I followed Le Yao to look into the distance where she was looking, and I was also curious about what the place that symbolized heaven looked like to her, so I asked, "How long will it take to get there?" ”

"I don't know, I only know the general direction, do you see the mountain to the north, past that mountain, and then walk over another mountain, you should be there."

I was startled, and then sighed: "Looking at the mountain and running a dead horse, you should understand this truth, without half a day's effort, those two mountains can't be climbed!" ”

"Are you unwilling to go?"

"Of course I don't care, the point is how do we get back at night?"

"I've got a tent with me, and it's in that off-road backpack!"

"No wonder it's so heavy"

Le Yao didn't say anything more, and then walked on the gravel path leading to the mountain to the north before me, and I stood for a while before catching up with her, but I was not mentally prepared to stay in this deep mountain for the night

In the dense jungle, Le Yao and I walked side by side, and when we were tired, the two of us sat on a relatively flat stone to rest, she handed me the space cup filled with water, and said, "Drink some water when you are thirsty." ”

"I'm so thirsty that I wonder where I am now, there is no phone signal in this hellish place!"

"Are you scared?"

I subconsciously looked up at the sky, even if it was a sunny afternoon, but this path was still covered by dense trees, it was very gloomy, and I always felt that a strange thing would suddenly pop out of a corner, and Le Yao was full of yearning after crossing the two mountains, and she had always been very fearless, so she looked at me with some disdain.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, took a puff, calmed down and said to her, "I have even lived in a bridge cave in the past, what is there to be afraid of in this place?" ”

"The past is the past, the present is the present, don't you know that you are no longer your past self?"

I didn't take Le Yao's words to heart, and after replying to her "nonsense", I put on my cross-country bag and continued to walk on the dark forest path

It was getting dark, we finally climbed over one of the mountains, and when we climbed the other mountain, we already needed to walk on the path where we couldn't see our fingers with the light of a flashlight, but fortunately, the outdoor equipment prepared by Le Yao was professional enough, but it reduced some of the burden, but the body was also overdrawn, and at this time Le Yao finally felt scared, and held my arm tightly, for fear that the two of them would be separated, I complained to her: "Now I know that I am afraid?" When I came, I asked you to call Robben together, but you still don't want to, isn't one more person strong and courageous! ”

"He has his space, I have my space, so why call him?"

"What about me, where has your space been neglected by you?"

"Your space is in my space, so today you have to listen to me, less nagging, less complaining"

Her sudden strength made me a little helpless, but I still chose the less nagging she asked for, grabbed her arm, and led her through a very steep mountain road.

It was already eight o'clock in the night, my body was completely overdrawn, and Le Yao was no better, panting and walking behind me, but the mountain seemed to have no end at all, we were still shrouded in dense forests, and just as I was about to rest for a while, a ray of light finally shot in the distance

I suddenly felt a sense of relief, and even my tone became excited, and I said to Le Yao: "The front should be the end of this mountain, your paradise is about to arrive!" ”

Le Yao turned off the flashlight, and the faint light suddenly became clear, so he urged with excitement: "Hurry up, let's go quickly, the front should be where we are going!" ”

"I guess, I've been gone for so long, can't I be sure?"

"I also heard from the villagers in the mountains, and I haven't been here, how can I be sure with you?"

I think so, and the reason why I want a definite answer so much is because I am so tired that if the destination is not in front of me, I may collapse in this deep mountain.

After walking for about another mile, there was suddenly no road ahead, and then we stood on a cliff, I was suddenly startled, and said to Le Yao in an extremely uncalm tone: "This is the paradise you are talking about?" If we go one step further, we'll both go to hell tonight! ”

Le Yao didn't say anything, but raised the flashlight and looked into the distance, and didn't seem to see anything famous, and said to me: "You can find a flat place to set up the tent first, it's too late to go back anyway, I'll spend the night here tonight." ”

I answered, put down the cross-country bag, took out the bag containing the tent from it, and then began to set it up, because I had the experience of surviving outdoors before, but it didn't take much effort, so I set up the tent, and then hung the flashlight in the tent, acting as a light, before I had time to sit in the tent with Le Yao, the sky suddenly fell a lot of rain

I took the lead in the tent, and then beckoned Le Yao to come in quickly to avoid the rain, but she stood in the rain and said with complicated words: "Why is it raining again!" ”

"There is a lot of rain in Guizhou Province, so it's not normal to rain a little! Hurry into the tent and don't get caught in the rain! ”

Le Yao sighed softly, and then sat in the tent, but looked at the large open space at the foot of the mountain with some distraction

I didn't bother to figure out what she was thinking, so I rummaged through her dirt bag and found some compressed biscuits and beef jerky and other snacks inside, tore them open and handed them to her, saying, "Don't be in a daze, let's eat something"

Le Yao looked at it, but didn't answer, her arms wrapped around her legs, still looking at the unclear distance, this abnormal behavior made me even more confused, and then put down the snacks in her hand, and also looked at her

Suddenly, a clear whistle came from afar, and then the bright light pierced the thick of the night with a sharp attitude, and a train roared towards us from a distance At this time, I finally understood the meaning of Le Yao's sentence "Why is it raining again" It turned out that this was another night with me accompanying her to see the train! But an unexpected rain also followed, as if it showed a helpless fate!

The rain just ticked down on the tent, but it didn't affect the sound left on the tracks after the train roared, so the sound of the wind, the rain, and the sound of the rails seemed to form a touching vocal music in our ears.

After a while, the train finally broke through the cover of night and disappeared from our sight, but the sound of friction with the rails still echoed in the valley, and our feelings drifted with this sound, and it took a long time to settle under the wrapping of the rain.

"Zhaoyang, do you know how many carriages there are on the train that just passed?"

"It's too fast to see clearly!"

"There are 18 cars in total."

I looked at her incredulously and asked, "How did you tell?" ”

"If you also regard this as an indispensable pastime in life, you can judge it."

"I don't like to take life too seriously, even if it's for fun, and I don't care how many cars there are."

"Huh"

I didn't pay much attention to Le Yao's ironic laughter, just accompanied by the sound of rain, lit a cigarette for myself, and then waited for the next train to appear, and at this time I was in the mountains, I could only regard this as the only pastime, and I had already thought in my heart that when the next train appeared, I would see if I could count how many carriages there were.

After a long silence, Le Yao finally whispered to me again: "Zhaoyang, I don't love you anymore, you have really changed too much!" ”

I pinched my cigarette and looked at her, but listened to the sound of rain outside the tent

Le Yao's face looked a little hazy in the faint light, but she could see her relieved smile: "I don't love you anymore, I really don't love you anymore, now you are full of depression and restraint, full of compromise after being tortured by life, now you will no longer wear a riveted leather suit, play the guitar, and roar angrily, I am getting more and more tired of your current hesitation, helplessness, depression, and tiredness, and the reason why I feel that I still love you is just out of inertia, but just like that train, no matter how fierce the speed, I chased the end of the tracks, but there will be a moment to stop, so now I am stepping on the brakes, looking for a station where I can stop, and then recognize the illusion, and say goodbye to this section of the track that has no end at all! ”

The rain was so loud that I seemed to hear what she was saying, but I didn't seem to hear clearly, so I looked at her in a trance and asked, "What did you say?" Say it again! ”

Le Yao attached to my ear and shouted: "Zhaoyang, I don't love you anymore After this night, whether you are good or bad, happy or sad, poor or rich, it has nothing to do with me Le Yao, I will never care about you anymore, do you hear clearly?" Do you understand it again? ”

I looked at her for a long time before I nodded a little sneeringly.

"So you don't have to worry about me, after this night, we will end in this small mountain village, and from then on we will go our separate ways!"

The sound of the rain seemed to suddenly disappear in my ears, but her words became echoes and lingered, and I really saw her disgust with me, and her determination to say goodbye in fact a few days ago, but I found her again, which made me believe that it was a kind of arrangement of fate, that I came here, to this hill where you could see trains and railroad tracks, to say these words, and then to say a decisive goodbye to what had been right and wrong, and she floated across the sea to find the island, I looked for a pair of wings that could spread my wings and fly, to pursue the crystal clear city, and completely erase the other party in my memory!

Finally, another train passed by our sight, and I seemed to see that it had taken away the loneliness and pain that Le Yao had had, so this was really a good thing for everyone!