PS: Before I put pen to paper, I apologize to my book friends, my character problem, integrity problem, I am wrong, I disappointed everyone, I am sorry to all book friends, I am sorry.

I'm also sighing, from the Yin Yang supermarket, I'm looking at all the data, from the first collection, to more than 18,000 collections on the shelves, I was very excited, with my experience in writing books, how can this book 24 have 1,56 subscriptions, on the day it was put on the shelf, I didn't sleep for 27 hours, waiting for the result of 24 after the end, I won't say much about the results.

The first order was more than 700, and I was devastated!

There is a problem with my mentality, so that after the shelves, some of the next festivals will be more exciting, and the beating of the plot will not be so big, how can I expect the urban plot to be written more than 800,000 words, and the final result is only less than 400,000 words, less than half, this is a change in mentality, and the heart has changed, and the plot has changed, because I want to enter the high/tide in advance, earn subscriptions, and pull popularity, but because of insufficient preparation, I have more than enough strength to do it, and many chapters are passed up today, and I regret it the next day, But it is impossible for a fast food novel to be revised and regretted by the author, so grit your teeth and continue.

So sometimes I sigh that a new book is easy to be destroyed without the care of book friends, and many friends who keep books and wait and see hope to read it in one go after the number of words is more.

Raising books.

Two simple words, only a dozen strokes.

But for the author, these dozen strokes are fatal, a new book is like a newborn, and "raising" needs to be subscribed and supported by book friends.

Only when the data is up, can the author have enough self-confidence and find out his heart to repay everyone.

Writing a book requires support and encouragement, even if it is to raise a book, it is necessary to subscribe in the early stage, only in this way, the author sees the data, and also sees hope, and has enough confidence to move forward.

So from the shelf, I was a little dazed, very entangled, worried, expectant, all kinds of complex emotions, especially during the period when Qin Di fled, I was too confused, hard work, returns, subscriptions, data, these seem to be more important than the festival.

When I suspect that hard work will not be rewarded, when hard work is not supported, and when struggle will eventually be disappointed, disappointment will make me continue to be disappointed, and confusion will follow.

Finally, when I wrote about the opening of the Shenzang and the appearance of Li Guinu, I discovered my own problem, and today I finally realized it.

I'm not a god, I can't write shocking articles, I can't portray peerless characters, I can't use my pen to conquer the world, but creation is my interest, and it is my debt to continue to write, and it is my debt to write wonderful, and debt is also a dream.

Everyone has the right to chase their dreams, but in the process of dreaming, there may be confusion and stumbling, but I am lucky, there are a few book friends who accompany me, let me know that I am not alone in the fight, I have supporters, even if there are few, only a pitiful 500, I am not alone.

And now, let's put aside the cold data, put aside the utilitarianism, put aside the subscription, put aside the monthly pass, just for the passion in our hearts, and chase the dream for the dream.

So, I don't ask for a subscription anymore, the data is all shit, hot blood and wonderful from now on.

I don't want to portray lifelike characters, I just want to write about the festival that the brothers find wonderful and enthusiastic enough.

Data & Rankings, Subscriptions & Referrals, to hell with them all!

There are 500 of my book friends, and I still have your enthusiasm.

Suddenly enlightened, let's keep fighting! (To be continued......)