Zhan Yilin thought about it carefully during the time of drinking tea, and suddenly was very glad that Ye Zi'an stopped Lin Yiqing that day.

Seeing Lin Yiqing in contact with another girl just now, she didn't feel any uncomfortable in her heart, let alone angry or anything like that, she just felt a deep sigh of relief.

Now that I think about it, the reason why this is the case is because I don't care, right?

Because I don't care, I won't have resentment. Seeing that he didn't wait for him with all his heart, he suddenly lost his psychological burden, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

Such facts also prove that she thought that she could cultivate feelings with Lin Yiqing in the future - this idea is wrong.

Others may be able to do it, but she doesn't like Lin Yiqing, even if his conditions are so suitable and superior, she can't breed feelings for him.

Feelings may be small, but they can never be forced.

After chatting with Ye Zi'an for an afternoon, Zhan Yilin sent a text message to Lin Yiqing when he got home.

- Senior, thank you. I'm sorry, I've thought about it, but I still can't be with you. You're good, it's that I'm not qualified enough to have you. I wish you to find your happiness soon.

Lin Yiqing's call came over quickly, and his voice was a little anxious, "Yilin, can we meet and talk?" ”

Zhan Yilin sighed, "What do you want to talk about?" ”

"I have a lot to say to you." Even though Lin Yiqing was in a hurry, he still maintained a good demeanor, and his words were still very clear: "I think you don't have to refuse me so quickly." If you want time, I'll give it, and I'll wait for you to think it through. ”

"I've thought it through very well, very carefully." Zhan Yilin said, "Senior, we are soldiers, and clear thinking must be maintained at all times. So this matter, you believe me, I've thought everything into account, and it's my final decision. ”

"Then why are you rejecting me?" Lin Yiqing's speed of speech was a little faster, as if he couldn't figure it out, "We can obviously be together." ”

"I can't forget him." Zhan Yilin let out a long sigh of relief, "Senior, I'm sorry." ”

“……”

Lin Yiqing finally stopped talking. Yes, they are a good match, they have common topics and interests, and they are a perfect match...... But no matter how good these external and material conditions are, in the face of the word "feelings", they can only fail.

Zhan Yilin didn't like him, so she rejected him - it's as simple as that.

"Senior." Zhan Yilin said, "Thank you." You are in good condition and will find your own happiness. Good bye. ”

After hanging up the phone, Zhan Yilin's whole person fell on the chuang, looking at the white heavenly huā board, she felt as if the thing pressing on her heart had been removed, and the whole person was extremely relieved.

Maybe it's because she faced the fact that she can't forget Chen Haoran for the time being.

She wants to be strong, and she has never shown weakness in front of enemies with tigers and bears and hideous tattoos. Therefore, these days, she has tried her best to make herself appear as unusual, trying to hide the fact that she can't let go of Chen Haoran - this is what weighs on her heart.

But just now she said it.

It's really better to choose to face it than to try to cover it up.

Of course, this will not affect her later life.

She will carry this feeling that she has never seen the light of day, and go on with her life well and continue to pursue her dreams.

As for why she didn't tell Lin Yiqing, she saw him on a blind date with another girl, because it was unnecessary.

In this world, everyone's time is their own, and unless that person is willing, no one has the right to ask the other party to give you time and wait for you unconditionally.

She is a human being, Lin Yiqing is a human being, everyone is equal, why does she want Lin Yiqing to wait for her? Lin Yiqing used his time to find a more suitable object for him, and in the final analysis, there was nothing wrong. If she feels uncomfortable, it's either because she likes Lin Yiqing, or because she is possessive.

But she didn't feel it at all. And now, she's relaxed.

There are still many people in the world who are better off than her, and Lin Yiqing will soon find someone to replace her, this is the best result, isn't it?

……

Three days later, Zhan Yilin changed into a military uniform, put on the military boots she loved, and returned to the army to report.

The green barracks, pregnant/nurturing her only dream in this life, back here, she will no longer remember those children's affections, only think about how to make herself stronger.

As soon as she returned to the army, Zhan Yilin first crossed the country with a weight of more than ten kilometers, as a vent to the things that had accumulated in her heart these days.

More than ten kilometers of weight-bearing cross-country is just a piece of cake for her, and it is far from her physical limit.

When she returned to the dormitory after sweating, she took off her military backpack, took off her combat boots, quickly went to take a shower, and came out wearing a vest and shorts to wipe her hair, and heard her team members talking about a person called a "black scorpion".

"How?" She walked over and sat down on a stool, "During the time I was not in the army, a new boss appeared?" What did you do? "They treat the enemy as a boss, saying that when they arrest the enemy, they can think that they are fighting the world boss in the game.

"Drug dealers, haven't shown up yet." The vice-captain Mosquito said, "But there are signs of that." When the time comes, our special forces will have to play again. ”

"You have the ability to show up." One of the most combative girls on the team said, "I haven't fought with a real knife or gun for a long time, and it just makes me have a good time, otherwise my hands are itchy." ”

Zhan Yilin looked at the time, "Okay, let's wait for the chief's order, and when it's time to really act, it's not too late for you to be excited." What's going on these days? "She hasn't been back to the army for a while, and she's about to lose touch with the army.

The snipers in the team looked at Zhan Yilin with a smile, rubbed their hands, and said word by word: "Training, training, rookie, bird!" "The special operations team selected some new members from various units to receive special operations training, and the task of training fell to their team, which is their favorite. You know, in the army, there's nothing more refreshing than abusing a rookie to scream.

"......" Zhan Yilin raised her eyebrows, hooked the corners of her lips, showed an interested expression, and then taught the team members seriously: "Don't laugh so obscenely!" Then she quickly changed into her training uniform and led the nine team members out of the dormitory, "Let's go and meet the rookies who are lucky enough to fall into our hands." ”

"Oh, by the way" Vice Captain Mosquito suddenly remembered something and told Zhan Yilin, "Captain, the chief gave a temporary notice yesterday, saying that he would send a weapons expert to our team, with the rank of major, he has studied Western combat techniques, he will guide the training with us in the early stage, and when he teaches the team members weapons knowledge in the later stage, he will serve as the bishop." ”

"Who?" Zhan Yilin frowned, vaguely worried.

"The chief didn't say anything." The mosquito said, "The chief is mysterious, and he will be pleasantly surprised to see us." ”

"Could it be a handsome guy?" Some of the players are already fantasizing.

Zhan Yilin's brows frowned even deeper, she always felt that the weapon expert she knew was ......

"Captain, don't react like this." The mosquito patted Zhan Yilin's back, "Speaking of which, the new group of rookies have always wanted to see your true face, and yesterday I told them that you are back today, ho, one by one, I can't do it." "In the army, Zhan Yilin is a legend.

Zhan Yilin retracted her thoughts, put on fingerless gloves, and raised the corners of her lips: "I will make them more excited." ”

As soon as the team members heard it, they knew that some of the rookies had suffered.

Zhan Yilin's style has always been tough, before the person got close to the rookie, she first threw a few grenades from a distance, and then strafed the empty cartridges, she wanted to try the rookie's reflexes, and at the same time wanted to tell them that when you are a special combat team, you always need to be ready to sacrifice your life.

Most of the rookies lived up to Zhan Yilin's expectations and found a place to take cover, but they didn't have weapons in their hands and couldn't resist.

In fact, strictly speaking, this group of special people is not a rookie, some of them are veterans with relatively good abilities in other units, and some are relatively outstanding new leaders, but they have also received recruit training.

After a while, the smoke dispersed, and the gunfire gradually stopped, and Zhan Yilin slowly appeared in front of a group of newcomers.

The vice captain shouted everyone to gather, and the rookie's reaction was fast, and he quickly lined up the team neatly, but they all looked at Zhan Yilin in a daze.

She's so beautiful!

Not to mention that in a place like the army, which is full of men, even in a big city with a cloud of beautiful women, they have never seen Zhan Yilin so amazing - beautiful, natural and neat, with an indescribable heroic spirit. I can't seem to find the words to describe her other than being amazing. Or, to put it in popular parlance nowadays, - the goddess! Absolute goddess-level female special forces!

"Don't stare at our captain." Mosquito glanced at the male soldiers who were still big soldiers for them, "Otherwise, you won't even know how you cry later." The more beautiful people are, the more they torture people, you know? ”

A group of male soldiers smiled sheepishly.

At this time, a male soldier at the entrance of the camp ran towards Zhan Yilin, saluted her with a dignified military salute, and said, "Report!" The weapons expert sent by the chief has arrived! ”

Zhan Yilin looked over, the man was dressed in a straight regular clothes, his thin figure and long legs made him look particularly good in the regular clothes, and there was a light smile on the corner of his mouth......

She expected it to be right, it was Lin Yiqing.

"Well, that's handsome." Some of the team members began to marvel.

One of the team members kicked the exclaimed team member, "Don't you see that smile on the other side's face for our captain?" You, don't think about it. ”

Zhan Yilin turned his head and glanced at the two team members, "He is my senior at the National Defense University, don't make a fool of yourself, otherwise I will let the rookie use my beautiful means to train you!" Got it? ”

The team stuck out their tongues, "Understood!" ”

Only then did Zhan Yilin greet Lin Yiqing with confidence.