XLII - The Seen Future
"It's not over yet"
"It's not over yet!!"
"The flames of that day did not turn me to ashes"
"I'll do it all over again"
"On the day I am born again, it will be when the splendor of the earth will be taken away!"
"Wait for me"
"Wait for me"
"Wait for me to come back and take your life!!"
"Hmm, am I asleep?"
Bright sunlight filtered in through the classroom window, and the sound of birds chirping outside the window could be clearly heard. Stroking his aching forehead, Emiya Shirou propped up his upper body against the table.
"Hey, Emiya! Why are you sleeping in class again?"
Just when Emiya Shirou's head was still a mess, a voice came from in front of him. Subconsciously raised his head, and what caught his eyes was the concerned faces of the teacher and the students next to him.
"Emiya, if I'm not mistaken, this is your third time this month, right?" With a long sigh, the white-haired teacher put down the textbook in his hand, then looked at Emiya Shirou and said, "To be honest, your face is a compliment, and it can't be called normal. If you feel unwell, don't you feel free to say it and go to recuperate? With your grades, it's not bad for this half-day class, so it's useless to force yourself. ”
"No, I don't have any discomfort in my body, it's just that my spirit is a little weak," the pain from the corner of his forehead stimulated his head like a needle. However, when all of them were focused on their condition, they couldn't help but wait for the pain to subside. I saw him take a deep breath, and his face immediately returned to his usual state, and then he said slowly, "Don't worry about me, please continue the class, teacher." ”
"Well, since you've said that," he paused, and before turning around, the teacher didn't forget to add, "Remind you again, don't force yourself?"
"No, don't worry. No problem at all. ”
With a reassuring smile on his mouth, he told a lie that he didn't even believe.
Under the face of the serious lecture, Emiya Shirou's thoughts had already returned to the nightmare he had just had.
How many times has it been?
That cold and dark feeling is still as if I have experienced it myself
The poignant echo from hell still seems to be repeated over and over again in my ears
Is it because the long-awaited Holy Grail War is approaching, so it is gradually hallucinating in the increasingly stressful situation?
After all, since he brought the Tosaka sisters back from the Clock Tower, another year has passed unconsciously, and now there are less than half a year left before the Fifth Holy Grail War.
A long-cherished wish that has been in place for many years is about to be solved, so even if the pressure is too high, it is inevitable
"Something like that, how could that happen?" Looking out the window at the distant white clouds, Emiya Shirou lightly denied the first possibility that came to mind.
It's not that he doesn't believe he has nightmares because of stress, the question is, even if he has nightmares because of stress, how can the content of the nightmare be the same every time?
It's okay to say it once, it's okay to say it twice, but three times or four times Since stepping into the final penultimate half a year, Emiya Shirou has had this repeated dream more than once!
Excluding the possibility of chance, there is only one remaining possibility, that is, what he sees in the dream is probably not as simple as a dream, but a real future.
"It's a prophetic dream or something, I thought it was only I'ai going to encounter it." Exhaling softly, Emiya Shirou sighed in a low voice, "I have gained the power of the gods, but my sleep has been lowered because of this, who can tell me if this is a good thing or a bad thing?"
If you can make the future visible, you will naturally be able to prepare for what will happen in the future
But on the other hand, if the future is always in the foresight, then it is doubtful how many days you will have to be carefree in the future
Even if it is a good thing to start from the interests of the whole, the so-called future vision is actually a double-edged blade
"Ahh I really want to leave it like this" Slowly opening his palm, Emiya Shirou stared at his palm.
There, a trace of white evil light quietly turned into a flame and burned quietly.
You can feel that no matter how small the flame is, the extraordinary warmth is enough to warm up the body and mind.
In the past, he had never expected that he would be able to obtain the power that he once thought was just a fantasy, but after the butterfly flapped its wings and returned to zero, this dreamlike power had quietly combined with his fate.
Light and darkness are the existence of each other
It is this ray of light that pierces the dark night of the past and protects mankind from the darkness for nearly thousands of years, so that mankind can come to the glorious present.
And even now, even if people no longer need the guidance of the Divine Radiance, this white brilliance still has the value of protecting people. The duties of the Divine Radiant are far from complete.
Is this what you want to tell about your nightmares?
"Ahhh The monk's matter is solved, and there should be no problem on Zhu Yue's side, obviously planning to end the Holy Grail War, and after that, it will be my endless vacation. As the sound of sighing came out of his mouth, Emiya Shirou shook his palm, and the white flame in his palm disappeared in response, and his body leaned weakly against the back of the chair, "Can't someone take over my work?"
P.S.1: It's the same interlude, but it's not a transition, it's a foreshadowing, and I believe that people who are used to watching P.S. should probably guess what is going on.
P.S.2: Then again, before you know it's November. I'm sure those who have been reading it in the past two years have probably guessed what is going on, that's the time when all kinds of papers and group work are approaching (Tema's, just one of the materials in one of the group work has more than 50 pages of English, and it is still the normal size of paper, although not every subject is like this, but now I want to vomit when I see English).
Then, as always, the author also began to enter the period of thesis, homework, and examination. Looking back at this school year, there are a lot of unexpected things that have happened. First of all, I was sick for two weeks in September, and then in early October, something happened that had nothing to do with the author himself but involved the author's friends, and the author was not in the mood to code words for a while, and then because of excessive annoyance, and the director had to reduce the change for all kinds of changes, the author apologizes to all readers, and thanks to your many understandings.
Regarding the official notice of discontinuation, the author will send it to the announcement soon.
Above.