In Yan Yan's puzzled eyes, I said: "Don't look at me with your big puzzled eyes, haven't you damaged Fang Yuan, between young lovers, they damage each other's healthy development of beneficial feelings, who here doesn't know that I have a good character." ”

After speaking, he complained to Mi Cai: "Don't make trouble, if you hurt me, let's go home and flirt and scold, these are all bad friends, don't be with them." ”

"Zhaoyang, you are really crazy, for the sake of your own tall image, you can degrade my group of people!" Xiang Chen said.

"I've always been good at that!"

This time, Mi Cai took the initiative to answer: "Then I said that you have a bad character, right?" ”

"That's right!" Everyone agreed, and then smiled knowingly, and touched one after another with a wine glass, and the atmosphere finally became more lively.

I drank the remaining half of the beer in one gulp, and I was a little relieved, but the corner of my eye looked at Jian Wei, who had been even more silent than Mi Cai since entering the bar, and only occasionally said a few words to Xiang Chen.

Everyone continued to chat, although I sat next to Mi Cai, I didn't dare to have a little physical contact with her, because I was afraid that she would turn her face, I only hope that I can end this party calmly now, and I don't want to participate in it again in the future, at this moment, the pain in my heart is only clear to me, I just want to stand behind Jian Wei and Xiang Chen and silently wish them happiness, not like now.

Laughing and scolding with everyone against my will, my heart was full of pain, but I couldn't escape.

O man! Putting on an out-of-size mask is not only the face, but also the heart!

Robben in the distance finally finished singing, he looked at me with the microphone and said, "Zhaoyang, come up and sing two songs to cheer up your friends." ”

As soon as Luo Ben's words fell, Jian Wei was the first to applaud, and then Fang Yuan, Xiang Chen and the others also applauded and whistled, and the atmosphere of the entire bar also rose.

I glanced at the crowd, nodded at Robben, and walked towards the stage.

Robben handed me the guitar in his hand, and he took a bass from the hand of the band member Xiao Wu to work with me, I took a deep breath and asked for a song "elopement" by Zheng Jun.

"An elopement for you...... Guys. I plucked the guitar strings as I spoke, closing my eyes and some fragmented images came back to mind.

"Dedicate your youth to the glorious city behind you, we pay the price for this beautiful dream, leave love to the most sincere girl around me, you sing with me, you accompany me to Liulang, accompany me to lose both, until now I suddenly understand, I dream of true love and freedom, I want to take you to elope to the farthest town, I want to take you to elope to be the happiest person...... elopement, elopement, elopement......"

In the torn voice, I improvised the arrangement, and sang three elopements in a row, my love xù was completely released at this moment, before Janeway went abroad, we were forced to be cornered, hiding from Shanghai to Suzhou, and wanted to elope from Suzhou to Tibet, at that time we naively thought that we could elope to the ends of the earth by virtue of the courage in this song, and thought: a guitar, two people, running all the way is the happiest person, and I thought: elopement can allow us to steal two people's lives from the real world......

The music of heavy metal tore the longing, all the noise of the world was drowned in this "elopement", I have never been so unable to be hysterical about myself, I can't hate to tear the world, tear the vanity!

The sound of the music gradually stopped, the applause began to thunder, I still looked up, returned the guitar to Robben next to me for a long time, and walked to the bathroom without looking back.

In the bathroom mirror, my face was full of water stains, but I was glad that I finally hid it from the world, and I successfully covered up those painful and aggrieved tears.

Once, she was my faith in this sex and the city, and now, faith has ruthlessly collapsed, so those wounds, pains, and longings are all suppressed in the bottom of my heart, and finally I am overwhelmed and mutated in the time of a song, cramping my nerves.

……

Outside the door of the bar, everyone said goodbye, the three of us men were a little drunk, Fang Yuan took Yan Yan's shoulder and walked towards their car first, Jian Wei supported Xiang Chen, who was not sober-willed, only me and Mi Cai kept an imperceptible distance.

Jian Wei helped Xiang Chen into the car, and when she thought she was leaving, she turned around and walked towards me and Mi Cai.

She stood in front of me and Mi Cai, but did not look at me, and said to Mi Cai: "Go back and give him a glass of milk soaked in honey, he has a bad stomach." ”

Mi Cai nodded, Jian Wei looked at me who was a little unsteady on my feet, and then nodded to Mi Cai, without saying any more, turned around and walked towards the car over there.

I stared at her back, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time!

"She's gone......" Mi Cai said to me.

"Oh." I replied numbly.

"Where do you live, I'll send you back."

"No, I'll just take a taxi myself."

Mi Cai smiled and said, "I promised your ex-girlfriend to help you make a glass of honey milk, I don't like to break my promise." ”

"Let's go, then."

……

Mi Cai drove the car, I sat in the passenger seat, watching the car press the light and shadow of the city through the high-rise buildings, I was a little dizzy, I knew that the strength of the wine was up.

After being silent for a long time, Mi Cai finally asked me, "You sang that song to your ex-girlfriend just now, right?" ”

She ...... It's called Janeway. ”

"What, don't you like people calling her your ex-girlfriend?"

I replied with some discouragement: "I have already cleared ...... Isn't it better for two people in a relationship to be called cleanly and by name? ”

Mi Cai smiled and said, "I'm afraid your heart is not as clean as you say." ”

I didn't answer, stared at Mi Cai for a long time, and suddenly said, "Hurry up, I want to vomit a little." ”

"Then you get out of the car and vomit."

"Go home and vomit, you drive faster." I urged again, and my words became fluent.

Mi Cai stepped on the brakes, and the car suddenly stopped: "Get out of the car and vomit, isn't it uncomfortable to hold it, there is a river over there." ”

Although dizzy, but not to vomit, the reason why I said vomit was just because I didn't want to talk to her about Janeway, but the inertia generated by this sudden braking almost didn't let all the wine accumulated in my stomach squirt out, this woman always seemed to be able to debunk my lies, and then punish me.

I opened the car door and ran to the river and threw up hysterically.

I collapsed, lying flat on the ground in a large zigzag, dizzy as I watched the twinkling starry sky.

Mi Cai came to me, handed me a tissue, and said in a reproachful tone, "Let you drink so much more!" ”

"You just didn't ...... Kick that, that brake, and I won't vomit at all. I still don't say it very well.

"yes, then you were kidding me again?"

Only then did I realize that I was not admitting myself again, and simply pretended to be dead and lay on the ground motionless.

"You keep pretending, I'll go first."

I remembered the night when I was thrown by Mi Cai in the wilderness, grabbed her hand, and said, "Don't go......"

I held Mi Cai's hand and refused to let go, for fear that I would fall alone in this area where few people and cars passed.

Mi Cai was a little flustered, she struggled and let me go, and I hugged her legs again, as if I had found support, solace, and a lost past.

"Zhaoyang, hurry up, you drink too much, don't go crazy with alcohol." Mi Cai's words were even more strained, and such physical contact was too intimate for us.

"Let me hold for a while, don't go......" my voice was choked.

"I'm not Jian Wei, Zhaoyang, you are sober!" Mi Cai held me down on both shoulders and struggled violently, finally pushing me to the ground and running towards his car.

Lying on the ground again, my world was dark, and the cold wind of autumn blew me up again, and after lying down for a while, I got up and walked towards Mi Cai's car, and Mi Cai had palpitations, and resolutely disagreed with me to sit in the passenger seat, and drove me to the back.

The car started again, and drove towards the bright lights in front of me with my devastation as I gradually woke up.