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His lover Sun Weiguo is in business and is often away from home outside, and the biggest pain in Zheng Yuetong's heart is the emptiness and helplessness in his heart when he encounters things.
The unprecedented work pressure, high-intensity busyness and tension all day long, made Zheng Yuetong feel like time and space were out of order, and she didn't know what time and night it was.
Many days have passed, and I didn't even notice that what should have come to my body still didn't come, and this situation has happened before, which happened when my body was weak, maybe because I was too tired from work during this time, and there was a physiological disorder and delayed.
At first, Zheng Yuetong didn't think deeply, but kept thinking about whether Sun Weiguo's contract signing was smooth, whether the payment could be returned, when he could ease down at work, the successive accidents in the Kangning office, whether Ning Pingping could get out of the predicament, and whether it would have an adverse impact on the development of Wu Xiaojun in the future.
The more Zheng Yuetong thought about it, the more chaotic his mind became, but he was worried about Wu Xiaojun, and couldn't help but think of the bits and pieces of the two being together, and suddenly a terrible thought came to his heart, he couldn't grow so long, it wouldn't be because the two were together last time, it was in a dangerous period, the kid started to fall in love, he didn't have any pity for the jade, and the condom used failed, and then he was busy with the meeting, and he was negligent about taking the medicine after the fact, if this is the case......
There is no regret in the world, because of her own momentary negligence, planting such a terrible result, Zheng Yuetong's heart is full of fear and entanglement, she thinks about it and doesn't know what to do next, in case she is discovered by Sun Weiguo, she doesn't know how to explain to him, eager to see Wu Xiaojun, but she doesn't know how to talk to him, thinking about this, she is really afraid, and she doesn't dare to think about it anymore.
This night, Zheng Yuetong even had nightmares, headaches, from time to time dreamed that Wu Xiaojun ruthlessly left blatantly, Sun Weiguo roared at her, neighbors and colleagues pointed behind her back, and in a blink of an eye, she became an abandoned and shameless slut.
Early the next morning, Zheng Yuetong was depressed again and again, but he still called Wu Xiaojun, and the moment the phone was connected, tears welled up, and he swallowed the grievances and melancholy in his stomach because he had not yet confirmed whether it was true, his mouth opened a few times, and he still didn't have the courage to tell him.
As soon as Wu Xiaojun arrived home, he called Zheng Yuetong and learned that she was home alone, so he hurried over.
Zheng Yuetong didn't expect Wu Xiaojun to come back so soon, dragging his weak body to open the door, he was surprised and happy to see him, and the anxiety and apprehension of several days suddenly subsided by half, and asked with a weak smile, "Xiaobai finally went to Nanji, why didn't he play for a few more days and come back so soon?" ”
Looking at Zheng Yuetong, who was wearing pajamas, with a disheveled hair and a sickly face, Wu Xiaojun was very distressed, and said anxiously, "You are in a bad mood, I don't say anything when I ask you, I can't rest assured, how can I have the heart to travel in the mountains and rivers!" Tell me what's wrong with you, how did you become like this in just a few days? As he spoke, he carefully helped her into the bedroom and put her on the bed.
Zheng Yuetong didn't expect that a phone call from himself would bring so much confusion to Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan, and he actually gave up the rare opportunity, and rushed back from afar, his heart was full of gratitude and guilt, and he said with tears in his eyes and a little apology, "Xiaojun, that night, somehow, my heart was very chaotic and uncomfortable, I felt that my whole body collapsed, as if I didn't belong to myself, I didn't control my emotions, I called you, I didn't want you and Xiaobai to worry so much, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" ”
Wu Xiaojun looked at Zheng Yuetong with weak energy and a sick look, his mood was very heavy, and he asked worriedly, "Between the two of us, don't say anything I'm sorry for, I just want to know what difficulties you encountered, what knots you can't untie, can make you so optimistic and open-minded, and a strong woman is so depressed!" ”
Zheng Yuetong gently combed the long hair hanging down on his forehead, smiled bitterly, and looked at Wu Xiaojun Dao, "My own body knows in my heart, in fact, there is no big deal, the main thing is that there are too many things in the unit during this time, I can't be busy, I can't eat or sleep well, I can't stand it, and I can't stand it, so it's good to rest at home for a few days!" ”
Wu Xiaojun couldn't believe that what Zheng Yuetong said was true, "Are you sick like this, did you go to the hospital to see you?" Do Wei Guo and his family know? Do your parents know? ”
Zheng Yuetong shook his head lightly and said lightly, "It's not a big deal, I didn't tell them!" ”
"If you don't tell them, there is no one to take care of you, how dangerous it is for you to stay at home alone, what if something happens! No, you can't go on like this, I have to get you to the hospital quickly! Wu Xiaojun grabbed Zheng Yuetong's hand and said with a cold face.
Zheng Yuetong's face flushed slightly, and he hurriedly pushed his hand away, lowered his head shyly, and said weakly, "It's not a big deal, it's not necessary at all!" ”
The more Zheng Yuetong is like this, the more anxious Wu Xiaojun is in his heart, and he said with a solemn expression, "I can't get up from the bed when I'm sick, and I say it's no big deal, I don't understand, people eat whole grains, it's inevitable to get sick, and it's not a shameful thing, why don't you go to the hospital, you have to hide at home and carry it!" ”
Zheng Yuetong lowered her head and said embarrassedly, "I have already been to the hospital, so I don't need to be hospitalized!" ”
Wu Xiaojun was very surprised and said, "What? Been to the hospital? What do doctors say, what is the disease? Say it quickly, don't you want to kill me in a hurry! ”
Seeing that Wu Xiaojun was so anxious and anxious, Zheng Yuetong couldn't help but turn crimson, and said in a very low voice, "I didn't come some time ago, I was worried that I was pregnant, my heart was very entangled, I didn't close my eyes all night, I was afraid that you would worry, and I was embarrassed to speak." ”
When Wu Xiaojun heard this, he couldn't help but be shocked, and asked a little disbelievingly, "What?" You're pregnant, really? ”
Zheng Yuetong nodded slightly, "After calling you, I went to the hospital, and the doctor said that I was pregnant, and I was unwell due to a violent pregnancy reaction!" ”
When Wu Xiaojun heard this, he almost jumped up with excitement, holding Zheng Yuetong's face with both hands, and said happily, "No wonder you look sick, it turns out that you are pregnant with a child, and you are going to be a mother, this is a great joy, congratulations!" ”
Zheng Yuetong saw that Wu Xiaojun was so excited, her heart was very complicated, and she couldn't help tears streaming down her cheeks, and muttered, "Xiaojun, I can't be a mother, and it's not a happy event!" ”
"What's going on, why do you say that?" Wu Xiaojun listened to Zheng Yuetong's voice with a little sadness, the pear blossoms and rain on his face did not seem to be caused by joy, his hands gently wiped the tears on her face, and asked in a gloomy voice.
Zheng Yuetong closed her eyes slightly, and said very aggrievedly, "After the Spring Festival, my family went out to defend the country, and I haven't come back for almost two months!" ”
Wu Xiaojun was stunned when he heard this, and the hands that were stroking Zheng Yuetong's face froze there, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, staring at Zheng Yuetong's face with his eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "Wei Guo hasn't been at home for two months, what do you mean, do you mean that you are pregnant with my child in your belly, how can it be, didn't you already take the medicine afterwards!" ”
Zheng Yuetong choked up and said, "Xiaojun, it's all my fault, I didn't take medicine at that time!" ”
Wu Xiaojun's face turned green with anger for a while, and he said very speechlessly, "What are you talking about, I didn't take medicine!" How can you be so careless! I'm completely convinced of you, I really don't know how to say hello! ”
Zheng Yuetong looked at Wu Xiaojun with a helpless and angry look, her heart was very painful, and she said guiltily, "Xiaojun, I really didn't mean it, I just thought about how I could collide so coincidentally, and I didn't take it to heart, who knows what to worry about, my regretful intestines are going to be green these days." ”
Zheng Yuetong said with tears in her eyes, Wu Xiaojun, who was listening, frowned, and was at a loss for a while, and said secretly, since the facts have been created, we should find a way to solve it, we should not blame her irrationally, and then sprinkle salt on her fragile spiritual wounds, picked up the towel beside me and wiped her, and said in an apologetic tone, "Yuetong, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper at you just now, it's not your fault that something like this happened, it's all my greed for temporary pleasure, I didn't take into account your feelings, I didn't care about you, and I hurt you, Let you suffer such a big grievance! ”
Zheng Yuetong raised his head slightly, looked at Wu Xiaojun with tears in his eyes and said, "Xiaojun, don't say that, since I am willing to be with you, I have never regretted it, if it weren't for you and I have our own families and normal lives, I wouldn't mind giving birth to a child that belongs to us, but the reality is cruel, and we are not allowed to do this!" Fortunately, God has eyes, and this problem no longer exists! ”
Wu Xiaojun listened nervously, feeling that something was wrong, and couldn't help but be shocked again, and asked in a cold voice, "What do you mean?" ”
Zheng Yuetong trembled her lips and said, "Xiaojun, let me tell you the truth, the child is gone!" ”
"The child is gone, what are you kidding, how can you say that it is gone, you are testing my heartbeat, I can't stand the fright!" Wu Xiaojun felt very incredible, he couldn't believe that what Zheng Yuetong said was true, his eyes widened, staring at Zheng Yuetong and said in a deep voice.
Zheng Yuetong sighed and said, "I didn't expect that this would be the case. When the doctor said I was pregnant, I was dumbfounded and didn't even know how I got back! I was so conflicted that I lay in bed for two days, and I wasn't even in the mood to eat, and I didn't drink a sip of water. At about ten o'clock the night before yesterday, I suddenly felt a stomachache, wet underneath, and looked down to see that it was bleeding, I thought it was because I was overly sensitive, and the doctor was also mistaken, and my body came. But after a while, the blood was flowing more and more, and half of the little mattress was almost overcast, so I couldn't help but panic, so I had to stagger to the hospital. ”
Speaking of this, Zheng Yuetong's tears flowed down, twisted his face to the side, and cried and said, "After the doctor examined it, he shook his head and said that I had a miscarriage!" At that time, I was shocked, very confused, and more sad, and immediately fainted, and the doctor gave me most of the night's fluids before I woke up. I calmed down and thought about it, the child is gone, anyway, it's not a glorious thing, as soon as the morning dawns, I asked the doctor to prescribe some medicine, and I came back. ”
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