174 Make up your mind and leave no regrets

Liu Dongshan's side is not working, no matter what she says, as soon as the word border city is mentioned, he will start to worry with her.

Liu Dongshan couldn't do it there, so he had to try it from Ma's.

He listened to his mother very much, and if his mother nodded, he wouldn't say anything if he wanted to.

Li Banxia thought so, but this time, she thought wrong-

"No, you can't go. You girl, aren't you kidding, the place at the border is where you can go if you want to? Don't say this kind of stupid talk, we can think about Dongshan's affairs as much as we can, and don't think about it if we can't do it, and make something unrealistic. ”

Before Ma could hear what Li Banxia had said, he hurriedly interrupted her.

Li Banxia wanted to say more, but Ma took the first step and said: "Banxia, my mother knows that you are a good daughter-in-law, and she also knows that you are all for the good of Dongshan." But so much has happened to our family, and nothing else can happen. Dongshan's legs are not good, and Ginkgo has just come out of that file, and you are now the backbone of the family. You said that if you go to the border city, there is a good one on the way, what do you do if you call Dongshan, what do you do, what do you do, what do you do with this family~~"

Get! Needless to say, Ma's side won't work either.

Ma didn't believe that she could heal Liu Dongshan's leg, and it should be said that she didn't believe that anyone could cure her. Although she didn't want to believe it as a mother, she also knew that her son would never be able to stand up and walk like a normal person in his life.

Although the daughter-in-law said that there was a chance to be cured, it was just talking. In case that Doctor Zhang doesn't know how to touch the bones at all, or even if she learns it, she can't cure Dongshan, she can't let her daughter-in-law go into danger alone for the sake of not ordering something.

Dongshan is her good son, and Banxia is also her good daughter-in-law, no matter who has an accident. It's not good for her to be a mother. Instead of taking risks for the impossible, it's better to live your life in peace. And she also believed that even if she nodded, Dongshan would not allow his daughter-in-law to do this.

Li Banxia returned to the room in frustration, now it's okay, Dongshan doesn't agree, and her mother doesn't agree, how can she go to the border city?

For a few days, Li Banxia was a little depressed. Liu Dongshan didn't say much, he was for her good. No matter how unhappy she was, he wouldn't let her go all the way to the troubled border city alone.

"Big tongue, you're sitting here~~" Old Liu's family under the sunset. Li Banxia was sitting on the threshold of the courtyard, listlessly clutching a handful of sand, watching the slippery sand slip from his fingers and fall into the dust. When it was finished, he subconsciously grabbed a handful from the ground, and so on.

Li Banxia turned his head with a wilt. Liu Lingzhi rushed out of the house and rushed to her back at once, putting his hands around her neck.

"Big tongue, are you free, can you play around behind my back?" Liu Lingzhi's little head rubbed hard against Li Banxia's neck, and her small appearance was really cute.

"Imp. Don't you see that I'm annoying, ask your brother and your sister to play with you~~" Li Banxia supported his chin with one hand, and he was about to doze off. How can you have the heart to carry him?

"Ouch, big tongue, you just carry me, Daddy can't carry me, Uncle is so busy, he doesn't have time to carry me. Older brothers and sisters have little strength. It won't carry me for a moment before you put me down. My grandparents were old, and they had to pant for breath after carrying me a few steps. Stop and rest. And my father said, I have to walk by myself in the future, I can't let my grandparents carry me anymore, they are old, I have to be filial to them, I can't let them eat tired~~"

Liu Lingzhi tilted his head, grabbed his fingers, and read it to Li Banxia sentence by sentence.

Li Banxia heard him say that he was strange and pitiful, and often sighed. After all, I can't bear it, such a young child, always thinking about letting others carry him around to play. In the past, when his father was sharp-legged, he would always carry him around on his back every day after harvesting, and give him a sharp point. Ever since his father's leg accident, he hadn't hit the point.

Patting his back, Li Banxia smiled and hooked his finger at him, "Little ghost, don't come up soon~~"

"Hey~~" Liu Lingzhi suddenly lay on her back, Li Banxia made a hard effort, and stood up with him on his back.

"Go Luo, ride a big horse Luo-" Liu Lingzhi glared at his calf, urging Li Banxia to hurry up.

Li Banxia was not ambiguous, deliberately scared him, grabbed his two calves and ran quickly towards the courtyard. Leaning forward for a while, Liu Lingzhi almost tumbled off her back; After a while, he deliberately leaned back, so frightened that Liu Lingzhi grabbed her tightly, for fear of falling off her back.

It's really fun and exciting, Liu Lingzhi couldn't stop laughing, and the laughter drifted in the wind, which made Li Banxia's depression blow away a lot for several days.

About ten minutes later, the two of them were tired, and Li Banxia's pace slowed down. Liu Lingzhi lay on her back softly, drooping her head, and was about to fall asleep.

"Big tongue, when will Daddy be good, I want Daddy to carry me around and play around~~"

Li Banxia was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Don't worry, Daddy will be fine." ”

"How long will it take?"

“……”

"Was it a long, long time?"

“……”

"I really miss my father, who used to take me to a lot of places, and would accompany me to the rivers to catch fish, and to the mountains to hunt pheasants. He would take me to the field, and he would dig the ground, and I would dig through the birds' nests among the tea trees. By the way, my father and I used to make a nest for the birds in the tree, and my father said that the birds are just like children, and they need to have a warm home......"

Li Banxia felt a pain in his heart, and for some reason, every word of this child seemed to speak to his heart, and his nose couldn't help but feel sour for a while.

She couldn't tell the child on her back that if she couldn't find an effective way, his father would probably not be able to give him a sharp tip again in his life and accompany him to help the bird nest.

Just now, before Liu Lingzhi said these words, she also thought about putting down the matter of going to the border city, staying at home well, and taking care of Dongshan and a few children. However, at this moment, she suddenly strengthened her determination and determined what she was going to do.

Dongshan's leg is not completely hopeless, if she just gives up because of external factors, can she guarantee that she will have no regrets when she sees his leg in her future life?

There are also Ganoderma lucidum, Angelica, Tiantian, Dad, Mother, and her, can you really bear it, Liu Dongshan will spend the years in bed in the future? I'm afraid that if they can bear it, Liu Dongshan himself can't stand it.

Every time they see Dongshan living and can't take care of themselves, their hearts are like being stabbed with a knife. If she didn't have the slightest chance, it was unfortunate, and she had to accept her fate. But now, she knows that there is still a way, and Dongshan still has the possibility of standing up, but she doesn't do it because of their opposition, is this reasonable?

Is she the kind of doctor who gives up hope to patients because of a little difficulty?

The answer is no, she can't do it, she can't turn a blind eye to the current situation in Dongshan. She wanted to be a good daughter-in-law, a good wife, and she should listen to them, but this time, she was going to offend them.

Hopefully, they will understand her distress and support her decision.

Even if she doesn't understand her, she will still do it. She will prove to them with the results that she is right in her persistence!

Maybe it was the problem that had been bothered for a few days that he had finally figured it out, and Li Banxia's heart seemed to be as clear as seeing the moon through the clouds.

What the road ahead, she didn't know. She didn't know how difficult it was. She only knows one thing, if she doesn't go this time, if she doesn't do everything to heal Liu Dongshan's leg, she will have regrets in her life-

Looking back, Liu Lingzhi was already asleep on her back. Two small hands rested limply on her shoulders, her head slightly raised, her mouth open, and she breathed evenly.

Li Banxia smiled, gently smoothed Liu Lingzhi on his back to his hand, and held him carefully. He lowered his head, kissed him on the forehead, and carried him back to his room.

It's been decided what to do, but things here have to be arranged, otherwise she won't be at ease even if she leaves.

My father and mother didn't agree, and Dongshan didn't have to discuss it, if she wanted to leave, she had to leave quietly without them. Of course Li Banxia didn't want to do this, but she really didn't have a better way than this.

After thinking about it all night, Li Banxia planned all the things in the plan, and just waited for the things here to be ready and went on the road.

Fortunately, because he helped Old Man Chen to heal his illness, he earned a lot of silver taels. In addition to the expenses and helping Dongshan buy supplements, there are still dozens of taels of silver left. This amount of money is already a lot of money in the countryside. She is not worried that her family will not have enough to eat after she leaves, and she will worry about money.

A few days ago, the rice in the field had been recovered, and my mother spent money to hire a few workers, and the weather was good, so the harvest was successfully completed.

Then there is nothing big in the family, pigs, chickens, ducks, geese, etc., there will be no problem with the mother and sister-in-law. The several plots of land at home are really not good, and they have to hire another worker to do it. He didn't worry about these things, it was Dongshan......

After she leaves, without her by his side, will he take good care of himself and not let her worry about him?

The more Li Banxia thought about it, the more relieved he became, seeing that the weather was getting cooler day by day, and many things could be prepared in advance.

Thinking of this, he got up, put on his shirt, lit the candlelight, and wrote a series of things on the list. Carefully folded and placed on the table.

After thinking about it, I thought about other things that needed to be prepared, and after confirming that everything was thought out, I took off my shirt and climbed into bed gently.

Liu Dongshan has fallen asleep, and these days, he sleeps very deeply every night. Li Banxia's movements were very light, arching into the quilt, getting closer to him, and he could feel the temperature transmitted from his body. I found a comfortable position and slowly fell asleep.