Chapter 7 26 Years Old: I want marriage to be because of love, not suitability
On the roof of a school building in 'Legg' High School stood two very outstanding men, the January wind was bitterly cold, but the two of them didn't seem to feel the cold, and let the biting cold wind blow.
"Akai, I'm sorry." Yi Xu spoke first and said apologetically, he knew that even if their starting point was for Yan Qiukai's good, deception was deception, and this was a fact that could never be changed.
"I'm sorry about what?" Yan Qiukai spoke elegantly.
"When did you remember it?" Yi Xu asked.
"Does it still matter?"
"So, today is a game you set up, right?"
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"Akai, I know you're angry, but you should know that our starting point is for your good, when you were with Ai Jiatong, you were always careful to please her, and you lived so humbly every day, you are not suitable at all, and Zhou Jiatong is different, her kind of delicate woman is suitable for you, Ai Jiatong is too tough, so you will be very tired and tired, so we told such a little lie, and the facts have proved that Yan Qiukai, who is with Zhou Jiatong, does not have that humility and caution, Live so arrogantly and comfortably, just like before you met Ai Jiatong. β
"How do you know that living a proud and comfortable life is the life I want?" Yan Qiukai asked rhetorically.
"Akai, you have your pride, I don't want to see your pride worn away in front of Ai Jiatong! Such. β
"Am I willing?" Yan Qiukai looked at Yi Xu, interrupted his words, and then said with a helpless smile, "How do you know that it's not good for me to live so humbly and cautiously, and I'm very tired?" Yi Xu, it's not only living pride that can be happy, there are some things that the so-called pride can't give, the reason why you lose Wen Yuxuan is because you want your pride, so you, in the end, it's not the same, gradually give up your so-called pride, just to keep Wen Yuxuan. Yan Qiukai said eloquently.
"Ai Jiatong, she has been with Tao Lei! She doesn't deserve it! Yi Xu frowned slightly and said.
Although the expression on Yan Qiukai's face did not change, his clenched fists betrayed him.
"Akai, even if it's not Zhou Jiatong, it shouldn't be Ai Jiatong, you made such a big fuss back then, do you still want to go back to that kind of day? Moreover, don't you mind that Ai Jiatong used to be with Tao Lei? Tao Lei is now in T City, what does this mean, I believe you know better than me, and most importantly, do you think that Ai Jiatong loves you now? You and Ai Jiatong can't go back, since you can't go back, then letting go will make you happier, why do you always hold on to the past? Is it that hard to let yourself go? β.
"Although Ai Jiatong and Tao Lei are together, I hate her very much, but, it is undeniable that I love her, whether it is before or after amnesia, for so many years, Zhou Jiatong has not entered my heart, not that I don't want to let go, but, I can't let go at all, you now experience the feeling of love, then, you should know my feelings, if love can control it yourself, is it still love?"
"Then will you still marry Zhou Jiatong?"
"I want my marriage to be because of love, not because of suitability."
"Why? Isn't it better to be suitable when love is impossible? β
"Because I don't want to settle, you Yi Xu don't want to settle, and I Yan Qiukai don't want to!" Yan Qiukai said very seriously.
"So what do you want to do? You have promised Zhou Jiatong. β
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"Akai, don't forget, even if we deceived you, but, in your most difficult time, it was not someone else who was by your side, but Zhou Jiatong, how do you repay this friendship?"
"How can I pay it back?" Yan Qiukai smiled bitterly.
"Just now you broke Zhou Jiatong, indicating that you are struggling, since you did not break through in public, does it mean that you will continue to play your current role?"
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"Well, think for yourself, no matter what you decide, I will support you." Yi Xu said with a serious face.
Yan Qiukai looked around the entire college, then closed his eyes, and his head immediately appeared with a smile and a smile that Ai Jiatong looked like in high school, every move, at that time, they were so simple and ignorant, simple and happy......
Ai Jiatong drove back to the gate of the community and saw Yan Qiukai next to a sports car, looking like someone else, thinking about whether to ignore it, Yan Qiukai was already standing in front of her car, she was startled, quickly braked, and leaned forward, if it wasn't for the seat belt, she would have flown out.
Ai Jiatong angrily opened the car door and got out of the car, frowning and looking at Yan Qiukai, "Don't you want to die?!" β
"Do you dare to bump?" Yan Qiukai asked disappreciatively.
Ai Jiatong's eyes widened and he gritted his teeth, "You are ruthless!" β
After speaking, she turned around and got into the car, who knew that Yan Qiukai got into the passenger seat of the car one step faster than her.
"Why are you in my car?" Ai Jiatong asked unhappily.
"Are you so unhappy to see me?" Yan Qiukai asked elegantly.
"Yan Qiukai, what do you want to do?"
"What can I do?" Yan Qiukai asked rhetorically.
Ai Jiatong held back her anger and tried to calm down and speak, "Didn't we say okay that night, everything should be an accident, don't pester me anymore, your fiancΓ©e is still waiting for you at home, are you suitable now?" What is the difference between you like this and those rotten men? Where have you put yourself, and where have you put me? β
"Ai Jiatong, have you deceived me?" Yan Qiukai suddenly turned his head to look at her and asked.
Ai Jiatong was stunned for a moment, "I, what did I deceive you?" β
"Is there one? You just have to answer me. Yan Qiukai looked at her seriously.
Ai Jiatong hesitated and shook his head, "No." β
"Are you sure?"
"Hmm."
A trace of disappointment flashed in Yan Qiukai's eyes, he retracted his gaze, looked ahead, and said slowly, "You know?" You overlap with the girl in my memory, Ai Jiatong, is this a coincidence? β
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Don't you know?" Yan Qiukai asked softly.
Ai Jiatong pursed her lips and hesitated to speak, "Yan Qiukai, people have to look forward, always recall the past, and hold on to the past, they will only make themselves tired, since you meet the right one now, why not grasp it well?" We don't have a time lapse, we can't go back. β
Yan Qiukai closed his eyes and leaned against the back of the chair, "Do you think that marriage, suitability is important or love?" β
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"I want my marriage to be because of love, not because of suitability."
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"Ai Jiatong, will you fall in love with me?" Yan Qiukai opened his eyes and looked at her and asked.
Ai Jiatong looked at him squarely and did not avoid it at all, "I don't allow others to snatch my things, in the same way, I won't snatch other people's things, what doesn't belong to me, holding it in my hand, will only prick my hand to a blur of flesh and blood, I never covet what others have in their hands, so, Yan Qiukai, you don't belong to me, I won't fall in love with you." β
"Is your love controllable?"
"Love is just an accessory to me, you know?"
Yan Qiukai smiled abruptly, "Ai Jiatong, you are so powerful, really, really powerful." β
"I'm sorry, Yan Qiukai." Ai Jiatong looked apologetic.
"Do you think I'll marry Zhou Jiatong?" Yan Qiukai asked softly.
"Does my opinion matter?"
"It's important."
Ai Jiatong took a deep breath, "I said, I have heard your story, Yan Qiukai, people can't be ungrateful, don't forget, in your most difficult time, it was Zhou Jiatong who accompanied you, not others, and I see that you get along very well, so, you get married, I think, good!" β
"You support?"
"Unconditional support."
"Ai Jiatong, will you regret your words today?"
"Why do you have to cling to me? You can't give up Zhou Jiatong for me, so don't provoke me! Ai Jiatong was a little annoyed.
"What if I could?!" As soon as Ai Jiatong's words fell, Yan Qiukai immediately spoke.
Ai Jiatong was stunned for a moment, looked at Yan Qiukai, looked carefully, in Yan Qiukai's eyes, as if she saw the affectionate and persistent eyes that followed her in high school, suddenly, a terrible idea flashed in her mind, but it was quickly rejected again.
"Do you even know what you're talking about?" Ai Jiatong asked with a frown.
"Of course I know, Ai Jiatong, I ask you one last time, do you want me to marry Zhou Jiatong?" Yan Qiukai said very seriously.
Ai Jiatong was stunned, the sentence of hope was blocked in her throat and she couldn't say it, because she knew that when she said this, it meant that she might lose Yan Qiukai forever.
Yan Qiukai saw Ai Jiatong's hesitation and reached out to hold her hand, "Ai Jiatong, do you have anything to say to me?" β
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"Now, no matter what you say to me, I will forgive you." Yan Qiukai stared at her and said.
Ai Jiatong bit her lower lip, she always felt that Yan Qiukai seemed to know something, did she get her memory back? Will it? If it were, would Yan Qiukai still talk to her in such a good voice as he does now? Impossible, perhaps, Yan Qiukai just thinks that she overlaps with the girl in his impression, although she wants to be selfish, but when she thinks of Zhou Jiatong, she really can't be selfish, because she is not that kind of person.
"I don't have anything to say."
Yan Qiukai listened, couldn't hide his disappointment, and let go of her hand.
"Yan Qiukai, Zhou Jiatong is very suitable for you, if you can get married, I will send my most sincere wishes, this is the only thing I can do for you." Ai Jiatong said seriously.
"Really?"
"Hmm."
"Okay, as you wish." Yan Qiukai said with a smile, then took out his mobile phone and dialed his mother's number.
"Mom, I'm going to get engaged to Zhou Jiatong, you can arrange the time, the sooner the better." Yan Qiukai looked at Ai Jiatong and said this to his mother.
When Ai Jiatong heard this, she thought that her heart was hard enough, but she found that it was nothing more than that, and now her heart was twitching and aching, but at this time, she couldn't complain and regret the path she chose.