Le Yao's series of questions once again made me fall into speechlessness, although I once thought that Le Yao was the most unassertive of the women I knew, but after many years, I changed this opinion, she is very independent, even resolute, maybe this is a kind of growth, in a period of time I did not participate in the growth of growth.

After the silence, I finally said to her, "If you really don't plan to go back to China, then live in Singapore well, and if you have any financial burden, just tell me, you can still help somewhat." ”

Le Yao's tone was a little joking: "Yo, Zhaoyang, are you Bao Xiaosan?" ”

"I can't afford you!"

"And what is your motivation?"

I thought about it for a moment and replied, "Friends help each other. ”

"Hehe, that's a good statement, it's really good that I think I should accept your financial aid, after all, you are now a quasi-successful person, and I am a down-and-out little artist who can't get along in the entertainment industry."

Le Yao's somewhat sarcastic words made me a little disappointed, and it seemed that we could no longer get along like before, and said to her for a long time: "I think: You should think about returning to the entertainment industry, of course"

"Of course what?"

"If you can handle your current life and feel that this is what you want, even if I haven't called you, I will definitely respect your choice!"

The depression in my words may have touched Le Yao a little, and she finally relaxed her tone and said to me: "I tried to find a job here that I can do for a long time, but I don't have any work skills, I can't even use the most basic office software, I can't find a job that suits me, but I don't want to do some work that needs to be seen, but I still have some money in my hand that can be used, and when the money is used up, I may return to China, but I really don't plan to return to the entertainment industry, Even though I used to wish I could be a star-studded star, I realized that I didn't have the joy of living because of these stars, but on the contrary, it brought me all the burden."

At this moment, I could feel Le Yao's tiredness, and said to her: "Well, you are actually known by many people who want what they want, and they are determined to pursue it."

"What about you?"

"I've always lived like a gust of wind, without shape, so I'll have to get by."

"The negative energy in you is too heavy, I really hope that one day you will be a person who has a positive guiding effect on others, not like this!"

I smiled and asked, "Is that what you expect from me?" ”

"Count, you should work hard to change your current state, in fact, we will be watched by many pairs of eyes when we live, these eyes, some of which are naïve and untouched with the world, so you should have a correct guiding role."

I finally laughed: "Haha this is your occupational disease as a public figure, I'm not like you, I must be living alone, I don't have eyes in my world, I can be wild in my own world, I can die in my own world." ”

Le Yao seemed to regard the loneliness in my life as a kind of obsession, so that she didn't find the words to respond to me for a long time, so I said again in her silence: "I don't know if there will be many pairs of eyes peeping at me, but I have been growing, we have an agreement, we will all be masters in life, so, on the premise of this agreement, I will definitely grow into a big tree, sheltering the people around me from the wind and rain." ”

"Do you remember this pact we made?"

"Never forgotten."

Le Yao finally smiled and said, "Zhaoyang, if one day I return to China penniless, will you support me?" ”

"It will definitely be, but to put it another way, it is a kind of support similar to that between comrades-in-arms."

"Whichever way, you say so, I at least feel that no matter how bad my life is, there is still someone to rely on, in fact we are all lonely, because those who peep into their eyes will never know themselves better than yourself! So we are always lonely in our own world."

Ended the conversation with Le Yao, I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the cabinet again and lit it, I was cranky, but one thing I can be sure of, Le Yao will return to China, maybe soon, maybe some time, I hope her loneliness will be spent with her money, because I have an intuition that she belongs to the entertainment industry, so her loneliness is destined to be illusory, but my loneliness is real, such as this night accompanied by only cigarettes, I really saw those long-standing loneliness, Burning out of my fingertips

The next day, I went to the company early in the morning, and today I arranged a lot of work for myself, because a conversation with Le Yao last night made me realize that I must change the state of stopping growth, because not growing means withering.

Almost noon,I received a call from an unfamiliar number,After connecting,The other party reported to the door,She said that she was Mi Cai's assistant,Ask me if I am free in the afternoon,If so,Go to Zhuo Mei once,Because the travel agency contract for our company only Mi Cai has the authority to sign,And Mi Cai's work schedule is relatively tight,So I hope I can go over in person,Face to face to sign this contract。

In some sense, Zhuomei is now Party A, and our company is Party B, and we have the obligation to accommodate Party A, so I agreed to this request, so we made an appointment to meet at 3:10 in the afternoon.

After a lunch break and an hour's lunch break, it was already half past two when I woke up, I washed my face and sobered myself up a bit, and then drove to Zhuomei.

After arriving, I parked the car in the underground parking lot, and when I got out of the car, I happened to see Fang Yuan's car, I stopped, and after waiting for a while, he also parked the car and walked towards me with a briefcase.

He didn't have the style of a deputy general manager, he put his arm around my shoulders as before, and asked, "Why did you kid come to Zhuomei?" ”

"Come and sign a contract."

"It's our Jumei's travel agency contract, right?"

I nodded.

Fang Yuan said again: "Our brothers finally met once, find a place to drink something and talk." ”

I looked at the time, there were still more than 20 minutes before the agreed time with Mi Cai, anyway, I had to wait, so I accepted Fang Yuan's suggestion, and then the two of them found a miniature café on the second floor of Zhuomei, each ordered some drinks, and then began to chat.

Fang Yuan asked me, "Has the company's business been going smoothly recently?" ”

"What's wrong with the company that just opened, what about you, how are you doing lately?"

-- Someone asked me why you didn't express your stance when everyone was arguing about your recent plot.

I don't think it's necessary to take a stand, I'm sure a lot of readers start chasing my first book, they read it based on their trust in me, they believe that I will write it well, and I write it based on that trust. For those who do not trust, it is useless for me to explain, because there have been enough explanations before.