070 Lu Yun in the next life
Xiao Xiao threw herself into Lu Yun's arms, cried, choked and said, "I know that you are good to me, and you will continue to be good to me!" ”
Lu Yun stroked Xiao Xiao's hair and said faintly, "Why don't I want to continue to be good to you, and be good to you for the rest of my life!" Xiao Xiao, do you remember that I told you that the people I love most in my life are two people, one is you and the other is my father? ”
Xiao Xiao nodded in Lu Yun's arms.
Lu Yun continued, "If I lose any of you, I will be worse than dead, now that I have lost my father, I don't want to lose you one day!" ”
Xiao Xiao looked up at Lu Yun's eyes, "No, you won't lose mine!" ”
Lu Yun touched her cheek, her face full of tenderness, "Yes, I also thought that I would never lose my father, but I still lost, and I have never been sure about you, I always feel that you will leave me one day!" ”
"On that day in the mountains, I asked you to promise me that while I lived, you could not leave me, and you could not die before me, and I thought that as long as I lived as long as I could, I could bind you for the rest of my life, but you did not answer me. It seems that you are right not to answer me. ”
"Xiao Xiao, in fact, I'm not as stupid as you imagined, so easy to deceive, from the beginning you wanted me to relax my vigilance, you took the opportunity to escape, so you don't resist me so much; When you know that we are also coming to Werewolf Mountain, I think we may encounter ruthlessness here, so I followed all the way; After reaching the end, you treat me as a friend of life and death worthy of a lifetime, but you are afraid of hurting my heart and dare not say anything, I know the Tao. ”
Lu Yun looked at Xiao Xiao, who couldn't answer with tears on his face, and his heart was like a knife, "I know that the person you really like in your heart is ruthless, and the person you miss day and night is also ruthless, that time on the boat, the reason why you looked at me like that was because you regarded me as ruthless." I know all this, but I would rather deceive myself and others, regard these as the reasons why you like me, and constantly amplify your little affection for me, like drinking to quench my thirst, but I have no regrets. ”
"Xiao Xiao, thank you, thank you, you haven't woken up my sweet dream, and you haven't rejected me very decisively. Xiao Xiao I'm sorry, I took you away from the ruthless side for so long and made you miserable for so long, but I can't control myself, even if I know that you don't love me, I still can't control myself to love you, this is my feelings for you! ”
Lu Yun sneered, "When I leave, you will have no burden, and you can return to Ruthless with peace of mind!" Ruthless things, I tell you for the first time, and the last time I tell you, I only hope that you are happy and can live a good life. I don't know if I want to think of me from time to time when I'm dead, or if I forget about me. If you want you to remember me, you will suffer, if you want you to forget me, I seem to have lived in vain......"
Lu Yun touched Xiao Xiao's face, smiling while shedding tears, this smile Xiao Xiao has seen countless times, each time it is full of love and pity, this time it is more like releasing all the love and pity in his life together, so as to make up for not being able to look at her like this and smile at her again in the future.
"Xiao Xiao, I have said some things countless times, but I want to say to you again, it is my greatest blessing to meet you in this life, thank you for letting me know what real love is, what is really like someone. I'll only like you one in my life, and I'll never change again! It really won't change again! ”
Lu Yun's last few words were said crying, his voice was extremely miserable, thinking that the person he loved the most was about to leave him, he couldn't help but be heartbroken, sad, and more uncomfortable than death.
Xiao Xiao is also broken, even if she deceives Lu Yun, she also deceives herself, even if she makes a promise that she can't fulfill in the future, she has to say something like Lu Yun now, so that Lu Yun listens to it and dispels the idea of suicide, Xiao Xiao cried and said, "Lu Yun, you are wrong, who said I don't like you, I like you, just ashamed to express it, now I will tell you, I want to go back to Saiwai with you, I want to be with you for a hundred sons and thousands of grandchildren, grow old with you, I will follow you in this life, I just want to be with you, even if it is ruthless to appear in front of me again, I only have friendship with him anymore, and I don't have him in my heart anymore, and I will never think of him again. ”
Lu Yun listened to Xiao Xiao's words, although she knew that she was lying to herself, but she actually told such a lie in order to save her life, it was really worth dying, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but show a smile, Xiao Xiao felt that this smile looked very different from usual, and unconsciously looked at Lu Xia, it turned out that Lu Yun had already pulled out the blue blood sword in his hand, and when Xiao Xiao said this, he stabbed his dantian with the sword.
Xiao Xiao's tears spread wantonly, covering Lu Yun's wound with his hand, but he couldn't cover the blood he flowed out, "I choose you, I choose you!" ”
Lu Yun raised his hand and wiped the tears on Xiao Xiao's face with difficulty, "I heard it, you choose me!" With just one sentence, I am dead...... It's worth it, too! Xiao Xiao, promise me ......"
"You say, you say! I'll promise you whatever you say! ”
Lu Yun was angry, "If there is an afterlife, you have to ...... Meet me first! ”
After saying that, he closed his eyes, and there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth.
It turns out that it is so difficult to meet someone who loves each other; And the loss of someone who can stay with you for the rest of your life only takes a blink of an eye.
Xiao Xiao couldn't believe it, couldn't believe it, and didn't want to believe it, Lu Yun, who was standing beside him just now and told her that he only loved her in this life, had left her at this moment.
She touched Lu Yun's face with her hands stained with Lu Yun's blood, and after getting dirty, she was very aggrieved and helped him clean it up with her sleeves like a child, "Lu Yun, wake up, wake up and look at me, I'm so scared and lonely alone, Lu Yun, will you talk to me?" ”
Xiao Xiao's nails had already been pulled into the flesh, and she didn't know it, so she just spoke softly to Lu Yun, saying those things that Lu Yun wanted to hear most when he was alive but didn't hear them.
Xiao Xiao hoped that Lu Yun could give him a little response, even if it was just a smile or a wink, but what Lu Yun could give her, in addition to the gradually coagulated blood and the gradually cold body, was only endless thoughts and memories.
Finally, Xiao Xiao hugged Lu Yun's corpse and broke out into a mournful cry after silence: "Lu Yun! Lu Yun! You wake up, you wake up, you don't talk much, you say you want to protect me, you want to take care of me, you are abandoning me now, what do you want me to do, who will take care of me, who can still love me like you! Lu Yun, wake up! Wake up! ”