Chapter 45: My Low Self-Esteem
If there was anything she had changed after that night, Wang Xixi thought, that's all.
She speaks with dirty words, but it is not harsh, but it is more suitable for her personality, but Wang Xixi doesn't want to admit that swearing is good.
Li Jing also fell in love with nail polish, a bright red color that reflected dazzling light in the sun.
Wang Xixi couldn't tell what was going on.
It's just that one day when I got up early and just came, I saw Li Jing's gorgeous red nails.
Li Jing seemed to notice the staring gaze she had been staring at and asked her, "Is it good-looking?" ”
"It's good-looking, it's just ......" Wang Xixi told the truth, but he couldn't tell what it felt, he always felt weird.
"Just what?" Li Jing said slowly, "Don't you think it's very unpleasant?" ”
She seemed to be able to guess what was on her mind.
Wang Xixi nodded.
"If you see too much, it's pleasing to the eye." She said slowly.
Wang Xixi stopped talking.
Since that day, she has noticed that Li Jing often fiddles with her nails, and she will repaint them once a week or so, even if she is scratched by something sharp.
She has a special affection for nail polish.
For some reason, I felt that Li Jing was becoming more and more strange, and she was getting farther and farther.
Wang Xixi looked at Li Jing a little distractedly.
She opened her palms in front of her eyes and admired her masterpiece, looking like she had just finished a work of art.
"What do you want me to do? I don't give the letter to anyone yet. She stared at her palms over and over again, her eyes refusing to take off for a moment, as if she was enchanted.
Wang Xixi stood up and was about to send the letter out of the hallway, but she was stunned when she walked into the corridor.
People, too many, so many people...... I don't want to squeeze in, just be a clown who delivers letters.
"Meiyin, you are a good match for Gu Ao, you are simply a talented woman!" The crowd screamed at a glance.
Everyone immediately leaned back and fell in laughter, and many noisy voices accompanied by "Yes! "What a match!" ……
I'm Gu Ao's girlfriend!
Wang Xixi shouted in his heart.
In the gap of the crowd, she saw Hu Meiyin's silky eyes, and her smile was dyed with bright colors, which was strangely dazzling in this winter.
She doesn't really like Gu Ao, right?
Calm down! Wang Xixi! What are you thinking about?! They're just junior high school classmates, and you're actually eating the vinegar of one of your boyfriend's female classmates?!
Sissy forces her intellect to trump her emotions.
They are just classmates, she doesn't like Gu Ao, Gu Ao is mine.
She thought silently in her heart.
The body involuntarily walked to the back row step by step.
The eyes were on Hu Meiyin's chuckling eyes......
What kind of look is that, provocative? Disdain? Disdain?
Forget it, isn't she like that to everyone? Maybe it's just her attitude towards the world.
People have capital, how can they be like themselves?
"Meiyin", Wang Xixi took a lot of effort to get in from the crowd, and she tried her best to call these two words that even she was very awkward, so that she could appear kind.
"This is the letter that Jia Xiaoliang, a sophomore in high school, asked me to hand over to you." She handed the letter over.
Hu Meiyin stretched out her hand, and her fingers were also covered with nail polish, different from Li Jing's bright red, hers was rose red, exactly the same color as Wang Xixi's down jacket.
The rose-red nail polish gives Hu Meiyin a more bewitching feeling.
The rose-red down jacket made Wang Xixi look even more bloated.
Is this the difference between herself and her?
Hu Meiyin took the heart-shaped pink letter paper.
"Wow, love letters!" The surrounding boys erupted in exclamation.
Hu Meiyin didn't look a little excited, or happy, but intertwined her two fingers, as if dancing, tearing the letter to pieces!
I didn't read the letter, I didn't look at the letter writer, but I just tore the letter to the ground!
Wang Xixi looked at Gu Ao, who was sitting next to Hu Meiyin, who was also looking at himself, his eyes smiling slightly, and he was hopelessly charming.
The mood was suddenly less depressing.
No matter how the world changes, as long as you are here, I will feel at ease.
Hu Meiyin's face swayed like water waves.
Wang Xixi walked to his seat very happily, but saw Jia Xiaoliang who was still watching by the window, needless to say, he must have witnessed the scene just now.
Because his face was full of disappointment.
Sissy felt sorry, after all, she was the messenger, and she quickly pulled a blank piece of paper from the table, and thanks to the sketch class she had taken as a child, she drew a large field of sunflowers on the paper with a few strokes.
opened the window, stuffed it to Jia Xiaoliang, and gave him a warm smile.
When Jia Xiaoliang saw the sunflowers on the paper, he finally put away his sad expression, squeezed out a smile, and said goodbye to Wang Xixi.
No matter how you laugh, you just got rejected, and you're still going to be sad for a while, right?
"Gu Ao, let me ask you, what do you think of me?" At breakfast the next day, Wang Xixi still couldn't hold back, and Hu Meiyin still caused a certain impact in her heart.
"How's that?" Gu Ao asked without raising his head.
"In every way!" What are you doing, is it possible that he didn't notice his mood, Wang Xixi forcibly suppressed the dissatisfaction in his heart.
"Hmm......" Gu Ao put his hand on his cheek, pretending to think seriously.
"It's a bit of an airport!" He swept her up and down.
Wang Xixi was speechless, how could he say this kind of thing, it was really shameless!
She had just stretched out her foot to attack him from under the table, "But I don't mind!" Gu Ao hurriedly added.
Wang Xixi was stunned, "I'm serious." ”
"Well, then I'll answer you seriously." Gu Ao's expression was a little more serious, which made Wang Xixi can't help but sit up straight and listen to him carefully.
"In all aspects", Wang Xixi pricked up his ears, "It's really average." ”
Gu Ao spat out this sentence faintly.
I knew that my ordinary one was about to fall into the soil, his studies were not top-notch, and his appearance was not as good as Hu Meiyin's, and Wang Xixi was almost inferior to death.
"But I just like you like this!" Gu Ao narrowed his peach blossom eyes and stared at her disappointed face with a smile, his deep eyes piercing through the air to the bottom of her heart.
What is this sound?
The sound of the heart beating.
How could the world be so quiet? Only the bottomless peach blossom eyes remained.
This world is really still very warm.
Wang Xixi immediately lowered his head again.
You're so tall, so handsome, so good, a boy......
And I, such ordinary, so unpretty, such an ordinary girl......
Am I something that appeals to you? So will you dislike me in the future?