The winter nights are extremely cold, and it is not suitable for staying outdoors for a long time, but we still stay in this square for a long time, no matter what the future looks like, I will not forget here, because there are many memories of me and Mi Cai, we make life here very casual, so we often come to play racing, and we have also come here to guide each other when we can't find a way out in love, which carries our playfulness and makes us become upright.

Looking back at this journey, I found that we have really experienced too many hardships, at this moment, she can lean on my arms, is the greatest favor given to me by God, I never want to lose her, lose the greatest thought in my life.

Thinking of this, my sense of crisis began to explode again, so I held her tightly in my arms, put my right hand on the back of her neck and stroked her over and over again, I couldn't wait to hold her in the palm of my hand, and I was never willing to let go.

She seemed to understand what I was thinking, and leaned her soft cheeks on my face, and there was a temperature between us, as if bidding farewell to the loneliest time in our lives, ignoring the loss of time here, and pursuing the touch of relying on each other!

Yes, we need to live together in this cold and impetuous world!

The cold wind could not take away the temperature generated by our mutual dependence, and she whispered in my ear: "Zhaoyang, please be the last faith in my life." ”

I couldn't help but nod my head in response to her tears, and at this moment, I can no longer remember how much I wanted to break myself into my life all these years before!

For a long time, I choked up and sang in her ear the unaccompanied guidance of "elopement", and I sang a sentimental version, I never knew that this song could be sung like this, singing this feeling!

"In the city of desire, you are my last faith, don't be sad anymore, I see hope, do you still have the courage, with me leaving, I want to take you to elope, run to the farthest town, to be the happiest person"

I sang this song in her ear with the firmest faith to the end, her tears were more fierce than mine, down her cheeks, through my placket, into the neckline, and finally there was no strength to fall, just stopped on my heart, "plop, plop" beating out of the attachment, jumping out of the faith!

At the exit of the square, Mi Cai said goodbye to me, she was going to find the woman in red this night, she still had some things to do with the woman in red to make the final communication, to ensure that tomorrow can be foolproof, so, she doesn't plan to go back to live tonight, of course I can understand her, and about this night, I am already very satisfied!

I didn't want to delay Mi Cai's serious things, so I refused her offer to send me back, and walked to our accommodation by walking, in fact, I really have very few moods and opportunities, in the dead of night to walk on a road, every time, you can calm down, to think about a lot of things, to untie the knots in life that seem to be untied.

Actually, this square is not far from our residence, but I deliberately took a detour, because this night was not accompanied by Mi Cai, and my desire to go home was much lower, and I wanted to use this extra distance to solve more things that bothered me.

In the middle of the night, I just walked to the moat, I never thought that I would see Jian Wei's car parked on the bank of the river at this time, the night was already so deep, shouldn't she be with Xiang Chen, who had just returned to China?

This is a chance encounter that makes me feel extremely entangled, I can indeed walk quietly, but, the night is so deep, she will never come here because she is in a good mood, on the contrary, she is very likely to be experiencing the heart-rending pain, what has happened to her recently is too much, he is afraid that he can no longer bear it, so her back is reflected in the river, so lonely, so helpless

She seemed to have a natural sense of me, I stood silently, she turned her head, and then her eyes intersected with me, under the light, I saw very clearly, her face was covered with tears Before I came, she had been crying alone in the face of this cold river!

It seemed as fate would have it, and I had no reason to leave, so I walked towards her on the withered lawn, and gradually there was only a tile left between us, and I could even feel her breath, but I didn't know what to say.

She threw herself into my arms, crying uncontrollably, I wanted to push her away, sue her, this was just a chance encounter, I was not prepared to save her, but, my heart moved, but my hands couldn't move, her crying was like a handcuff, restricting my movements, but the reality warned me tragically, I was no longer the man who could take her to elope a few years ago

She seemed to find a sense of security in me, her fingers through my cotton coat, as if they were about to sink into my flesh, I was a little suffocated, not only the body, but also the soul!

Reason gradually prevailed over emotion, I took her arm, pushed her away from my body with all my strength, and gasped, "Janeway, don't do this"

She sobbed: "I'm sorry, it's me who lost my temper I know, a man's shoulders can never carry two women!" ”

"It's me who should say I'm sorry, I can really understand your current mood, but you shouldn't stand here alone, helplessly shedding tears Xiang Chen, he has returned, you should go to him and tell him about your difficulties."

Janeway smiled sadly: "Is he back?" No, I don't know, he didn't come to me, it doesn't matter if he's looking for me or not. ”

Jian Wei's answer made my heart tremble, the woman named Chu Xinrui I met at the airport today suddenly appeared in my mind, what is the relationship between Xiang Chen and that woman?

I couldn't talk to Janeway about it, so I fell silent with trepidation

The wind in the night was very strong, and it quickly dried her tears, but the salty tears left a reddened mark on her cheeks, she bit her lip, and finally said to me full of difficulty: "Zhaoyang, haven't you always wanted to quit Luku?" I'll give you a sum of money, you can leave with the project of Literature and Art, the sooner the better! ”

I looked at her face in a trance, as if the melody of "Elopement" came from the farthest place, but there was only a melody, no lyrics

Her eyes were full of determination: "Take the project of literature and art, leave, I hope you can realize your dreams, I can't go with you anymore, no matter the future, where I am, I will silently pay attention to this road, try to go to the end of this road, because, you told me, at the end of it, there will be a clean and clear city!" ”

It's been a long time since I've said anything in a chapter. Let's feel it. Today, a reader asked me on WeChat, what do you think of genuine readers?

I have a lot of respect for my genuine readers, why? I can tell you a number, this book is currently streaming on various platforms, adding up to hundreds of thousands, or even more, how many can be paid to support the genuine version? I don't want to say it, because it's a very unconfident ratio, a very painful ratio.

When I say this, maybe some readers are going to say, I don't pay to read, and you will have heartache, and you will lose confidence?

Yes, I am heartbroken, because the fruits of my labor and copyright have been infringed, but I am not protected. But heartache is useless, the general environment is like this, and we can't change anything. Therefore, every genuine reader has a character, and there will be only one character among dozens or even hundreds of people. Of course I respect them, and it is their character that gives me income and supports me in writing books...... Don't say anything about piracy, it also helps me, it doesn't help, what you help is just a pirated website that has no conscience and no public morality, and your click traffic will be converted into their advertising revenue, or spread illegal viruses, otherwise why should he show it to you for free?

If I could only spare an hour a day to communicate with readers, then I would definitely be willing to communicate with genuine readers first, not to mention discriminating treatment, because they gave me respect, and without their paid reading, I would not have written to this day...... Because what my interest can support me is only to write one, two books.

Saying this, I just want to show respect for genuine readers, not to cause any war of words.

My WeChat often receives readers asking me, why are the chapters garbled, typos, duplicated chapters, and no punctuation? Even because of this, he scolded me for having a bad attitude in writing, but you know, are you looking at a pirated website?

Of course, there are also many readers who don't know how to recharge and how to pay to read. Or afraid of trouble, after all, after so many years of reform and opening up, no one said that they couldn't afford to spend a dime or two a day to read a book.

Add me WeChat, there is a detailed recharge tutorial in it, WeChat ID: w82644056 (This book is not a mainstream online article, a niche article, and it needs everyone's genuine support!) There are places where the words are excessive, so I hope you understand!