(806) What a surprising fate! (6)
I want to be close, but I am extremely repulsive; both longing and disgusting; Curious and caring, but also feeling empty-hearted; Both hatred and resentment, and wanting to forgive, entangled again and again, in the end, Ouyang Xiasha still chose to turn around and leave without saying a word, after all, no matter how contradictory Ouyang Xiasha was in his heart, he always understood that from the day this person betrayed their mother and daughter and wanted to kill their mother and daughter, they were not people on the same road, so what else did they have to say between them? Even if this person and he still have a constant and chaotic relationship, it is no exception. It's just that I haven't encountered such a situation in normal times, but I haven't found out that I think I will repay myself, and I am cold-hearted and cold-hearted, but I also have such indecisive times!
Isn't that indecisive! Obviously, he was already an old man in his previous life, and most of what this old man left him were cruel and sad memories, and he even had the so-called murderous intent towards him, plus the life of his mother concubine in his previous life was between them, such a person, such a scumbag, he still couldn't put it down, thinking of this, Ouyang Xiasha couldn't help laughing at himself. Self-deprecating for his own self-righteousness, self-deprecating for his own assertiveness, self-deprecating himself for faintly longing for this person's fatherly love.
Father's love? From this man? Ouyang Xiasha was a little skeptical about her previous life, whether she was brain-dead, and she even thought of such outrageous thoughts. After all, if this person had so-called fatherly love for himself, how could he face several murderous opportunities from him in his previous life? How can a person who wants to kill himself have so-called fatherly love for himself? Such a desire is really a luxury, a kind of extravagant hope that has water in the brain, and is extremely stupid.
It stands to reason that in the face of an enemy who killed his mother and concubine and had murderous intent against him, Ouyang Xiasha should not hesitate to attack him, but this person is indeed his biological father, this is a fact that no one can deny, so I am afraid that killing my father will not work. Because he can't do it at all, after all, although he doesn't want to admit this person at all, he still has that indisputable admiration in his heart, which is an indisputable fact. Whether it was the former Emperor of the Dead Spirit or the current Ouyang Xiasha, none of them could be an exception.
Especially now Ouyang Xiasha, although he doesn't understand, what is going on with his feelings, he obviously has a good father who is super spoiled in this life, and he has also received a great father's love, so it can be regarded as making up for his shortcomings, but why do he still feel like this? Is it because he looked at the world from the perspective of the Ghost Emperor in the previous life, and the sense of substitution was too deep? Or is that kind of admiration that has penetrated deep into the bone marrow and soul, so that he can't give it up if he wants to? Or is there a reason he doesn't know? Who knows? But facts are facts, otherwise he wouldn't have the same tangled thoughts as before, wouldn't he?
And presumably his mother, Yao Bilin, didn't want to see him make such a choice, otherwise, why did his mother Yao Bilin have to seal his memory back then and let him forget the past? After all, the forbidden technique that their demon clan wants to seal the bloodline is not only the one used by his mother Yao Bilin, there are even many, and the price paid will not be so big, among them, there can be a chance to reincarnate, it is not nothing, if it is someone else, it is the same result anyway, it can protect their children from being found out of the bloodline of the demon race, so compared to other ones with serious consequences, those who have a glimmer of life will inevitably be the best choice, as the so-called ' It's better to die than to live', it's better to have hope than nothing, isn't it? What's more, only by staying alive will she have the possibility of continuing to protect her children. Therefore, whether it is from a long-term direction or a comparative perspective to decide, the one who pays a small price is obviously more popular than the one with a large cost, unless it is a brain that is in water, otherwise, who would be stupid to choose to pay a big price? But his clever concubine chose this one, and if there is no reason for it, fools don't believe it!
Regarding Yao Bilin's choice, the former Emperor of the Underworld, before he fainted, maybe because he was too young, he didn't understand why Yao Bilin chose this way, and after he woke up, because he forgot the past, he didn't have a chance to think about it at all, but now Ouyang Xiasha knows that his mother Yao Bilin is doing this, I'm afraid that with his temperament, he can't hold back, and one day, their father and daughter will meet each other!
As for the reason why Yao Bilin wants to avoid this result, maybe she can't let go of the man who makes her remember, has taken out his heart and lungs for her, and has been cold to her? Maybe he doesn't want his own child, his only child to have the reputation of killing his father, after all, although the divine realm is considered to be a cultivation plane, it is also in a feudal society, and feudal society has always attached importance to the reputation of women. Maybe it's because I'm worried about the safety of my own children, after all, killing my father is a big disobedience in the eyes of Heavenly Dao, in other words, it's a monk who bears this kind of crime, he usually doesn't see anything, at most his reputation is not very good, but when he survives the so-called Heavenly Tribulation, that Heavenly Tribulation will be extremely dangerous, and even the probability of successfully surviving the Heavenly Tribulation is less than 0.1% of ordinary people? Or is there any other reason? Who knows? Anyway, Yao Bilin forcibly prevented this terrible thing from happening, but that is an undeniable reality. However, there is one point, which can be mentioned first, that is, the possibility of the first possibility of becoming a reality is almost zero, and before Yao Bilin's fall, when she saw the vast Tianzun Han Huangze for the last time, the admiration that slowly withdrew from her eyes, from extremely hot to cold as water, is the best proof of this, after all, in a person's eyes, there is no so-called love anymore, and you are like a stranger, how can such a person be concerned about you? In this way, if you can't let it go, it's even more unspeakable.
In the face of Yao Bilin's choice, no one will say that she is wrong, the mother protects the child, the mother can't let go of her child, there is no problem, even if it is wrong, it is definitely within the scope of tolerance. It's just that I don't know, if Yao Bilin knew that her own child, even if he really killed his father, even if he didn't kill his father enough, and did something else, there would not be any so-called heavenly punishment to split him, not only would he not split him, but Tiandao would take the initiative to give him some back door or something like that, what would it be like! Will you insist on sealing the memory of the Wraithing Emperor? Or stop the Wraithing Emperor from avenging her and himself?
Well, assumptions are just assumptions, and even if the answer is beautiful for something that didn't happen, so what? It doesn't have any meaning or value at all, does it? But then again, this person can't be killed, if he is close to him, he can't do it, and he will feel extremely empty-hearted, so leaving, for Ouyang Xiasha, is obviously the best choice now, as for whether he will live or die in the future, that is his own creation.
But there is one point, although Ouyang Xiasha is very repulsive, but it can't be denied, that is, after seeing this person's figure and making sure that it has not dissipated, Ouyang Xiasha is quite relaxed and relieved. That's right, you read it right, it's just a sigh of relief, although Ouyang Xiasha never admits it, but he has always been quite concerned about the whereabouts of this person, but it is a fact that cannot be denied. Whether it was the former Emperor of the Dead Spirit or the current self, this purpose has never changed. The only difference is that what used to be a secret concern is now more open, and that's it.
As for why this man is here? And what is his current situation? And who the hell is he? And what does this site have to do with him? Isn't he the Celestial Venerable of the Vast Sky? How did it suddenly become an ancient power? So, what antiquity does he relate to, and what does it have to do with it? Is this a real soul body? Or is it through some secret technique, the image that is conjured? And so on and so forth. For these questions, although Ouyang Xiasha was very curious in his heart, due to his previous decision, he finally chose to be patient and keep silent.
I don't know if it's a disaster, after seeing the person in front of him and confirming that he has no way to deal with him, Ouyang Xiasha instinctively avoided this person's gaze as if she was running away from some problem, and then silently felt in her heart that the day he went to the god realm should need to be advanced, and after that, he chose to leave without saying anything. After all, the revenge of the mother concubine cannot be avenged, and his enemies cannot be destroyed, right?
The revenge of the mother concubine must not be avenged, otherwise, he will be a son of man in vain, and he is sorry for his conscience, after all, the most fundamental reason why her mother concubine ended up so cruelly is for him, if he is indifferent, then what is the matter?
Neither can their own enemies be left undestroyed. Otherwise, if he wants to live a peaceful life, the ghost will know that he will have to wait until the Year of the Monkey and the Horse Moon! Even when the time comes, let alone what kind of life it is, it is such and such a danger, I am afraid that he will not be able to keep busy, it is not a strange thing, after all, sometimes, you are not looking for trouble, but it does not mean that trouble will not come to you. Especially with a black physique like Ouyang Xiasha, it is even more so.
As for the reason why Ouyang Xiasha has not been in a hurry before: first, she feels that saving her mother and concubine from the sea of suffering is much more important than taking revenge on those people, whether it is to make up for Yao Bilin, or to prevent those young people, before the decisive battle with herself, she caught Yao Bilin first, and then threatened herself with Yao Bilin, first to rescue her own mother, it will obviously be more reliable, and secondly, the enemies of their mother and daughter are basically in the divine realm, and he will not have a chance to go for a while, so it is delayed, The third is because Ouyang Xiasha has not been stimulated, and there is always an illusion that his previous life is far away from him, and the enemy in his previous life has nothing to do with him, and he has forgotten the fact that his previous life is himself. After all, in the future, after his enemies saw his extremely familiar face, no one would specifically ask him if he was the Emperor of the Underworld, with the attitude of 'cutting the grass and eradicating the roots' and 'rather believing what he has than believing what he doesn't', and drawing a sword against him, that is their normal principle of doing things. Therefore, the more she thought about it, the more Ouyang Xiasha felt that this was the truth, and she slowly began to have ideas. But if you have an idea, so what? Anyway, it couldn't stop Ouyang Xiasha from turning away, but it was an indisputable fact, and no one would open their mouths to refute this.
"Are you going to leave like this?" No matter whether Ouyang Xiasha really wanted to leave, or whether she was testing something, at this moment, that person, that person, that was the former Vast Heavenly Venerable, could not continue to remain silent. After all, this person had managed to do everything he could, so how could he give up and leave? Doesn't that mean that his previous efforts have been in vain? If it's fake and tentative, it's okay, he didn't do anything, it can be regarded as saving time and effort, but if he really wants to leave, then if he doesn't do anything, it won't be worth the loss!
"What? Do you have an opinion? Ouyang Xiasha obviously knew this person's meaning and attitude, but she deliberately didn't follow the other party's script, probably because she liked to see people being tossed, right? Or is it because of his personality that he doesn't want to question the existence of his words? Former? Latter? Or both? Who knows? Anyway, Ouyang Xiasha choked back as soon as she spoke, but that was an indisputable fact.
"That's your attitude towards your father?" With his own child's attitude towards himself, Lord Tianzun, who was going to speak well, seemed to have suffered some blow to his self-esteem, and unconsciously put the elders in front of Ouyang Xiasha.
"Father? Hehe, just like you, even your own flesh and blood want to be killed, the front foot can be held in the palm of your hand, as a treasure to be treated, and the back foot can immediately draw a cold-blooded and ruthless sword to face each other, and I am embarrassed to mention what kind of father, I don't know if you are a true portrayal of 'people are invincible in the world'? But in you, I'm really teachable. I don't know if I was stimulated, Ouyang Xiasha, who didn't want to deal with this group of people, suddenly couldn't help but turn on the group mocking mode. The sharp, straight irony that pokes at the essence really stimulates people enough. As for these words, Ouyang Xiasha has never mentioned the real situation before, or rather, the real situation that has never been mentioned in front of people, in fact, at this moment, there is no reason to continue to cover up, after all, in the past, he was inferior to others, in order to protect himself and his family, so he had to choose to bow his head, and now, I won't mention it elsewhere, but in this underworld, no matter who comes, he is the one who can crush everyone and walk sideways at will, like this, he, What else is there to be afraid of?!
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