Chapter Eighty-Three: The Wedding March
Since she resigned, she has been looking for a job everywhere, and she has tried almost everything, but Su doesn't know what to do.
During the day, she helped organize some magazines or books in the library, and at night in the night market, she could only squint at the foggy eyes and the fog ahead.
The round tables on the side of the road were next to each other, and she carried the plate through the crack with great difficulty, and the strong smell of alcohol made her stomach tumble.
After getting off work, she sat on the safety fence on the side of the road in prostration, holding back the discomfort in her heart, and slapping her chest fiercely.
A figure blocked the light in front of her, she choked up a little, and cried silently, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances she had suffered in the past few years.
The embrace was warm, especially in the dark night, and the indescribable feeling haunted the heart, and he always did it, appearing when she was most humiliating.
That day, she vaguely remembered that she threw up, vomited all over him, lay on his shoulder, and fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up again in Kesu's bedroom, the sunlight was very dazzling, and I looked for his footprints barefoot, but I unexpectedly saw him standing at the door with his back to her, with his back to her, thinking about it, helping her block a lot of difficulties and ups and downs.
"Liao Kesu, you ...... yesterday" Did you do anything to me, but the second half of the sentence was swallowed into his throat stiffly, and he had an extremely cold and warm expression.
Xu Min came out, and he still came to find Kesu? What do you mean, is it to avenge the revenge of the year? Without saying a word, he turned around and went upstairs.
Ke Su was dressed in casual clothes, with cuffs and hands in his trouser pockets, without meaning to let her in the door.
"Hey, Xia Yun has called you a few times towards me, why did you only answer now" As soon as she put it in her ear, Shi Yu's unique voice roared at her eardrums.
I didn't hear anything of her wanting to reply for a while. Unloaded his breath and asked, "What's wrong with you, or can Su ......"
As soon as the words "Xu Min is back" came out, both ends fell silent.
Shi Yu thought carefully again and again, "Yun Chao, since you can't forgive, don't force yourself" Since you can't be together, why force yourself.
They are too willful, they always don't want to be arranged by fate, and there is a trace of luck, perhaps, Cupid's arrows have no strings at all, perhaps, Yue Lao pulled the wrong red line, perhaps, they can do whatever they want, love what they love, and don't have to take into account the feelings of others and are not allowed to scruples.
Before the age of 20, she had a lot of dreams, and even at the age of fantasies, she was looking forward to a warm and jade-like son.
After the age of 20, she only has one dream, a man who will wait for her to come back no matter what, and a job that is sincere.
The catkins fluttered, the hair was raised, and the brilliant balloons floated towards the start of the dream. Blow the foam on your hands and float towards the extreme of the sun, and it won't be long before you become disillusioned.
This is not only the first time that he has been fired, but more than 5 times a day.
There are only two reasons around: "We can't afford to graduate from the business school" "You have worked in ET before, and there have been great personnel changes in ET recently, so we can't take the risk of hiring you"
Really, she feels that sometimes society is really complicated, people are unpredictable, and only they can believe in themselves. Holding the phone tightly in his hand.
But Soda called and told her to meet at the old place, and she knew that it was the place where they first met, and that she was wearing a bright red dress, and he was kissing other girls in front of her.
A smile crossed his face at the thought. Ke Su is dressed in a black suit, and he looks like a business person from top to bottom. As soon as she entered, she saw him snatching the twilight, and Xu Min.
I didn't want to go, so I found a reason to quit, but I thought about why I was afraid of her, so I walked towards them.
After saying hello, she ordered a cup of coffee from the waiter on the side, and the warm gas hit her face, making her eyes a little confused.
I thought that the atmosphere would be suppressed forever, but it was Xu Min who spoke first, "Isn't it bitter?" Put some saccharin," a small packet of saccharin appeared on her right, and the sound sounded unusually harsh to her.
"Bang" lost his mind, and the warm coffee spilled onto the skirt.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Xu Min hurriedly took out a piece of soft paper and diluted the coffee. She frowned, and then asked for a cup of coffee again like a person who had nothing to do, and the sentence "I don't like to put saccharin" made Xu Min's eyes hazy with tears.
But Su didn't say a word, probably because of his illness, Xu Min didn't know what to do.
Yun Chao Zhilu said, even if he hated her again, he couldn't ignore Ke Su, after all, they were related by blood, and even she couldn't change this relationship.
When I got home, I turned on the light and felt a bit of a dazzling pain, but Su was really tired, so she didn't reply to her, and let her speak in a noisy voice, letting her listen to her own echo, and her heart was indescribably empty.
He lay on the bed, thinking over and over again what he had said to himself today.
"She slept with a man, I saw it with my own eyes, I heard it, and there can be a fake, even so, I will definitely make her ruined" and she would rather only be a strong man, then there is only one result, she will let her taste what is called pain.
Turning over and over, two rooms, two equally lit table lamps, rubbing her hair irritably, Yun Chao got out of bed and took a cold shower, and when she came out again, Ke Su was lying on her bed, and the two pairs of phoenix eyes looked at her with unknown feelings.
Awkwardly, he only wore a bathrobe.
"Are you telling me that without you, my Xia Yunchao would be better off than dead?" Arrived at a glass of red wine and sat on the floor in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
The embrace invades the body, so missing.
lifted her bathrobe, but she scolded her as a "hooligan" and was slapped for no reason. He shook his head with a wry smile, expressing his helplessness at what she was doing. Out of nowhere, she pulled out a bottle of red potion, and her cold fingertips touched her skin, causing ripples.
He applied potion to the rosy area of her thighs, and then his fingertips rubbed the burns for her.
A very light laugh came out, "It's really your personality to hold on, if you can be a bird, will there be a lot of people competing with me?"
When she heard this, she first shook his head, then slapped his hand away, and said angrily, "Yes, people like Qi Ji are the ones who have two plays before and after, and they are only interested in your strange habits" deliberately angry with him and added a sentence "Invitation, the professor and I are getting married, notify you in advance, lest you die of a heart attack"
Is it red? His favorite, but at this time it is very much an eyesore.
Grabbed her head, kissed her hair, and wrapped his hands tightly on her back.
"Happiness" has now been decided, since it has come to an end, then.
He turned around and was about to let go, but she grabbed him.
Good night.
A very light gas was about to come out, and the hand, being put down, the wind blew outside the window, and the skin was shivering.
That night, the two were very calm, but perhaps only they knew in their hearts that that night was destined to be sleepless.
Years later, she happened to remember a sentence that she had seen in a book: most things have an expiration date. And the so-called infinity can only go to a certain extent. To suffer for one person can only suffer to a certain extent. Then, you will wake up and stop wasting time. Missing a person can only be missed to a certain extent. When longing is lost, sooner or later you will despair. No matter how much you love someone, you can only love to a certain extent.
When she really realized it, she realized that all promises were the mistakes made by young and frivolous.
That day, what remained unchanged was his black suit, straight, resolute, and so drawn from her brilliant years.
The declaration at the wedding is like going back to the past, tossing and turning, and after all, it is missed, this is the cruelty of reality.
Would she be willing to marry the man who had become disabled?
She is willing, she is not willing to miss it again, not for love, as a way to make amends. But it was this sentence that made her heart clogged, her breathing was short, and she was irregular.
In the dark sky, the bleak wind, she stood stubbornly in the middle of the road, dripping sweat oozing from the corners of her forehead.
The black sedan around the corner made her burst into tears, her hands clenched tightly to her chest.
It hurts, it hurts.
The dazzling lights hit the face, and the woman on the dance floor twisted her waist like a water snake wrapped around the man, all kinds of postures, and her face was always filled with a charming smile.
"Wine, bring the wine" The man's cold voice was heart-wrenching, and the bartender immediately handed him an ice-blue cocktail.