Chapter 162: Doubts in my heart
It was dark outside, and a dark cloud happened to cover the moonlight, and the roof that had been covered with hoarfrost was also hidden.
He took a deep breath and turned to look at the hall behind him, thoughtfully.
What would be the reaction of the father and the emperor if he knew what the mother had done?
Seeing today's mother concubine desperately saving her father, Zhao Jingkang knew that his mother would still love people, but she would only score people.
But the fifth brother has called her mother for so many years, even if she doesn't have full mother-son affection, then at least half of it will always be, how can she do it?
The father-in-law who was guarding the door saw that Zhao Jing'an was delayed in leaving, and stepped forward and asked, "Lord Wang, do you want a slave to get you a lantern?" It's dark, I'm afraid I can't see clearly. ”
"No need, no matter how dark it is, this king can go on safely." With a wave of his hand, he ignored it and turned around and walked in the direction of Ronghua Palace.
The bright Ronghua Palace, you can see it from afar, Zhao Jing'an knows that because of the mother's concubine, the hall has been bright and bright for many years, and I asked when I was curious before, that is, the mother concubine only said that she was afraid of the dark, now think about it, can it be understood that she has done too much to be afraid?
Stepping into the gate of Ronghua Palace, I saw a row of palace maids standing at the door waiting outside the door, and the palace maids were constantly entering and exiting.
When I walked to the gate of the palace and squinted, I saw the guards hidden in the palace with furrowed eyebrows.
Stepping into the palace, before he reached the inner room, he heard his uncle's voice.
Opened the curtain and looked at Zhang Qingguo who was sitting on the chair, "Uncle, why are you still here so late?" ”
It stands to reason that at night, all men outside the palace are not allowed to stay in the harem, and tonight, Zhang Qingyuan not only stayed, but also wore it in the inner room, even if it was a brother and sister, it was not allowed.
Zhang Qingyuan naturally heard the meaning of Zhao Jingkang's words, and vaguely felt that there were still thorns in his words, and then thought of what Zhang Qingyuan said last time.
glanced at him, "Your Majesty is specially gracious, the current situation of the mother is still unstable, Your Majesty is worried that the mother has a fever in the middle of the night, and specially the quasi-Weichen stays until the second half of the night." ”
"Father, he is really broad-minded." With a cold snort, he walked around the soft chair in front of him and walked into the room.
Zhang Qingxuan is still unconscious because of excessive blood loss, his eyes are closed, his face is pale, and there is no delicate makeup to cover it, and the traces of time are also revealed.
Zhao Jingkang stood on the edge of the bed, and could clearly see the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, as well as the white hair on her temples that shone silver in the candlelight.
"It's all this age, why do you have to fight non-stop? Mother, aren't you tired? "Zhao Jingkang doesn't understand, Zhang Qingyuan's identity is already extremely noble, which is equivalent to being above 10,000 people under one person, why do you still think that you are pursuing rights and never satisfied?
Even if it was for his good, she had asked him if he was willing?
People are often self-righteous, always thinking that what they think is best is also good for others, but they don't know that sometimes it is the opposite.
Looking at the unconscious Zhang Qingxuan, his heart also hurt, thinking of Zhao Jing'an, whose life and death were unknown, his heart hurt even more, and he slowly touched Zhang Qingxuan's face with one hand, "Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, this is what my mother called me, but why did you forget it yourself?" ”
His eyes were already moist, and he took a deep breath to suppress some of his excitement.
Zhang Qingguo didn't know when he came in, and when he heard Zhao Jingkang say this, he immediately argued for Zhang Qingyuan: "Kang'er, you have to understand your mother, your mother is doing this for your own good." Do you think your mother doesn't understand this? The premise is that you are born in a carefree family, there is no fighting, no scheming, no deceit, no intrigue, then everything will be as beautiful as the book says, but on the contrary, you were born in the royal family, in this environment, if you don't fight, but blindly believe what the book says, how long do you think you can live? He glanced at Zhao Jingkang, put his hands behind his back, turned around and walked out.
"Niangniang needs to recuperate, you better come out."
"What do you mean by that, uncle? Is it possible to disregard human life for the sake of rights? Besides, this human life is no one else, it is the fifth brother, the fifth brother who grew up beside his mother since he was a child, the crows have a feeling of feeding, even if we are born in the royal family? But I have to find an excuse for peace of mind. Suddenly, Zhao Jing'an seemed to understand something, and there was something called disgust in Zhang Qingguo's eyes.
"Fifth brother? Still called so kindly? Don't you know that your mother and Zhao Jing'an's mother are enemies? You can stand here and talk in peace, isn't it because of my mother? If Niangniang does what you say, I'm afraid it's just a pinch of loess at this time. His expression was a little excited, and his tone was even tougher, he Zhang Qingguo was not like Zhang Qingyuan, he felt sorry for his son, and he was naturally angry when he saw his nephew in front of him so disobedient.
hated him for running around and working for him outside, but the most unfortunate people didn't appreciate it.
There was silence between the two again, Zhang Qingguo saw that Zhao Jingkang didn't speak, and his mood calmed down a little, walked up to him, and patted him on the shoulder, "Kang'er, Uncle knows that you can't figure it out for a while, but you have to think about it, who is your closest person?" You are still young now, and you don't understand a lot of things, but when you grow up, you will naturally understand in the future, and now your uncle will not force you. ”
After looking at the house, he sighed helplessly, "Now that your mother has become like this, my uncle only begs you to rot everything in your stomach, so that it is good for each of us, if you can't do it, your uncle will not stop you, but the consequence is that your mother and the entire Zhang family are all dead, you, think about it." ”
Looking out the window, the dark clouds that had originally blocked Yuehua had dispersed, "It's not too early, uncle will leave first, you take good care of Niangniang here, if Niangniang wakes up, send someone to inform me immediately." ”
After speaking, he glanced at Zhao Jingkang, who was still sitting on the chair in a daze, shook his head, and went out.
The empty and bright Ronghua Hall was suddenly extremely quiet, and the bright lights around it seemed to become incomparably bright all of a sudden, making Zhao Jingkang can't help but block his eyes with his hand.
Yan Rumeng sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the man on the bed without blinking.
When Master Empty Sorrow came in with a plate, he saw this scene, as if he had lost his soul.
put the plate on the table next to her, and walked to Yan Rumeng, only to find that her face was full of tears, her eyes were still holding tears at this time, and the quilt under her was already wet.
Out of nowhere, he took out a handkerchief and handed it to her, "Like a dream, An'er will wake up, don't be too sad, now the body is the most important thing, cry a lot and go to the gods and eyes, don't wait for An'er to wake up, but what you see is a tearful person, it's not good." He spoke softly and with a hint of a smile.
took the handkerchief, and saw Yan Rumeng laughing at his last words, and his heart was much lighter, "Come, I'll bring some food, you will eat some first, I have asked people to go to the street to buy some nutritious ingredients, and ask someone to cook some for you to eat at night." ”
"Trouble Master." Looking at the food on the table, "Master, these are fine, don't buy anything else." He took a bowl and drank the porridge in small sips.
"How's that going to work? You still have one in your belly now, I am pleasing my grandson in advance, and when he comes out, he will remember my good. ”
When he said this suddenly, his face was a little ashamed, and he drank the porridge quickly, "Master, what are you talking nonsense?" ”
"How can you say nonsense, An'er is my nephew, so isn't what you have in your belly being your grandson?" took the extra chopsticks and took a clip of vegetables and sent them to Yan Rumeng's bowl, "Eat more, your health will be better, and you will have the energy to take care of An'er." ”
"Master Xie Lu, Master Xie!" Because he felt awkward, Yan Rumeng didn't change his words, and Master Empty Sorrow didn't say anything, relying on the need to give her time to adapt, and it was a little safer to come by the usual name.
"Well, good!"
got up, sat on the edge of the bed, took out one of Zhao Jing'an's hands from the quilt, and pressed his hand on his pulse.
Yan Rumeng saw him doing this, stopped eating, put down the bowl in his hand, and stood next to Master Kongbei, looking nervous, and his hands were squeezed together.
After a long time, when I saw Master Empty Sorrow take his hand away, he asked nervously, "Master, how is it?" ”
"Don't worry, the high fever has subsided, there should be no danger, just see when he can wake up." As he spoke, he let out a long sigh.
Hearing this, Yan Rumeng nodded, which was a response.
Also, it's better than having your life in danger, so at least there is expectation, if that's the case, then you don't even have expectations, and you should be glad that you can save your name after falling off such a high cliff.
Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered something, even if it is such a high cliff, Zhao Jingan was still injured, how could he still be alive?
After you think about it, something else must happen.
Is it like that time?
But at that time, Zhao Jingan gave himself all the swords, and there was no attachment on his body.
After thinking about it, he finally asked, "Master, do you know what happened after Lu Dao Jing'an fell off the cliff?" ”
She wants to know the way, even if it hurts to hear it, but she still wants to know the way, only by knowing the way can she know the way of the road, and no matter what happens in the future, she will no longer doubt him.
"Knowing the way, like a dream to listen?"
"Hmmm! Please tell me, Master. He nodded solemnly, his eyes very determined.
"Well, I'll tell you what I know." Master Empty Sorrow did not hide it, and said directly.
If knowing something about Zhao Jing'an's experience can alleviate the guilt in Yan Rumeng's heart, then what's the harm in saying it? I believe that if Zhao Jingan was sober at this time, he would have agreed to her when he heard her say this.
"That day, An'er went down the mountain first after sorting out the things, and after I told the rest of the things, I also planned to go back to Jiangnan, but as soon as I walked halfway up the mountain, I heard the sound of weapons handing over and fighting." Master Empty Sorrow paused, and looked at Yan Rumeng's expression.