After buying a train ticket to return to Xuzhou the day after tomorrow, I stood in front of the square of the railway station, dialed the phone of the father, and waited patiently, I know that in the winter night, the father has always had the habit of reading the newspaper by the heater, but the phone is often placed in his briefcase, I can't remember to take it out Now he is old, the memory is not good, but he prefers to be quiet, not good, even the phone ringtone is not turned on.

Maybe it was the tone that distracted me, I couldn't remember the age of my father for a moment, so I hurriedly remembered that he was born when he was 30 years old, that is, he is 57 years old this year, and he will soon retire from his job and officially become an old man.

It's just that I haven't understood why he had my son at the age of 30 years old in the context of the era of common early marriage and early childbearing.

Thinking of this, I smiled, and at this time, Ban Dad finally answered the phone and asked me, "Why are you still calling so late?" ”

"I just bought a train ticket back to Xuzhou the day after tomorrow, and I plan to go home on New Year's Day, so I'll call you to inform you."

"Oh, then I'll go back and tell your mom and ask her to buy some of your favorite dishes tomorrow."

I answered, thinking about saying something more, and Daddy asked me again, "Are you coming back alone this time?" ”

"Daddy, you really have a lot of meaning in using this word! I think that although you don't like to speak, your words are really precise, and you can often point out the center with one word, and you definitely have the style of a language master! ”

"You don't talk to me poorly, and you answer whatever you ask."

I sighed, but in a playful tone, and replied, "Alas! I gag you like this, don't you just hope that you won't expose my scars, Daddy, we have been father and son for decades, why don't we have a tacit understanding between father and son? We really have to pay attention to this matter, and then take some time to figure it out, otherwise this lack of understanding will definitely affect our family's family harmony, which is definitely not alarmist."

Daddy was silent in my chatter, and waited for me to stop, and after a long time, he asked me in a very low tone: "Zhaoyang, after all these years, your feelings have been fluctuating, are you feeling better?" Now that even Xiaoyun is getting married, we really don't know what mood you are in when you come back to her wedding. ”

I lowered my head and looked at the ground cut into countless shapes by the floor tiles, as if I saw those shattered pictures in my life, which have not been restored to this day, and those difficult feelings that I experienced in the middle of the night, in fact, my heart is not good, but over the years, I have lived like a salted fish, and I have already learned to use all kinds of disguises, to shape myself very indifferently, and then to merge with the surroundings very harmoniously, although sometimes it is also lonely and obvious

I still smiled and replied: "Daddy, Xiaoyun's marriage is something worthy of our joy, but you use it to mock my inaction for so many years, isn't it a bit unkind, although I am a little unkind, but I really work hard enough in this matter of feelings, but no girl likes me, or you give me a support!" ”

Ban Dad was successfully diverted by me, and said: "You change your unreliable temperament, and naturally there are girls who are willing to live with you." ”

"You're still such a pinpoint dad, it's not too early, you can rest early, by the way, don't forget to take me to say hello to my mother Also, if you need me to bring it back from Suzhou, call me before tomorrow night."

After saying this, I didn't give Ban Dad a chance to talk about me, and hung up the phone in a hurry, but the whole person suddenly stopped, in front of this huge railway station square, there was a confusion of not knowing where to go, so the mood of waiting for Mi Cai to come back was even more urgent! Because of this, I am full of regrets, if Li Xiaoyun's wedding this time, she can accompany me as a girlfriend, how fulfilled I should be, I don't have to be lonely to send my blessings

Taking the taxi, I passed by Zhuomei who was still shining on the lights again, I asked the driver to stop here on a whim, I want to prepare a wedding gift for Li Xiaoyun, it must be expensive, but also sincere I think so, at this time, I have money, I have time to choose, I can give Li Xiaoyun a generous gift.

For Li Xiaoyun, I am really grateful, I will never forget jì, what kind of down-and-out I appeared in front of her at the beginning, but she did not look down on me because of this, but helped me rebuild my confidence again and again Although the relationship between us began with the 1000 yuan and ended at 1000 yuan, the kind of relationship similar to friends derived from it is real.

In other words, what is more real than gratitude is my guilt, I really failed a good woman, and I failed my parents in their old age because of this, but I don't regret it, because I believe that the city that I have been holding on to will bring me another kind of beauty, including the truest love.

Yes, I still pursue pure love, and the city in the sky that has been stationed in my heart, but has been stripped by reality.

After entering the mall, I began to wander between the counters, and finally made up my mind and bought a bottle of perfume for Li Xiaoyun, hoping that she could also be a delicate woman after marriage, and bought a lighter for her husband to express that I hope their married life can be prosperous.

I am sure that I have put my heart into these two wedding gifts, because when I left Zhuomei, it was already 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, and I chose two hours, so I also felt that Li Xiaoyun would be very happy when she received these two gifts

After another busy day, this night, I did not stay in the company to work overtime, I returned to my residence early, and then packed out some luggage, in order to be able to attend Li Xiaoyun's wedding in the morning, I bought a train ticket from Suzhou to Xuzhou at half past 1 o'clock at night, because it is a high-speed bullet train, it can be reached in 2 and a half hours, so when I get home, I still have some time to rest.

After a short trip, I arrived in Xuzhou at four o'clock in the middle of the night, because I didn't want to disturb my father and mother, I simply booked an hourly room near the train station, and then waited for dawn and Li Xiaoyun's wedding.

Today, I want to rest early, turn my biological clock over, and stay up late at night to write is too hurtful......

In addition, after Li Xiaoyun's wedding, it is the beginning of the climax of the whole book.