"I'm coming to see my woman!" Ning Yanji also looked painful, and didn't dare Lu Wanyi at all, so she bypassed her directly, walked to the side of the bed, and held Tong Xiaoxin's hand tightly, "Xiaoxin, I'm sorry, I'm late." ”

"Nope. No. Tong Xiaoxin shook her head, raised her other hand, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and her heart was even more sad when she saw Ning Yanji. Obviously she is the one who is sorry, and she is the one who should apologize, why did he say that, why did he make her feel so distressed?

"No crying, nothing to cry about. It's just a child, and there will be later. Ning Yanji comforted Tong Xiaoxin, "What the doctor said is not absolutely credible, they said it was difficult to conceive before, didn't you get pregnant this time?" So we'll have it later. ”

"Nope. No, it won't. Tong Xiaoxin knew that Ning Yanji was comforting herself, and she knew very well at the moment that the next time she conceived a child, it would be a great miracle without intention, and the probability of such a miracle happening was almost zero. She could believe that a miracle had befallen her, but she couldn't expect it to happen a second time.

"Yes. Definitely. You have to trust me. Ning Yanji wiped Tong Xiaoxin's tears, she lost her two children, no one was sadder than her, no one was sadder than her, no one was hurt more than her body. He gently rubbed her cheek, his fingertips tracing the curvature of her eyes, "I never believed what the doctor said, because I knew we would have our own children. ”

"Xiu Ji ......" Tong Xiaoxin cried even more after listening to Ning Yanji's words, it turned out that he had long known that she would not be able to get pregnant, but he had silently endured this sadness alone, and never mentioned a word in front of her. He's been reducing the pressure on her, and what about her? Not only did it not reduce his pressure, but it added more pressure to him, and he also lost the child he had so hard to get.

"The doctor said you can't cry, crying too much hurts your body. Don't cry yet, take care of your body, and then we will work together. Ning Yanji didn't forget Dr. Jì's words in her heart, a miscarriage is equivalent to a confinement session, and if you don't pay attention to it a little, it will leave a lot of root causes.

The first time she had a miscarriage, he wasn't there for her and didn't give her the care she deserved. And this time, he is by her side, so he has to give him the best care, and he can't let her be wronged a little more.

"Mom, please go back, since you don't like Xiaoxin, then don't appear in front of her." He turned around and looked at Lu Wanyi coldly, as if the person around him was not his mother, "You are also women, but what you are doing now is really chilling." Did my grandma do the same to you before? Mom, put your hands in your heart, feel it well, think about it! ”

"Don't talk to anyone else." Lu Wanyi was very dissatisfied with her son's attitude towards herself, she glared at Tong Xiaoxin, and blamed her for all the mistakes, "You hooked my son, so that our mother and son are now like enemies, are you satisfied?" I've never seen such a vicious woman as you! ”

"Mom! You're enough! Ning Yanji stopped Lu Wanyi in a loud voice, "Who is the real vicious person?" Have you ever wondered? Xiaoxin's body is so weak now, it should be the time to rest and recuperate, but what are you talking about? What did you do to her? ”

"What did I do? What do you say I did? If it weren't for your own good, if it weren't for your disobedience, would I be willing to play this vicious role? Lu Wanyi was also wiping her tears when she was angry with Ning Yanji, with an expression on her face that she felt that her son was unfilial, "You are such a big person, you should be thinking about something, right?" Don't you think about it, if you think about the Ning family, do you think that the Ning family will be the last? How can you make me worthy of the ancestors of the Ning family! ”

"Then you will give birth to yourself!" Ning Yanji was irritable in her heart, and she was angry with Lu Wanyi's attitude, so she was a little speechless.

"You ......" Lu Wan's feet were unstable, and she sat on the chair with a plop, holding on to the armrest of the chair, so that she didn't fall to the ground.

Tong Xiaoxin choked, covered her mouth and cried, and finally couldn't stand it anymore, and said, "Xiu Ji, don't be like this." You send your aunt home first. I want to sleep alone. I'm sleepy. ”

"Xiaoxin......" Ning Yanji frowned and looked at Tong Xiaoxin, the guilt in her heart became more and more intense, she should have given her a good environment to heal, but it turned out that she had suffered so many grievances.

"I'm really sleepy." Tong Xiaoxin endured crying and said to Ning Yanji seriously, "The doctor gave me an injection, and there is medicine in it that makes people sleepy, and I am very sleepy." You send Auntie back. I'll sleep alone, and I'll let Vivien watch over me. ”

"I'm not going. I'm not going anywhere. Ning Yanji resolutely refused to leave, and simply sat on the edge of the bed, "I'm here to guard you." I don't care what other people think of me or what they say about me. What filial piety is not filial piety, it is not as fucking as important as a human life! ”

Tong Xiaoxin took a deep breath helplessly, turned her head away from Ning Yanji, and said in a tone that was almost pleading, "Xiuji, you can send Auntie there." I want to sleep. I just want to sleep alone. Wake up and everything is fine. ”

The pain in the depths of her eyes fell into Ning Yanji's eyes, he was also in the same pain, enjoying her, but she didn't need him......

"Xiaoxin, I'll be back later." After being silent for a while, seeing that Tong Xiaoxin was still unwilling to talk to herself, Ning Yanji stood up and prepared to leave.

Tong Xiaoxin twisted her head, still didn't speak, and slowly closed her eyes, not knowing who she was gambling with and what she was gambling with.

Ning Yanji sighed deeply in her heart and said to Lu Wanyi, "I'll send you back." ”

Lu Wanyi's heart was not light, she stood up and walked out, and she didn't want to say a word to Ning Yanji.

The door of the ward was closed, the whole room was quiet, Tong Xiaoxin opened her eyes, bit the edge of the quilt, and began to cry again.

She reached out and touched her belly, which was empty again, and there was nothing left. And just a few hours ago, there was a fresh life here.

What did she do?

Since she met Ning Yanji, she quarreled with him as if they were incompatible; Later, Tian shamelessly fell in love with other people first, and also played drunk, had a relationship with others, and ran away uselessly; Later, the child was gone, and she was always trying to avoid him, unwilling to see him again, but she met him again, and luckily he happened to like her......

She thought that this was the best ending, because it was written like this in fairy tales, novels, and idol dramas, and at this point, it would end perfectly.

But the fact is so unfortunate that when she came here, everything changed. Not only does the story not end, but it doesn't even have a happy ending.

"Xiaoxin." The door of the ward was pushed open, and Bai Yiru walked in lightly, calling Tong Xiaoxin in distress.

"Yiru, are you here?" Tong Xiaoxin stopped crying, she reluctantly smiled at Bai Yiru, but there were obvious traces of dry tears on her face.

"Hmm. How do you feel now? Is there anything wrong with it? I'm going to call the doctor. Bai Yiru put the bag on the bedside table, sat on the chair, took her friend's hand, and asked with concern. She only knew what happened when she received a call from Ning Yanji.

After Ning Yanji left the hospital, she really didn't worry about Tong Xiaoxin, so she called Bai Yiru and asked her to come over to accompany her.

"It's fine. In fact, it's not difficult. It's just that the child is gone. Tong Xiaoxin said lightly, but the feeling of suffocation in the pain in her heart was so obvious, like a pot of boiling hot water, boiling and burning her on the tip of her heart.

"Who doesn't have an accident? Look at me, it's not like I almost lost my life at the beginning, but in the end, my children and I are fine. Bai Yiru used her own experience to comfort and comfort her friend, "So what the doctor said is not absolute, our own life itself is a miracle, what more miracles can't be created?" When you're discharged from the hospital and you're well, just work hard. Well? ”

"Hmm." Tong Xiaoxin nodded, her face was pale and bloodless, and her face was full of tiredness. "Alas. But it's a pity to decide. If only I had grabbed the ladder at the time. She smiled lightly like self-deprecation, and said softly with remorse. I've always been careless, how many times my mother has nagged me about this problem, I just can't change it, this time it's really a loss. ”

"You just like to think nonsense, and you always say that I love nonsense." Bai Yiru pinched Tong Xiaoxin's cheek, "The herringbone ladder is not fixed on the ground, if you pull it, you won't fall?" There is also the problem of hairy hands and feet, as if no one has it. Aren't we all smelling the same because we all have faults? ”

Tong Xiaoxin listened to Bai Yiru's words, smiled lightly again, and didn't say anything.

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Bai Yiru continued to comfort her friend, "If you have any problems with your body because of this, it will be a pity." ”

"No, don't worry. I'm not that vulnerable. Tong Xiaoxin heard Bai Yiru's nagging, and she felt indescribable in her heart, and she missed her mother very much at the moment.

"By the way, Ning Xiuji said, he is guarding you outside, if you want anything and what you want to do, just call him." Bai Yiru sat down, fed Tong Xiaoxin some water, and said, "I think he is also very uncomfortable, when you talk to him, pay a little attention." After all, my aunt's side is a headache. ”

"I know." Tong Xiaoxin nodded, she just didn't want to see Ning Yanji because she was upset, so he avoided it so consciously and sensibly. Thinking about what he had done for her, she wanted to cry again. In fact, compared to him being so gentle and considerate, she would rather him beat and scold her and blame her for not protecting the child well.

"Auntie's side, I'll take care of it with Confectionery and my mother-in-law, so you don't care. I think she still likes to listen to my mother-in-law. Bai Yiru knew that Tong Xiaoxin was very worried about Lu Wanyi, so she took the initiative to say, "Aunt is angry for a few days, and she will be fine in a few days." You don't think too much about it. As for the rest, there will always be a solution, let's figure it out together, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. ”

"Hmm. I'll talk about that when I'm discharged from the hospital. Tong Xiaoxin pursed her lips and smiled, looking at Bai Yiru with bright eyes, "Didn't you all say that you want me to take care of my body first?" ”

"It's good to know." Bai Yiru was very satisfied with Tong Xiaoxin's attitude, and talked to her for a while.

The nurse came to change the hanging bottle for Tong Xiaoxin, she took care of it, asked people some things to pay attention to, and told her friends before leaving.

Tong Xiaoxin was hospitalized, and there were quite a lot of friends who came to visit her, but the people who could really take care of her were Ning Yanji and Bai Yiru's family.

Because she didn't want to see Ning Yanji, Ning Yanji had to ask Bai Yiru and Ning Keyan to take care of her.

Bai Yiru, as a friend, is naturally happy to take care of his friend.

And Ning Keji, because she has been thinking that Tong Xiaoxin and Ning Jiji have been for so long, and her body has been injured again, and she feels sorry for others, and she is very willing to take care of her.

When Tong Xiaoxin was discharged from the hospital, Ning Keyan also came with Bai Yiru to pick her up. Only Lu Wanyi never appeared.

"It's better if my mom doesn't come. Don't think about it. When she comes, she will be angry. Ning Yanji held Tong Xiaoxin's hand, and whispered to her that the love was not very good.

"I didn't think about it." Tong Xiaoxin pulled her broken hair behind her ears and smiled faintly, as intoxicating as the breeze after the rain, but she was a little less angry than before.

"The work in the studio, there will be Vivian to help you deal with it, if she can't do it well, you can ask Ah Guan for help. You can rest at home for a while. Ning Yanji told Tong Xiaoxin very carefully.

"Hmm. That's good. Thank you for your hard work. Tong Xiaoxin took a casual look and found that there were two more nannies at home, but they were not very old.

"I just invited me, I have studied nutrition, and I know how to maintain my body." Ning Yanji saw that Tong Xiaoxin was a little confused, so she explained casually, but she didn't say that he invited the nanny to come specifically to regulate her body.

"Oh." Tong Xiaoxin continued to answer lightly, and then walked upstairs, "I'll go to the roof of the building to see how the lettuce I grow grows." ”

Ning Yanji looked at Tong Xiaoxin's back, and followed later.

Next to the small garden on the rooftop, there are two foam boxes filled with lush lettuce, which makes you want to pick them up for salads or sandwiches.

"I didn't expect them to grow so big." Tong Xiaoxin squatted in front of the foam box and reached out to flick the green lettuce leaves.

Before, because she thought she had nothing to do, and because she thought it was fun, she also learned from others, got some soil and lettuce seeds, and planted them to play with them, but she didn't expect them to grow much better. She was really surprised by the abundance of vegetables now.

"Yes. Is it good for us to make a vegetable salad with this at night? Ning Yanji also squatted beside Tong Xiaoxin and asked her in a low voice, that kind of cautious look, as if she was afraid that if she was a little louder, she would be frightened of something.

"Okay." Tong Xiao happily turned around and smiled at Ning Yanji, just like before he was hospitalized, heartfelt and full of vitality. "I'd like to put some small tomatoes. I want to eat tomatoes. ”

"No problem, I'll call the kitchen to buy it." Ning Yanji nodded and finished speaking, and asked Tong Xiaoxin again, "Do you want to plant small tomatoes?" ”

"Yes!" Tong Xiaoxin nodded without thinking, she could imagine the appearance of small red lanterns hanging on the green saplings, which was really full of color and flavor. As soon as she thought of this, she was a little nervous, and asked excitedly, "Where can I buy tomato seeds?" ”

"I've got it." Ning Yanji smiled like a child, stood up and ran downstairs, "You wait, I'll look for it." ”

Tong Xiaoxin shrugged and smiled, and when Ning Yanji's back disappeared at the staircase, her smile disappeared with it.

With her head down, she slowly pulled out the lettuce one by one, flicked off the dirt on it, and carefully stacked them neatly on the stone steps at her feet.

Ning Yanji went downstairs and took the seeds up, and held them up in front of Tong Xiaoxin's eyes like a treasure, "Look." It says that after burying the seeds in the soil, cover them with plastic film, and when the seedlings grow, they are pulled out and transplanted. ”

"So troublesome?" Tong Xiaoxin looked at the tomato seedlings painted on the bag, and there were tiny fluff on them, slightly white, not as green as she thought.

"No hassle. Let's plant together. Ning Yanji said, helping Tong Xiaoxin pull out the lettuce in the foam box, loosen the soil, and water it before scattering the seeds into it.

"Do you want to cover it with dirt?" Tong Xiaoxin held a small shovel in her hand.

"No, I don't. Sweep it with this and cover it slightly. If it is covered too thickly, it will hold down the young shoots and will prevent many seeds from germinating. Ning Yanji looked like a professional, took a brush in his hand, and gently swept it on the soil a few times, "That's it." ”

"Well, this is a stick." Tong Xiaoxin took the stick on the ground to Ning Yanji, squatted aside and watched him work carefully, "Xiu Ji, how do you know so much?" Do you still learn to grow vegetables in college? ”

"Don't learn. But I can learn it on my own. Ning Yanji smiled brightly, he didn't learn these things deliberately, just because Tong Xiaoxin suddenly liked planting flowers, plants and small vegetables, so he took the opportunity to learn about it with a few friends who studied agriculture. These vegetable seeds were also asked by him for his friends. "What else do you like to plant? Do you want peas? Next time we plant peas, will we plant spinach? ”

"Okay." Tong Xiaoxin nodded very happily, "I still want to grow cabbage." It can be used as an ornamental flower and can be used for eating. ”

"Then plant together. We planted a little bit on the roof of the building with foam boxes, and downstairs I asked someone to dig a hole in the garden, and we could also plant it. Ning Yanji stuck a stick on the edge of the soil, covered it with plastic paper, fixed the surroundings, patted the soil on his hands, and turned his head to look at Tong Xiaoxin, "In this way, we can grow some plants that grow tall, such as green beans and cucumbers, and corn." ”