while.

"Tell you to go and get the child back, do you hear?" Gu Dongning raised his voice and said again.

"I hear you." Ah Qi secretly wiped his sweat, what does the young master mean as long as the child, not the young lady? But what if he doesn't bring the young lady back, and the young master gets angry again?

Gu Dongning leaned on the back of the chair, didn't say a word, his eyebrows were twisted together, the memory of last night, he had no impression at all, Bai Yiru texted him to go to the hotel, he went on time, but she came very late, after she came, what happened, why was he in the group in the morning?

A cloud of fog gradually surfaced, it must have been Bai Yiru who wanted to leave a long time ago, so he found an opportunity to attack him, and took advantage of the absence of his family yesterday to trick him into going to the hotel and drugging him.

Gu Dongning's car was followed by a car, not the Hoffman family's car, but a very ordinary and low-priced car.

In the car, Master Gu sat in the front, and Deng Weina and Pippi sat in the back.

"Don't forget what I told you, as long as you stabilize Dong Ning and let him go to Bai Yiru, I will add another 200,000 yuan to you. But you'd better not play tricks with me, otherwise you won't want to get a penny, and I'm afraid you and your children will have to catch up and be responsible. Old Man Gu said to Deng Weina without replying.

"I know." Deng Weina responded obediently, but she didn't think so in her heart.

"Does Daddy still want me?" Pipsqueak seemed to understand something, and looked at Deng Weina anxiously.

"Yes." Deng Weina smiled reluctantly, yes, yes, she may have to find the best father for her child, and the best person can only be Gu Dongning.

Master Gu ignored the mother and son behind him, and asked the driver to change the route and not follow the vehicle in front.