Fang Yuan opened the personnel file of Jumei Shopping Center in confusion, his eyes stayed on the first page, and his expression changed rapidly, no less than the shock I was when I saw it at first glance.

Yan Yan beside her, perceiving Fang Yuan's abnormal expression, said "What's wrong" and also looked at the personnel file in Fang Yuan's hand, only glanced at it, covered her mouth in surprise and then stared at me with a pair of big eyes, and said for a while: "Mom, the CEO of Zhuomei Shopping Center is your girlfriend!" …… Is this too exaggerated, or am I hallucinating? ”

Fang Yuan put down the file in his hand, looked at me with the same expression as Yan Yan and said, "Zhaoyang, what's going on, I haven't heard you say it before, Mi Cai is the CEO of Zhuomei!" ”

"I also found out after reading this personnel file this morning, and I feel the same as you, I also think it's my own hallucination!"

Fang Yuan and Yan Yan glanced at each other, still with shocked expressions, and asked me, "How did you and her meet?" ”

"Remember when I told you that the old house I used to live in was bought by a woman who drove a luxury car?"

"Well, you told me."

"It was Mi Cai who bought it, and then we took it for granted."

Fang Yuan nodded, suddenly as if he had thought of the crux of the problem, and asked with a piercing look, "In less than a month, she became your girlfriend?" ”

I also tried to cover up: "No way, fate can't stop it!" ”

"The CEO of Zhuomei was chased by you Zhaoyang in less than a month? The plot of the novel didn't develop so quickly, did it? ”

Yan Yan echoed and said: "At the beginning, you introduced Mi Cai to us, we all thought that you had been dating her for a long time, but we didn't expose it, but I didn't expect you to know each other for less than a month, Zhaoyang, your kung fu is at the peak!" ”

"Can you two stop talking to me in such a weird way." I glared at the two of them after I finished speaking.

Fang Yuan and Yan Yan asked in unison: "Then you will honestly explain to us, what is the relationship between you and Mi Cai?" ”

In fact, the moment I showed Mi Cai's file to Fang Yuan, I already knew that this paper couldn't contain the fire today, who would believe that the CEO of a top shopping mall would fall in love with an unreliable little staff, if you want to blame it, life is too nerve, why Mi Cai is the CEO of Zhuomei, even if she is the daughter of a township business owner, or she jumped out of the cracks in the stone, I will not face the dilemma of being debunked now.

For a long time, I said impatiently to Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, who were staring at me: "You two don't look at me like a prisoner, I can't recruit it!" ”

"Hurry up, if you don't recruit again, we will torture you." Yan Yan said with a pink fist at me.

I lay on my back in the chair, finally looked at the ceiling, and said as if I was open: "She's not my girlfriend, at your wedding that day, I was quite empty alone, so I called Mi Cai, said to invite her to dinner, tricked her into attending your wedding banquet, and then met Jian Wei, I said that she was my girlfriend as soon as my brain was hot, and then I kept covering up lies with lies, until all of you really thought she was my girlfriend......"

"Oh my God! Zhaoyang, does this mean that you still can't forget Janeway? Yan Yan asked me in surprise despite the large number of people in the restaurant.

"Fang Yuan, give your daughter-in-law a tranquilizer, noisy!" I said in the calmest of tones.

Fang Yuan gave Yan Yan a look to signal her to be quiet, Yan Yan finally gave me an apologetic look, and then fell silent, leaving room for conversation to me and Fang Yuan.

After being silent for a while, Fang Yuan said to me, "Zhaoyang, why do you use such a childish approach to deceive yourself? ”

I laughed and said, "Childish? I just want to make myself feel better, as well as Jian Wei and Xiang Chen, at least everyone doesn't seem so bitter and hateful, at least they can talk a few words like a friend. ”

Fang Yuan sighed, and then fell silent, the most powerless thing in the world is the love between men and women, it is impossible to come and go, and no one can save me and Jian Wei's past, Fang Yuan chose to be silent because he understood this truth.

I am also silent, helpless in silence, sad in helplessness, but not a single leaf can break Lang to take me away from the boat of sorrow on this late autumn night, so I imprison my desires, shake my soul, and look restlessly......

……

At the end of dinner, I walked alone on the streets, not to mention lost my soul, but I kind of wanted to leave the city, in fact, I wanted to leave for a long time, because this city had made me fantasize for two years and tired me for two years.

I have dreamed countless times in sleepless nights that one day Janeway will come back to me, but the illusions have been shattered again and again, so I am getting more and more tired, and now I finally don't have to fantasize anymore, because Janeway already has a heart, and when Xiang Chen put on the necklace of love for her, I was already awake.

I really want to leave all my fantasies, my loss, and my loneliness in this city, and then let the cold autumn wind crush this damn qiē, which has nothing to do with me from now on, how fucking cool it should be!

I want to leave! Leaving here, I went back to the city where I grew up, and I had a sweater knitted by my mother when it was cold, and I had herbal tea brewed by my father when I was hot......

But I can't leave this city, my soul is already buried here, there is a guitar that sings lonely, there is an empty city that hides the past, and there is an old house that soothes me.

Sitting on a bench at the bus stop, watching blankly as the buses carrying passengers drove to every corner of the city, I seemed to have nowhere to go this night.

The last No. 32 bus stopped at the bus stop, I woke up suddenly, and then ran up in a panic, threw a coin, and finally had an identity called a passenger, and this night, I will follow this No. 32 bus, through 6 streets back to the old house.

……

Subconsciously, I didn't want to leave this old house, so this morning, I took the risk to go to Mi Cai's room again, found a string of keys to this room, and naively thought that Mi Cai really left this house to me and would never come back.

Took out the key and opened the door of the house, but unexpectedly heard the sound of washing in the bathroom, and looked at the shoe rack, there was a pair of Chanel's crystal sequin-tied women's leather shoes, which was undoubtedly Mi Cai's return.

I stood silently at the door of the bathroom, looked at Mi Cai who was washing, and suddenly said, "Are you back?" ”

Mi Cai was not frightened, and may have heard the movement of me opening the door just now, but she ignored me, and seemed to be still angry at my dead face yesterday.

"Did you rinse your mouth just now?" I asked Mi Cai again.

Mi Cai subconsciously looked at his toothbrush before saying, "What is this for?" ”

"I woke up late this morning, and I didn't have time to buy toiletries, so I used yours." I replied.

Mi Cai's expression suddenly became cloudy, and his breath became heavier: "You ......"

"You left so resolutely yesterday, I thought you wouldn't come back, otherwise I would have told you in advance, or I would have bought you a new set."

Mi Cai seemed to see the expression of a cockroach that day, and said angrily: "Are you disgusting? ”

"You're a beauty, I definitely don't feel disgusting, just use it!" I'll tell you the truth, in fact, it's really a trivial thing for me, when I was in college, a few guys smoked a cigarette, and they all squeezed saliva into their mouths, and used it as a reference, who would mind using a toothbrush used by a beautiful woman, besides, I really planned to buy her a new set, and who knew she would be back tonight.

"I mean, your behavior is disgusting!"

I innocently said, "I'm not disgusting with your toothbrush, so don't worry about me." ”

Mi Cai's expression was even more angry, she threw her toothbrush, towel, and even cosmetics into the garbage basket, walked to me blocking the bathroom door, pushed me hard, and burst into a foul mouth for the first time: "Dead open!" ”

I grabbed Mi Cai and "suddenly realized" and said, "Oh! It turned out that I used your toothbrush, you are disgusting! …… You see that your ability to express yourself is really anxious, it's not clear! ”――