Chapter 173: Collapse
Go abroad? Go abroad.
Wang Xixi felt that his body was no longer his own, and his soul was floating in the Dao, and he was completely out of his control. It is as if you are in a particularly illusory world, and everything you hear and see is illusory.
She heard the sound of the woman closing the door as she left, and it was ethereal.
Must be dreaming, yes.
She heard her own unfazed voice: "I'm dreaming, right, Gu Ao, I'm dreaming." ”
Gu Ao's face was close in front of him, sharp and angular, not relaxed at all, so serious. The good-looking peach blossom was a little distressed in her eyes.
"Yes, as long as I try to wake up." Wang Xixi muttered to herself, and the whole person looked dizzy.
She slapped herself in the face.
Gu Ao was taken aback by her movements, and hurriedly stepped forward to hold her hand: "What are you doing?!" ”
The half of his face quickly became red and swollen, Wang Xixi gently put his hand up, and didn't notice Gu Ao beside him at all, "It hurts, why haven't I woken up yet?" ”
Gu Ao took her into his arms.
Wang Xixi didn't react at all, and muttered to himself: "It must still not hurt enough to wake me up from my dream." Well, it must be like that. ”
She suddenly struggled out of his embrace, and suddenly he didn't have time to react.
In a hurry, Gu Ao grabbed one of her arms, but her strength was so great that he was staggered a few steps by her.
Wang Xixi stubbornly slammed his head into the corner of the table!
Gu Ao exerted his strength at this moment and pulled her back into his embrace.
"Sissy, don't do that." His voice was gentle and stoic, and his eyes seemed to be shining with countless stars.
Wang Xixi was still talking to himself: "Why don't you let me bump into it, then I will definitely wake up." ”
Gu Ao hugged her and held her tightly, holding her in his arms, "You're not dreaming. ”
Her body froze in his arms after these words, like a stiff corpse.
He held her all the time.
It wasn't until much later that she burst out crying.
It's like a child who lost his toy when he was a child.,Regardless of the ground.,Howling and crying.。
She struggled in his arms, trying to escape, but he still held her tightly.
She started kicking and hitting him, but he pressed her head into his arms.
She stood on her tiptoes and bit his shoulder with all her strength.
"Shhhh
"If that's the case, if you'll feel better," his voice was still low, "then hit me and bite me." ”
If so, you can feel better...... The words echoed cruelly in her mind, and no matter what, she wouldn't feel any better.
She fell silent, and collapsed into his arms as if she had lost her strength, only tears still flowing.
His hand rested on her hair, rubbing it like he had done so many times, soothing her.
"Can't you stay?" She finally fell silent, her face taut with tears, her eyes red as she stared at him.
Gu Ao swore that he was a little shaken when he saw her so distressing.
But he eventually shook his head.
"I'm just going for a few years and I'll be back." There was a lot of unconfidence in his tone, "However, Cissy is a girl who needs to be taken care of." ”
"So what?" She stared at his face.
He raised his head and looked gentle: "If you can't wait, we'll ......"
"Don't say it, don't say it." She interrupted him, "I don't want to hear those two words. ”
She approached him, "I'll hold you again." ”
He opened his arms. She smelled the familiar smell of him, the faint smell of soap mixed with his body fragrance, it smelled very pleasant, and she was able to forget all her worries.
"When are you leaving?" She struggled to make her voice sound like a normal chat.
"If it goes well, I think it will be after graduating from high school, but I have to prepare for exams and various application materials before that, so it may be very busy." He also struggled to make his voice sound like he was talking to a friend about his current situation.
Wang Xixi didn't know what to say. They hugged awkwardly.
"I'm leaving." Wang Xixi withdrew from his embrace.
He watched as her back disappeared outside the door.
It was already dark outside the window, and from the floor-to-ceiling windows, you could see the street lamps that were gradually lighting up outside.
His heart was suddenly tugged at by someone, and it hurt and hurt.
He grabbed the key and chased after him.
When Wang Xixi walked out of Gu Ao's house, he burst into tears again, his mind was full of the word "going abroad", and he walked forward mechanically on his two legs.
The human body probably has a memory, and her body relied on this memory to come to the newsstand near her house.
The chubby boss had already turned the lights on. He looked in amazement at the little girl who passed by in front of his newsstand, and she looked like she was in a state of despair.
He grabbed the phone behind him and dialed it, "Yes?" I saw the girl. ”
"Well, it's the girls who come to me a lot to buy magazines. It looks like a soul is not giving up. ”
"It's your classmate, why don't you come and see what's going on."
"Hey, why hang up, I haven't finished yet." The boss shook his fat head, the current child is really forgetful!
Song Senran rushed over after receiving the call.
He saw Wang Xixi, who was swaying, and she seemed to be going to fall at any moment.
"Do you want your parents to see you like this?" He walked behind her and held her body. "They'll be sure to ask."
Wang Xixi raised his head, and Song Senran was taken aback by the tears on his face.
But he quickly calmed down, "Otherwise, let's go to Li Jing's place for a night." ”
He helped Wang Xixi to sit in front of the door of another unit, took out his mobile phone, and quickly contacted Li Jing.
"You've known the Tao for a long time, haven't you?" Wang Xixi raised his head and stared at Song Senran with his eyes, "That's why you said that day, right?" ”
Her voice was not loud, but she asked him clearly.
Song Senran nodded silently.
"Hu Meiyin must have also seen Gu Ao's mother, so she didn't let me go to him." Her voice was soft, "But sooner or later, you have to know the truth." ”
She curled up and hugged her knees.
She was clearly in front of him, but he felt that he could never get close to her.
After receiving the call, Li Jing quickly rushed over from the school. She didn't ask her what was wrong, but hugged her curled up, "Sissy, come with me, okay?" ”
Wang Xixi stood up ignorantly.
After watching Li Jing pull Wang Xixi away, Song Senran walked into a shadow that was not easy to find in the corner of the wall. "She's gone."