197. Chapter 032: Lu Zhannan, You Don't Know Love

"Does Mr. Xiang have to be so confident?" Listening to Lu Zhannan's words, Tong Mo smiled coldly, and said resolutely, "I told you a long time ago that Ru Xi has nothing to do with you. ”

And hearing Tong Mo's words, Lu Zhannan only had to lock his eyebrows slightly, completely helpless, it is not easy to get close to this woman now, let alone communicate with her, since she was a child, how can Zhannan never feel that this woman is so cold, she doesn't eat oil and salt, soft and hard.

"Okay, let's not mention Ruxi's matter first, let's talk calmly in front of my parents, okay?" Now Lu Zhannan feels a little helpless against this woman.

"Say whatever you want." Tong Mo said coldly, Lu Zhannan's move is indeed very smart, and Tong Mo will indeed not be so rigid in front of Tong Guanzhang and Fang Zhiya.

Hearing her agree, Lu Zhannan slowly breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Xinxin, I admit that I mishandled the matter of your pregnancy three years ago ....... ”

"Correct, it's not a pregnancy, it's a fake pregnancy." Before Lu Zhannan's words were finished, Tong Mo corrected it.

Tong Mo's words obviously blocked Lu Zhannan's mouth again, Lu Zhannan's eyes shrank, as if he was in a little pain, and then continued: "Xinxin, when the incident happened suddenly, I was indeed irrational, but even so, I never thought of divorcing you, and the agreement you saw was actually ......."

Anxious to explain to Tong Mo, Lu Zhannan almost said everything, but when it came to this, Lu Zhannan still paused, and he still couldn't say anything in the following words, how could he say it?

After that incident, Lu Zhannan really hated the child's heart, coupled with Wei Yinuo's fanning on the side, Lu Zhannan's anger became more and more angry, Wei Yinuo said that he wanted him to go out and walk calmly, let him not see the childlike Lu Zhannan did it first, and he had no other way.

But who knew that taking advantage of this gap, Wei Yinuo replaced all the door locks of the villa, and what was even more excessive was that he imitated his handwriting to draft a divorce agreement, and when he came back, it was already too late, and because of this, Lu Zhannan has been tepid to Wei Yinuo for the past three years.

He could have explained it, but he still chose to swallow it in his stomach, in their love triangle, no matter what these two women did wrong, it was for him, so he couldn't blame all the fault on either of them.

"Xinxin, I really regret it, I really want to make it up to you now." Lu Zhannan said very seriously, Tong Mo who was talking about it at the moment naturally understood it, but only because he saw it too clearly would make her more and more sad.

Did he regret it?

Yes, she said he would regret it, but at this moment he knew what he really regretted?

"Lu Zhannan, since you have already said so, then I will talk to you openly and honestly today." Tong Mo still made a compromise in the end, not a compromise with Lu Zhannan, but she wanted him to understand, really understand all this.

"I am willing to believe what you just said, I believe that you said that you did not want to divorce me, and believe that you regret it, but no matter what the misunderstanding caused, it is true that we are divorced now, and the reason why we are divorced is natural or artificial, it can only show that this is providential, and our divorce is only an inevitable result, and I have never regretted this."

Speaking of this, the corners of the child's mouth inadvertently wiped a light smile, turned his head to look at Lu Zhannan, and then said: "Lu Zhannan, have you ever thought that if only that one fake pregnancy incident makes me completely dead to you, then my love for you for eighteen years is too shallow, and freezing three feet is not a day's cold. ”

Freezing three feet is not a day's cold

Hearing this, Lu Zhannan's heart suddenly hurt, he thought that telling her about the divorce three years ago was not his intention to let her come back, but he didn't expect that it was really love that was no longer there......

Tong Mo let out a long sigh, looked away again, looked into the distance, his eyes were a little confused, and continued: "The two years of marrying you are the most difficult two years of my life, and it is also the two years of slowly polishing my love for you, you have snubbed me in every way, you didn't say regret when I was heartbroken, you didn't say regret when I was in pain, and at this moment I came back with your daughter and you came to tell me that you regretted it, don't you still understand what you regret it for?"

What you really regret is not that you misunderstood me, but that you missed your daughter, if it was Wei Yinuo who gave you a child instead of me, then at this moment you will cherish her instead of me, according to this logic, you only care about the mother of your child, not your wife. ”

When she said this, Tong Mo felt that her heart was numb, but she still hurt disobediently, and then smiled very self-deprecatingly, and said: "Maybe I should think about Ru Xi, and I should give her a complete home, a home with biological parents, but do you know the truth?" The disharmony of parents is also a kind of harm to children, since they can't be perfect, why should I retreat to the next best? Why should I grieve myself again? Lu Zhannan, you never understand what love is, love is a responsibility, but it is not an accessory to responsibility.

Five years ago, you hated me so much but you were still willing to marry me just because of the Tong family's kindness to you, and then you wanted to work hard to live well with me, because that kindness had tied you too tightly, so tight that you would never divorce me for the rest of your life, so you can only succumb to reality, and work hard to persuade yourself to accept that I am good to me, to put it bluntly, it is also because of the Tong family, and now you are talking about making up for it, because I gave birth to a daughter for you, and raised your daughter alone until now, you tell me where my position is in this process? I'm just an appendage, the daughter who was attached to your benefactor before, and now I am attached to the mother of your daughter, if I am not the daughter of your benefactor, not the mother of your child, I can't exist in your heart at all, do you understand? ”

Having said this, Tong Mo's eyes are still moist, sure enough, if the love is too deep, it will be easy to see the scars, the love was confused before, and now she really sees this fact clearly when she is sober, this is humbleness, this is heart death, which is why she is so indifferent to him when she returns to China this time, almost ruthless.

She really hated, and when this man showed a repentant expression to be kind to her, she hated more, because she knew better than anyone that it was not given to her directly, she hated herself even more, and it took so many years of love to really see through this layer.

It's been more than 20 years now, but she hasn't been able to make this man fall in love with her at all, if she accommodates for others at this moment, Tong Mo will really look down on herself, it's enough to be confused once, she doesn't want to lose for a lifetime, and this man is really in the past.

"Okay, Mr. Xiang, this is the first time I have said so many things to you after three years, and it is also the last time, thinking that you are Ruxi's biological father, I will not stop you if you want to recognize her, but you will never become the husband of your child's mother, I hope you can recognize this, and I hope you don't deviate!"

After saying that, Tong Mo put on his sunglasses and turned around and walked out of the cemetery, Tong Mo walked away for a long time before Lu Zhannan reacted slightly, and Tong Mo's words just now had a great impact on him, every word and sentence had a force that impacted his heart, and those were really something he had never thought about.

After seeing Tong Mo in the cemetery, Lu Zhannan's heart couldn't calm down for a long time, and those words were drilling into his mind very troublesomely, and they were pervasive.

He drove the car very fast, running on the highway without purpose, opening the open top and blowing the wind in all directions, pouring cold on his body, and hitting his heart, the sound of the wind swishing in his ears, and the voice of the child foam hovering in his head lingered for a long time, very chaotic and chaotic.

Lu Zhannan didn't know where Lu Dao drove the car all the way, the surroundings were unfamiliar, and the wind in his ears sounded a little irritable, so he simply closed the convertible and parked the car to the side, hit the steering wheel with both hands, closed his eyes and leaned his whole body on the back of the seat.

Freezing three feet is not a day's cold

You only care about the mother of your children, not your wife

Lu Zhannan, you never understand what love is

……

Tong Mo's words were like a repeater in Lu Zhannan's mind, over and over again, making his heart unable to calm down anymore.

Feeling that these sounds were like a fight in his head, Lu Zhannan's brain was about to explode, he was really irritable, Lu Zhannan raised his hand and turned on the radio, and the channel he was playing now was music on demand.

"This lady, what song do you want to order, and who do you want to give it to?" At this time, the sweet voice of the anchor poured out.

"I want to give it to him in my heart, I have been secretly in love with him for many years but I have never dared to tell him, now that we have graduated, we are about to go our separate ways, so I want to speak out boldly and want him to know, I want Tong Mo to sing the song I want us to be together, I think she sings with a special feeling, I also hope he can hear it, I hope to understand my mind sooner." This is a very young voice, an ignorant little girl.

"Okay, then the next song is from Tong Mo's I want us to be together, and I hope you can make your dreams come true, and a lover will eventually become a family."

The music sounded, followed by the melody he was familiar with, the sound he was familiar with. ——

Recently, too many dear people have said that I am too slow, so I decided to watch at least four more tomorrow, only a little more, thank you for your support all the way Mo Mo is very moved, I really hope that my dear friends can accompany Mo Mo to the last of the day.

Xie Lu Xie thought that he loved you without regrets for the red envelopes sent to Mo Mo, and those relatives who voted for Mo Mo, Xie Lu thanked him