Chapter 36: Detachment
Mei'er crouched on the dressing table in the Qinse Palace, looking at the colorful phoenix crown in front of her.
I have only become an adult thanks to my uncle's eggs, and the kindness of nurturing has not been repaid, my uncle's family has been scattered in the dark, and the culprit is actually me!
In the past few years, my uncle has subtly substituted the role of father into my heart, making up for the shortcomings of my fatherless, that day my uncle said to me with a face full of satisfaction, to get this phoenix crown to marry, not only your glory, but also the glory of the entire ice and snow family, but the original glory - turned into ashes, forever and forever.
She threw the phoenix crown outward, and the phoenix crown brought out a perfect arc and fell into the glass pool, she raised her head to look at the clear auspicious cloud mural on the top, and only felt remorse.
It's me who is bad, it's all because I'm not good.
She sobbed and cried.
"There are thousands of women in the heavenly realm, why do you have to pick me?"
Who made this rule-breaking! Why should I bear it?
Looking at the nine-fold curtain on the ground, she recalled the experience of the past few years, and unconsciously woke up, she whispered: "This is not my home, mastermother?" Hehe! Joke, to this day I don't even know what the emperor looks like. β
She stood up and walked to the purple jade mirror, the girl in the mirror was as beautiful as ever, she looked at the mirror, her deep eyes were beating stubborn and unwilling: "What am I here?" Aren't the people in the palace privately talking about the emperor who dragged on for two years before he reluctantly agreed to get married? The so-called inspection out of the palace is just an excuse, with the ability of the first person in his heavenly domain, who can shackle him for two years and not return? Hehe, he's avoiding me! It seems that this marriage, not only do I feel aggrieved, but he, too! Even if I stay in the palace with peace of mind, I'm afraid I will have to look at the flowers and look forward to the flowing water. β
She gently touched the beautiful face in the mirror, the eyebrows and eyes, like a painting, how beautiful it is, she stared at it for a long time, and said to herself: "Mei'er, are you willing to mess around like this?" Are you willing to stay in this deep palace for the rest of your life and force a smile to please that Supreme Emperor? β
She clenched her fists hard, and a bold thought flashed in her heart: "I'm going to leave this hellish place, I don't want to stay here." β
She sneered softly, what the queen of the sky, what the glory and honor that tens of millions of people envy, I don't want. These things, I didn't plan to ask for them in the first place, they were shoehorned into me by this Heavenly Palace with supreme authority, and I will return them to you now, is it okay? β
I used to have concerns that if I disobeyed this fate, my uncle's family would be implicated, so I didn't dare to make a slight move, it turned out that my uncle's family had already scattered in this reckless time and space, and the source was all because of me, no wonder my aunt looked back that day, with endless resentment and grievances, it turned out to be because of this!
She hung her head gloomily, and it was not good for me.
She sat down on the warm ground with a faint whimperβwhat was she afraid of, now that she was alone and unconcerned? It's a big deal to die, it's better than waiting for a void emotion, right?
Besides, my background is unknown, and I always need to leave the palace to visit.
Since the idea of running away, Mei'er has paid special attention to the structural layout in the Heavenly Palace, but no matter how she scrutinizes and explores, she still can't find a way out. She was really dazed and clueless.
In addition to being anxious and angry, she had to have some respect for the vast and strange kat of the Heavenly Palace.
She tried the wise man several times with words, hoping to find a hint from his words, but each time the wise man always replied with the same words: "The road is in my heart, and when the emperor returns, the master mother will naturally understand." β
However, when the emperor returned, I would never have a chance to leave.
In the afternoon of this day, she ran to the west to look at the mountain again, here the green pines and cypresses, the birds chirped, the scenery is extremely pleasant, looking out from the mountain, the tumbling sea of clouds is turbulent and layered, the momentum is extremely shocking, Mei'er stands on the top of the mountain and looks at the vast sea of clouds, only feels bored, simply jumps on a hydra cypress, sits on the branches and shakes in the wind, and enjoys himself.
After two hours of entertaining herself, Mei'er finally stopped, leaning on the tree and closing her eyes, feeling dizzy and sleepy, but she heard the wise man shouting under the tree: "Master, the wind is strong above, come down quickly!" β
Mei'er frowned, since she had asked him about the path out of the palace, he had run to the palace with a large collection of newly collected anecdotes every once in a while, and asked herself with a smile if she wanted to listen, but since that day, her heart has had a different kind of waves, and she has lost her initial curiosity and eagerness for these allusions.
She waved her hand and said sullenly, "Go back to your temple, old gentleman, don't disturb me to rest." β
The wise man paused and said: "Mastermother, I told you a long time ago that the way out of the palace is in your heart, and it is useless for you to wander around blindly like this." Come down! If it blinds the wind, it's not good. β
Mei'er snorted, simply tapped the green leaves on her toes, jumped on the top of the tree, she glared at the wise man and said: "Didn't you tell me in the past, Tiangong is my home, since this is the case, in your own home, you can do whatever you want, then why should I sit on the tree?" β
The wise man was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "I know that the master mother of the Dao Dao is not happy in her heart, but please listen to the truth of the old slave, it is impossible for the master mother to find this path at present, because this road only exists in the mind, the master mother please be quiet and not bored, and when the emperor comes back, the road will naturally be in the heart of the master mother." β
Mei'er was so angry and annoyed, and said: "Is it only he who can come and go freely without any constraints, and others can only be like a bird in a cage, trapped in this square inch all day long, and cannot be free?" β
The wise man laughed a few times and said, "No, the master mother is serious, and the two who can soar in the reckless universe are the two queens. β
Mei'er turned her head, folded off a branch casually, moved her fingertips, picked off the green leaf pieces on it and put it into her palm, she raised it casually, a little green sprinkled in the sky, looking at the swaying leaves, she smiled indifferently, and said: "The emperor is probably happy at the moment, isn't it true that if he doesn't come back for ten years, this phoenix crown will be pressed on my head for ten years?" Won't I be a monster in your eyes, old man? β
Speaking of this, she unconsciously used a little strength in her hand, and the sharp branches suddenly pierced into the tender palm, and the stinging pain spread rapidly on the palm, and she couldn't help but sigh, and hurriedly let go of the branch and threw it down the mountain into the mist.