Chapter 166 Determined to find Jinyu
Shen Lin looked at Feng Feng, who came to see her, and there was no turmoil in her heart, as if she had a tacit understanding that she would come over early in the morning. But it was still a formality, and after Feng Feng saluted her, she retreated to the people in the room, and immediately asked her, "Come to me, is there anything wrong?" ”
Shen Lin's voice was soft and gentle, and it was very intimate in the ears. Especially at this time, Feng Feng's heart was in chaos, and Shen Lin's friendly voice suddenly made her feel inexplicably moved.
Feng Feng was silent for a moment, and immediately did not hide her emotions, and cried in front of Shen Lin without shying away or minding: "Ah Yu is missing, will he not come back...... I'm so sad in my heart, so sad......" I was slurred by choking, and I looked sad between sobbing.
Shen Lin didn't speak, walked over silently, raised his hand and touched Feng Feng's shoulder.
This silent appeasement is deeply comforting. Feng Feng's mood gradually calmed down, she closed her eyes and stopped crying when she raised her head, but the crying did not subside: "I don't know where I want to go or where I can go...... I don't know who else to talk to about my grief but Mrs. Five. This is the truth, the most unpretentious, simple and sincere heartfelt words.
Such honesty is like the most precious pearl in the world where people's hearts are separated from their bellies, and in the cold and ruthless deep mansion compound.
Shen Lin was moved, moved by Fengfeng's trust. Feng Feng regarded her as the only confidant and a confidant worthy of entrusting her emotions, and she was of course moved. As for Wan Jinyu, it would be a lie to say that she had no concern, but Shen Lin was not worried, she knew that Jinyu would come back, and it wouldn't take long.
That is the real seed of infatuation in the sky, and it has never been a flashy flower of wealth in the world! Such a delicate and gentle person who values love and righteousness, has his beloved, his love, and many ties that he can't give up and is destined to give up, how can he really leave and completely disappear from everyone's sight?
She understands Jinyu, this affection and affection have fulfilled his poetic and magnificent life, and at the same time, it has also aggravated his pain, and has become a prison that he has woven himself in this life, and he will never escape!
Feng Feng should also know him, but as the most direct party, Feng Feng will inevitably be upset. And Shen Lin couldn't know in detail what else happened between Feng Feng and Jin Yu.
"If you are sad, find a way to keep yourself from being sad, and find a way to soothe this pain if you have pain in your heart." Shen Lin looked sideways, looking at Feng Feng, who had calmed down a little, and her eyes showed a trace of deep meaning.
Feng Feng raised her eyes, slightly puzzled.
Shen Lin smiled, turned his gaze away and stopped looking at her: "He left because of you...... Go find him! She made a spit, as if relieving the depression in her heart, and said, "Go to him, get him back." Turning his eyes again, his gaze fell on Feng Feng.
Feng Feng raised her head in a panic, her thoughts were a little scattered and a little fluttering: "Can I?" ”
Shen Lin smiled, his eyes sank, and his expression was positive: "You can." She paused word by word, and when these three words were low, they were close to her heart.
This sense of intimacy easily warmed Fengfeng's heart, but she still had a little weakness after all: "Why should I? Feng Feng narrowed her eyes, and thought about it and asked.
Shen Lin looked directly at her: "With your love for him." It's still a very simple sentence, without deliberate emphasis on tone, and no redundant words to consider. In the plain, you can see the real chapter.
Feng Feng was moved, and her eyebrows trembled a little. She couldn't contain the emotion, she couldn't dissect what she was thinking at the moment. But in the dark, she recognized Shen Lin's words, Shen Lin was right, she felt that she couldn't doubt it, she shouldn't doubt it.
Shen Lin held Feng Feng's hand, this is a wordless resonance, for love, for Jinyu.
The two of them really have a relationship, because they fell in love with the same man before and after, and they are destined to be deeply imprinted by this man for the rest of their lives, and the thick ink and color cannot be faded away and unforgettable!
Suddenly, two women who also loved Jinyu hugged each other. The trickling of thoughts, those encouragements, not to be mentioned in words, are now clear, they have become very clear, very clear!
Feng Feng walked slowly all the way to Haoxuan Hall.
The house is a wordless mute, but it also seems to be contaminated with the fireworks of the world. When the owner is not there, the place is empty. However, everywhere is full of memories of the past, and every corner of it is felt that the houses, trees, flowers and trees, and even bricks, tiles, winds and dust have reappeared yesterday, telling the story of the past, the floating world when the person was still there.
Qingyue came to greet Feng Feng and politely welcomed her into the courtyard.
Along the way, the two of them did not say a word more tacitly, and they both carefully appreciated the spring scenery along the way.
In this way, Qingyue began to talk to Feng Feng leisurely without a match, telling Feng Feng that since the young master disappeared, this Haoxuan Hall was deserted; The crowd washed their faces with tears day after day, their faces were gray and their faces were not happy......
In fact, if Qingyue doesn't say it, Feng Feng can see it by himself. She nodded and sighed slightly: "In this situation, even if I am stubborn and ignorant, I can't be relieved and sad!" After a pause, he glanced at Qingyue, "What's more, a person in the hall who lives here like my sister and accompanies the young master day and night." As she spoke, she felt that even the plants and trees were dyed with sentimentality, and she quietly cried and complained with sadness and hatred.
I didn't want Qingyue to shake my head, I stopped the step under my feet, and turned to look at Feng Feng: "The saddest thing is actually more than that." After frowning, the gloomy and sentimental taste became more emphasized.
"More than that?" Feng Feng was puzzled.
Qing Yue sighed, and said slowly: "The people here have accompanied the young master all the way, and the young master's intentions for the girl, we can see it more clearly than anyone else." She glanced at Feng Feng, "From the beginning, the young master often missed the girl, and then the young master frequently thought about it. The young master Ping Suri often stared at a piece of rice paper with messy ink; Or ask someone to make a lot of it in the style of a pastry, but after serving it to him, he doesn't use it, just looks at it and smirks, and is stunned, it's an afternoon......"
These are all trivial things in Jinyu's daily life, and in the past, I always felt unremarkable, but at this moment, I was picked up by the careful Qingyue one by one, and I didn't feel sad about the situation!
Feng Feng just listened to this, and suddenly his thoughts wandered, quite sad! She muttered to herself in a daze, so she couldn't help but choke up: "That painting was the first time I met Ah Yu, I played with my letter pen and scribbled it...... That dim sum was made for Ah Yu, and I also made it with him...... "Pile by pile, what is the deep memory?" At that time, it was just ordinary, but I didn't realize it, but at this moment, I suddenly realized that the two had infiltrated each other's lives, and it had already become a habit to be meticulous and meticulous, and it was difficult to leave anyone or leave anyone behind!
Qing Yue followed the opening of the memory gap, and continued to take care of herself: "After the matter of Miss Yin, the young master moved away, but his love for the girl became more and more loyal and his mind became more and more firm. And then there's Aunt Luyu...... has experienced many changes, but no matter how bumpy the road is, no matter how things change, the only thing that remains unchanged is the young master's sincerity to the girl! Sighs filled his mouth, and the words fell to his heart.
Feng Feng pursed her lips.
Qingyue's words were not broken: "The young master Zhenri is under great pressure and deep depression, although he often forces his face to laugh in front of people, but he always secretly endures everything and bears everything quietly. When he mentioned the girl, he always sobbed with tears and choked up; and feared that others would ridicule him for his weakness, so he tried his best to suppress it, but he could not hide it. Look at it, it's really heartbreaking! Where the love came, Qingyue shed tears, turned her cheeks aside and sighed to herself.
Listening quietly like this, Feng Feng gradually clenched his fists. She was tenacious and more determined in her heart, and with the mood that arose, she didn't say anything more, desperately stubborn, turned around and walked out!
Feng Feng had an impulse, she wanted to find the young master, she was desperate to see him, and she couldn't stop for a moment!
In this way, she did not stop halfway, but made up her mind to go out of Wanfu to find Jinyu who traveled far away.
But when Feng Feng walked out of the boundary of Zhu Ming Courtyard, reason still occupied the peak. After she stopped and thought about it for a while, she suppressed her emotions and turned back to Huaiyue Hall, and directly told the second wife that she was going to find the eldest young master back!
The second wife raised her eyes and looked at her, she must have been embarrassed in her eyes with such a fiery look. But the second wife's expression was indifferent, and she turned her eyes and said leisurely: "Very good, this is what I wanted to say to you early in the morning." ”
Feng Feng was slightly surprised.
The second wife looked at Feng Feng again, and continued: "Find him back, you must!" Dai's eyebrows gradually frowned, and her eyes added a touch of sharpness, "Even if it's not for you, it's for the eldest lady!" Again, it was silent.
Feng Feng felt a deficit in her heart, but quickly calmed down. The starting point is different, but the heart is the same, that is, I hope that the eldest young master can come back and come back soon.
The smell of conspiracy was smelled again, but Feng Feng was used to it, so she didn't feel too uncomfortable. She just felt so funny, funny that everything in this world was fake, and even the love that originally belonged to her began to be indistinguishable from true and false......
"He left because of you." The second wife's expression was calm, her tone was a little emphasized, and she looked at Fengfeng, "You still need to tie the bell to the bell...... Even if it's for no one, remember that it's for yourself! ”
This last sentence is peeling off the flashy self-proximity, and the second wife knows what Feng Feng is thinking.
This sentence was like a thunderbolt that slashed down on the top of Feng Feng's head!
For yourself, right. She seems to have fallen into a deep circle from beginning to end, in fact, she can think about it from another angle, her love with Jinyu is actually not in conflict with scheming. Sincerity is real, and so is utilization. While taking the opportunity to become an outsider, the most important thing is that he has never lost his original intention...... So how can this love be said not to be pure?
The fire of vanity burned suddenly, Feng Feng's mind precipitated, faintly, soft intestines, and mixed feelings. The feeling of emotion is revolving, affecting this inch of body and heart!