Chapter 78: Love You in His Place
I drove home with her to get my guitar, and then we came to a square next to the lake, which would be very lively in the summer, but it was late autumn at this time, and few people came here to find amusement after the evening.
Mi Caipan and I sat on the lawn, the street lamp reflected gently on us, and the wind seemed to become soft under the filter of the light.
I tried the guitar and asked Mi Cai, "Now let's go into the part where you order me to sing, say, what song do you want to listen to, I will try my best to be satisfied." β
"You can do whatever you want."
I thought about it for a while, and finally chose a song "Winter" by the Good Sister Band, and the reason why I warmed up with this song was because I liked the lyrics of this song very much.
"A little colder, the snowflakes of winter, the street where we walked together when I passed by your door; A little farther away, in the hazy season of youth, your smile condensed in the wind, flooding my eyes like snow, how many years have passed, the flowers are scattered, I want to ask if there are any raindrops made of your lovesickness in the white clouds; The moon falls and the sky is full of frost, once the sea has become mulberry fields, spring goes to autumn and comes again, can you still miss me in the past......"
I ended the song with a long tail note in my self-absorption, and Mi Cai applauded me with a smile and approval, I smiled, habitually lit myself a cigarette after singing, handed the guitar to Mi Cai, and asked, "Can you play?" I feel like you will! β
Mi Cai handed me her hand and showed it to me, and she had her nails done.
"You mean you know how to play, but you can't play it?" I asked.
"I used to go to school abroad, and I studied a little bit when I was bored." Mi Cai nodded and said.
"I think your temperament is more suitable for playing the piano, and a woman with the temperament of CC plays the guitar well."
"You have a very clear division of a woman's temperament."
I exhaled the cigarette in my mouth and laughed, "All I have in my life is the pleasure of studying women...... Alas! Otherwise, how can we survive the changes of the four seasons over and over again! β
Mi Cai smiled, which was in response to my words, and I snuffed out the cigarette butt, lay on my back on the lawn, looking at the starry sky, a little tired from the autumn wind, it may have nothing to do with the wind, but the night was too quiet at this time.
The fragrance of Mi Cai's body drifted into my nostrils with the breeze, and I felt comfortable and comfortable, and gradually closed my eyes and fell asleep.
Mi Cai, who was beside me for a long time, finally pushed me and said, "Zhaoyang, can you sing another proverb of love for me?" β
I sat up and looked at her, remembering that I had played this song in her car not long ago, and she was crying, and I realized that there must be a story in this song that she will never forget.
Afraid that she would cry again, I asked, "Are you sure you want to listen?" β
Mi Cai nodded heavily.
"Okay, but after singing later, you have to tell me the story of you and this song, ...... last time"
Mi Cai interrupted me and said, "You can sing." β
I didn't get a positive answer from Mi Cai, but it was barely coming, as long as she was willing to listen to it at the moment, I would sing it to her, and let it go with the flow and make this autumn night continue to be simple.
I plucked my guitar again and played this song of great love in the lowest voice.
Just sang the sentence: "Love is something that no one can understand, love is the eternal melody, love is the process of laughter and tears falling, love used to be me and your ......", Mi Cai's tears had fallen, and her face was full of heartfelt grief.
I didn't stop singing because of this, and I knew that Mi Cai must not want me to stop, because there was her nostalgia in this song, and it would be cruel for her to interrupt the nostalgia at this moment.
I slowly finished singing this song with a soothing rhythm, and Mi Cai was already crying like a tearful person, in my image she was a strong woman, never crying lightly, but this song touched the softest place in her heart.
The quiet night, the blowing wind, and the crying woman made me feel pity for this man, and I gently hugged Mi Cai beside me into my arms, stroked her hair, and wiped away the tears after crying for her.
Mi Cai didn't struggle, she leaned on my arms for a long time, choked up and said to me, "You know what...... This is one of my father's favorite songs...... When I was 15 years old, he took me to listen to Luo Dayou's concert in Nanjing, and the scene was very noisy and noisy that day, but when I sang this song, the audience was quiet, and my father whispered to me: He will always love me, I am the most loved person in his life, but ...... He didn't keep his promise, he was a liar...... But I really miss him...... He must be lonely in that world! β¦β¦β
Mi Cai couldn't cry anymore, she hugged me tightly, like an insecure girl, and at this moment I finally understood why she was so disgusted with other people's behavior of not keeping promises, because her father Mi Zhongxin did not keep his promise to love her all the time, but life is so impermanent, a great promise of love was ruined in a car accident...... But I believe that if there really is another world, Yoneshin will definitely keep his promise and always love his daughter Mi Cai.
I was at a loss when the breeze blew, and I didn't know how to comfort me, so I said in a deep voice, "Don't cry...... Soon, there will definitely be a man who will love you and guard you in place of your father, and the love will be longer, longer, and there will be no end. β
Mi Cai did not respond to my comfort, but leaned closer to me, and I couldn't help but look into the distance and ask myself: Is there really a happy river in this world? If there is, at this moment I am willing to take this woman's hand and jump into this river, even if I am exhausted, I will hold her to swim to the end of the river.
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The night was deeper, the breeze passed by us by the moonlight, Mi Cai finally left my body, she straightened her sideburns that were wet with her own tears, looked at the darkness in the distance without street lamps, there was no weakness in her expression, she turned to look at me for a long time, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I hope you will go back to Suzhou, but I will not force you, if you do not find a suitable job in Xuzhou, you feel that Suzhou is more suitable for your own development, you come to me, I will help you arrange." β
I put the guitar in the box and jokingly asked, "I'm going back to Suzhou, would you like to give me that house?" β
Mi Cai was stunned for a moment and said, "If you are willing to go back, I can let it be given to you." β
I smiled, put on my guitar, and whispered to Mi Cai, "Let's go, I'll take you back to the hotel...... By the way, do you really want to stay in Xuzhou for a few days? I can take you around our attractions in Xuzhou. β
"No, I've already said what I should say, I've done what I should do, you can choose the rest, I'll go back to Suzhou tomorrow morning."
I'm not surprised that Mi Cai left in a hurry, after all, Zhuomei such a large group needs her to manage, even if she has only been in Xuzhou for a day and a half, but this has been long enough for her, and I only hope that she can do her best to solve the conflict of interests within Zhuomei after she goes back, so that she will save a lot of worry and peace of mind!
When I walked side by side with Mi Cai to the car, I said to her, "What time will I leave tomorrow morning, I'll see you off." β
"7 o'clock, but you don't need to send it, I drove my own car, it's very convenient."
"Anyway, you also came to Xuzhou to find me, so you want to send it."
"Then take your shoulders."
I nodded, and the night seemed to get a little darker as we walkedβ
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