445. 095. You're not my first time
Facing Lu Piaopiao's longing eyes, Wu Xiaojun was particularly depressed, contradictory and hesitant at the moment.
He couldn't believe that the tender woman beside him was actually the usual pure and beautiful, Chu Chu touching, smart eyes, quiet and gentle, smart and lovely Lu Piaopiao.
I can't believe that Lu Piaopiao is so abnormal, and suddenly makes such a bold move, it is difficult that she is deliberately testing herself, but there is no need and reason to tempt after thinking about it.
It's that she has encountered something unspeakable and untouchable, and there is no need to practice herself like this.
What is she for?
Wu Xiaojun fell into a confused and dilemma for a while, his body became more and more cold and stiff, and he lay straight and motionless.
Lu Piaopiao kissed Wu Xiaojun's face for a while, and seeing that he didn't react at all, he stopped as if he had lost his soul, and said in a low voice, "Xiaojun, I'm sorry, it's hard for you, count me as sentimental, count me shameless, count me frivolous and not self-respecting, please treat yourself as if nothing happened!" β
Lu Piaopiao frowned tightly and suddenly lifted the sheets covering his body, got up and was about to get out of bed.
Wu Xiaojun suddenly grabbed her hand, "Why are you doing this, can you give me a reasonable explanation?" β
"Since you are a righteous gentleman and a person who does not sit still, since you don't have the slightest feeling for me, there is nothing to explain!"
Lu Piaopiao broke away from Wu Xiaojun's hand, went back to his room crying, and closed the door with a "bang".
Wu Xiaojun looked at Lu Piaopiao's sad and aggrieved and annoyed, and left naked and angry, he completely hurt her self-esteem, and her hard heart softened suddenly.
Hurriedly got out of bed, pulled a sheet around him and walked to the door of Lu Piaopiao's room, knocked on it and asked softly, "Piaopiao, it's all my fault, open the door!" β
screamed several times in a row, but there was no reaction inside, Wu Xiaojun was worried that something would happen to her, so he directly pushed the door open and walked in, only to see Lu Piaopiao curled up and sitting on the bed sobbing helplessly, which was very distressing.
Wu Xiaojun said flatteringly, "Piaopiao, what's wrong with you, just tell me if you have any grievances, I'm willing to be your loyal listener." β
Lu Piaopiao said resentfully, "I don't need your sympathy, I don't need your mercy and charity, you go, let me be quiet!" β
Wu Xiaojun said affectionately, "Piao Piao, I don't understand your heart, please don't practice yourself, okay!" β
Lu Piaopiao said angrily, "Think about how people treat you, you are so stingy even to give people a good memory, what else do people have to say." β
Wu Xiaojun said, "Piao Piao, is it worth your effort for a good memory, you are too stupid!" β
Lu Piaopiao gently looked up at Wu Xiaojun and said with tears in her eyes, "Xiaojun, you know a woman's heart, do you know what it's like to love someone!" I'm stupid, I'm really stupid, so stupid that people look down on me, scolding me for being stupid and cheap, it's okay! β
Wu Xiaojun was completely speechless, she was nostalgic for herself, and she was reluctant to leave her.
She is right, once a girl has true feelings for a person, it is nine cows that can't be pulled back, and she will never give up until she reaches her goal, that kind of crazy Cheng dΓΉ really makes outsiders feel funny, why wasn't Liang Yuhua like this before.
Thinking of these, Wu Xiaojun felt a lot more at ease, no matter what, since she is so sincere to herself, so devoted to her true feelings, she will leave soon, and there will be no chance in the future, a good night is worth a thousand gold, leaving each other with an unforgettable memory of life, and getting along with each other in vain, but unfortunately I don't know which bastard will make a summer leaf hat for it.
Wu Xiaojun's psychological defense line has completely collapsed, the complex and contradictory psychology has become quiet and simple, all the tangled thoughts and vague feelings have fallen on the icy and jade Lu Piaopiao, he wants to make the beautiful and pure girl in front of him become a real woman, and let her fully enjoy the happiness and pleasure of being a woman.
Although Wu Xiaojun's ideas are a bit despicable and evil, although they are not righteous, but in that environment, especially in the face of a warm lady who takes the initiative to give her arms, not to mention a pleasant woman who has had many emotional intersections with him, no man can resist the extreme temptation of heart-wrenching, unless he is born with a physical disability.
What's more, Wu Xiaojun is a hot-blooded young man with strong blood and strong liver.
Wu Xiaojun slowly sat down next to Lu Piaopiao, reached out and lifted the hair scattered on her cheeks, looked at her pretty face with tears with blazing eyes, and said gently, "Piaopiao, I'm sorry, I made you sad!" β
Lu Piaopiao saw that Wu Xiaojun had changed his attitude towards himself, his tense nerves and inner fanaticism were quickly relaxed, and he said with tears in his eyes, "Xiaojun, in fact, my idea is very simple, I will leave soon, I don't want to leave so quietly and leave no space for my soul." β
Wu Xiaojun held Lu Piaopiao's face with both hands, and said faintly, "I really didn't have that special feeling for you when we were together before, but that day you suddenly said that you were leaving, and I suddenly understood that you are the only trustworthy person I can trust in the hospital, who has helped me the most and will never give up, I don't dare to imagine what it would be like to live in the hospital without your help, do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart." I always want to look at you more, say a few more words to you, and engrave your voice and smile in my heart. β
"Well, I can see the ups and downs and restlessness of your mood, and you no longer deliberately avoid me as before, and I feel warm happiness in my heart."
Lu Piaopiao said like a cute little sheep, meekly putting his head on Wu Xiaojun's chest.
Wu Xiaojun's stiff body suddenly softened, and his originally regular hands began to caress Lu Piaopiao's soft, delicate and smooth skin, up and down, left and right, front and back, leaving no blanks.
Lu Piaopiao and Wu Xiaojun were close to each other, kissing and hugging fiercely, and soon a harmonious variation was staged in the room, floating into the silent night sky.
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After three fierce battles in a row, Lu Piaopiao's face was full of infinite sweetness and happiness, and he said unfinishedly, "I didn't expect you to be not only very powerful, but also so bad, making people feel like entering a fairyland, and almost all over the body is about to fall apart!" Especially if you're obscene and wicked enough, you're so wretched and itchy that you can't stop tossing and turning people around, I knew you would, I-" At this, I was embarrassed to stop the following.
Wu Xiaojun teased, "I knew that I would be like this, did you take me prisoner a long time ago, and enjoy the pleasure and comfort I bring you every day, I am not as easy to take the bait as Chao Yougui." β
Lu Piaopiao giggled, "you, blind metaphor, am I someone like Cao Tingjing!" β
Wu Xiaojun hurriedly changed his words and said, "Yes, yes, yes, look at my stinky broken mouth, count me as a gaffe, our family is Piaopiao is an assertive and wise woman, how can Cao Tingjing's kind of sassy fox be compared with it." β
Lu Piaopiao smiled sweetly, "You have a little conscience!" β
Wu Xiaojun laughed for a while, and tried to ask in a low voice, "Piaopiao, there are some things I haven't understood, you are also a big girl in your twenties, and you have been working for many years, why don't you have a boyfriend yet?" I did a good job in the hospital, why did I suddenly leave the hospital and go to Xiangzhou? Can you tell me why? β
Wu Xiaojun suddenly asked about these more private things, which surprised Lu Piaopiao, for whom these were sensitive topics and never wanted to mention them to others. She lowered her head gloomily, and her heart was churning whether to tell the man in front of her about the past that she admired.
Wu Xiaojun saw that Lu Piaopiao was silent, as if he had touched her sore spot, and felt that he was a little speechless, he shouldn't ask such a sensitive question to a girl, and hurriedly said, "Piaopiao, please don't think about it too much, it's just a little curious, since you have something unspeakable, I shouldn't talk to you about this kind of topic." β
Lu Piaopiao suddenly raised his head and said very seriously, "Xiaojun, in our hospital, you are the most trustworthy and admired person I have, since you want to know, I will tell you without concealment." β
Wu Xiaojun said hoarsely, "Piaopiao, no, no, no, I don't want to know about it now, and I don't want to know about this, let's change the topic and say something else!" β
Lu Piaopiao smiled reluctantly and said, "Xiaojun, it's nothing, now that I am a woman who belongs to you, tonight I want to tell you the story that has been buried in my heart for many years and has been suppressing my heart, maybe it will make me vomit quickly and feel relieved." β
"I see that you are usually calm and steady, and there will be sad stories behind you!"
"Well, it was that experience that made me mature a lot. Maybe you're thinking about a question right now, why we didn't have the blood of other people's legends when we were together just now, and it has something to do with that dark night three years ago. β
really let Lu Piaopiao say right, the moment the spear entered the hole, Wu Xiaojun felt that something was wrong, and he was still a little angry, thinking that she was such a traditional girl who lacked the reserve of a girl, could it have already been broken, wouldn't she really be a big wrongdoer. When Lu Piaopiao said this, he confirmed his thoughts, and he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, his heart was sour, bitter, and his face immediately converged and stopped talking.
Lu Piaopiao understood his thoughts, a man is a kind of possession of a woman, or that kind of selfless possession, Wu Xiaojun had this kind of psychology and expression in his own expectations, and said lightly, "Xiaojun, I deceived you, you are not my first time, please don't mind." The reason why I do this is to show you my love for you and that you are an important person in my life that I will never forget. β
"And what happened to you guys?"
"When I was in junior high school, my family was relatively poor, and I had a good relationship with a fellow named Song Qing, who cared for and cared for me very much, and I also had a good impression of Song Qing. At that time, I was still relatively young, and I didn't know what love was, so I was limited to similar interests with each other, and it didn't develop to the point of falling in love. After graduating from junior high school, I was admitted to Pingnan Health School to study secondary school, and Song Qing went to high school, during which our contact has never been interrupted, and he also made a special trip to the school to see me a few times, knowing that he was pursuing me, and the stunned youth had a trace of throbbing. When I graduated, Song Qing was admitted to Xiangzhou Grain College, and I stayed at home for more than a year. This love, this meaning, and this generous gift are so heavy that I am very moved. β
"And then?"