Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Choice
Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Choice
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Lou Qianyi stared at Ling'er intently, and said to her in a clear tone: "There is him without me, there is me without him." Ling'er heard it and was stunned. I know that the Tao will be like this. couldn't help but turn his gaze to Shen Qianxun, but seeing that he never expressed his position, seeing that this was also a tacit acquiescence. Ling'er said vaguely to the two: "Can it, don't solve it like this?" ”
Lou Qianyi raised her eyebrows coldly, and replied to Ling'er in a non-negotiable tone: "No." Ling'er stood in place with a dumb smile, looking at the two worriedly, such a choice was clearly to make her on her body, like a piece of meat, very painful and painful.
Ling'er looked sad, looking at Lou Qianyi, her eyes were a little distracted: "What is it for?" Do you know what such a choice means to me? Please don't push me like that, okay? Lou Qianyi looked at Ling Chou and said bitterly, but things have come to this point, and a decision must be made after all.
Lou Qianyi looked at Ling'er intently, and said bitterly: "Ling'er, I didn't force you, don't you really understand my feelings for you?" Ling'er was silent, but her heart was desolate. Lou Qianyi did not hesitate to drag out the combination of his feelings that he had hidden for Ling'er for a long time.
"Ling'er, I know that you have always been devoted to your junior brother. It could even be said that you put all your emotions into it. But have you thought about it, why shouldn't I? My heart for you is no less than that for your junior brother! Even more than that. Originally, I wanted to bury this feeling in my heart all the time, never mention it, and fulfill you and my junior brother. ”
The corners of Lou Qianyi's mouth curled, and her smile was desolate: "I would rather you do meaningful pursuits as you like, than tie you to me and be cold and ruthless." The wind swept over the broken hair in front of Lou Qianyi's forehead, and showed the face full of sorrow to Ling'er.
"But when he hurts you again and again, I realize I'm wrong. I should have snatched you from the first place without any scruples! Because whenever I see you sad for him, I hate myself! Hating yourself for not liking you and not making you happy. Lou Qianyi was emotional, and pointed to Shen Qianxun on the side and said.
"Shen Qianxun, I used to be the only junior brother in my life, but not only did you not accept Ling'er, but you also held the name of catching demons, and hurt Ling'er again and again! Qi Ling'er has always been wholeheartedly to you, you don't deserve it at all! Lou Qianyi scolded Shen Qianxun, who didn't talk.
And when he saw that Ling'er's face was already full of tears, the anger in his heart was suddenly extinguished by these deadly tears. He tried his best to control his emotions, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "It's useless to talk more, Ling'er, make a choice." ”
"If you choose him, he will still be my junior brother, and if he loses you, as long as I live, I will never spare him; If you choose me, I will take you out of this formation now, and when we have gathered, if you have a human body, we will go all over the wilderness, looking for a place where you and I can settle down quietly and spend the rest of our lives. ”
"Of course, even if you don't have Xuanjing, you can't really become a naturalized human race, and I don't care about these at all. Because in the rest of my life, the most important thing for me is to have you. Lou Qianyi made a sincere promise to Ling'er.
What a nice remark, what a beautiful expectation. Ling'er listened to every word and sentence that Lou Qianyi said to herself, but her heart was infinitely melancholy. For a moment, looking at the two equally clear and serious faces in front of her, she was in a trance. Lou Qianyi was desperate to complain about his feelings, but Shen Qianxun was indifferent. Ling'er actually imagined ridiculously, if Shen Qianxun said today, how satisfied he should be, but it was a pity......
It's just that things have come to this point, Ling'er knows that the three of them can't understand the emotions between each other, so she thought that there would be such a day. It's just that when this day really came, it seemed so pale and weak. Ling'er didn't say much, on the one hand, it was the love that she couldn't give up at all, and on the other hand, it was the love of life and death. Putting it down is a hundred times more difficult and painful than picking it up......
In the deep mountains and mountains, only this green peak is unique. There are no red cloud-like camellias, no wrong forests, and some are just sparse green bamboo bushes with leaves falling and trailing. A cool breeze blew, and the three of them stood staring at each other.
Ling'er finally hesitated, and there was no way to make a decision. It's not that she hasn't tried, but she can't do it from time to time. Such a choice is clearly to put oneself in a place from which there is no return. And in the face of the two people who were struggling with each other, Ling'er felt that the world was collapsing, and she was trapped in the quagmire of love and friendship, and the more she struggled, the deeper she sank.
Heartache, headache. Ling'er smiled bitterly and shook her head mockingly: "I'm sorry, I can't make a choice." Lou Qianyi originally held that Ling'er would inevitably choose Shen Qianxun, but he had no hope for a long time. I don't want Ling'er to make a choice at all, this is for herself, should she be happy or worried?
Ling'er interrupted Lou Qianyi's thoughts of joy and sorrow, and continued: "I can't choose. And as far as I'm concerned, I don't want to lose any of you because of this. We're all in this together, aren't we? Ling'er's words were innocent and ridiculous. Both of them were silent.
Seeing this, Ling'er couldn't help but feel anxious. "It seems that it all started because of me. If I hadn't been curious and opened my mind, I wouldn't have come down to this life. Chihiro will not be assigned to punish demons, and the Celestial Realm will not issue orders to punish demons; I won't meet Chihiro, I won't fall in love with him. Qianyi won't meet me, and she won't have a heart to me... At the end of the day, it all started because of me. ”
The more Ling'er spoke, the more remorseful she became, and the more she spoke, the more desperate she became. At the end of the day, I couldn't cry. That's right, the cause and effect of all this is only because at the foot of Wuling Mountain back then, the spirit fox had a heart for a while. Because of one of my own thoughts, I made such a difficult choice today, since this is the case, it is better to let everything end here...
Ling'er thought about it, but she only felt that it was dim everywhere, without any color. With a far-fetched smile, Ling'er finally conjured the cold ice sword in his palm. Slowly raise it to your chest. When Lou Qianyi and Shen Qianxun saw this, they knew that things were not good. At this moment, Jian Ling'er raised his hand and resolutely slashed the cold ice sword towards his jade neck.
"Don't!" The two exited almost at the same time. Shen Qianxun couldn't remain silent any longer, and rushed forward in a panic, trying to snatch the ice sword from Ling'er's hand. The world of the three of them, at this moment, the world is spinning. I just felt that the blood in my whole body was clotting, and every inch of my nerves was tense. Ling'er closed her eyes slightly, and in the last moment, she just wanted to leave the two of them with a smile.
I'm sorry, but I can't make a choice. Forgive me for my selfish choice to let go, and I hope that in the days without me, you two brothers can work side by side and reconcile as before