That past was something she never wanted to mention, but Ren Er's appearance was like a pebble, stirring up a thousand layers in her heart, allowing those long-sealed pasts to surface bit by bit.

In fact, how can half a day be enough, Li Jing needs more time, but I'm afraid no one can give her time.

Tap water was rushing to wash the green leaves.

Li Jing's mind is no longer on this.

In this half day, she thought about a lot of things from the past.

With short hair, she followed the boys around in the field. She pulled out the valve core of the girl's bicycle she hated the most with Ren Er. She was isolated by many girls. She grabbed the table tennis racket with her little hand but couldn't find any playmates.

The surging past was like a roaring train coming towards her, and she was powerless to stop it.

At the age of seven, she wore a beautiful floral dress to school, with two pigtails, and her mother said that girls should wear braids to be beautiful.

She happily took the ice cream to the girl at the same table, but was pushed away by the girl, she said, my mother said that your father is a bad person, often plays with women, and won't let me play with you.

She argued, you are talking nonsense, it's not like this, my dad is a good man, and he is good to my mom.

Tears still fell involuntarily.

School was out and no one was walking with her.

This was the first day of school, and the classmates seemed to have a tacit understanding behind her back.

I thought that going to school was a very beautiful thing, and I often saw those brothers and sisters carrying schoolbags to school when I walked on the road, and my father always said, Jing'er should go to school like her brothers and sisters in the future, she always said with envy, yes.

She waited until it was completely dark and all her classmates were gone, and she didn't wait for her parents to pick her up.

She walked back from school alone.

When I got home, Mom and Dad were arguing, and they saw her standing in the doorway.

ran over to coax her in a panic, her parents were joking, not really arguing.

She cried so much that she hugged her father's neck and said, "Mom and Dad don't play in the future, it will scare me."

They nodded in agreement.

The situation at the school has not improved.

She was still isolated, and she was used to being isolated in loneliness, and she gradually began to get closer to the boys.

Boys are really easy to contact, as long as you talk to them, they will talk to you, a few more contacts, you can become a very good friend.

But the boys she contacts are all bad at studying, it's not that she doesn't want to contact those good children who are good at learning, but every time she talks to them, they always say, my parents don't let me play with you, your father is a bad person.

Over time, she learned to turn a blind eye to these well-behaved children, and as soon as she entered the classroom, she would go straight to the last few rows of the class and call the boys brothers.

The situation at home has not improved.

In the past, she naively thought that her parents were really joking, not really quarrelling, but they became more and more intense, and they developed to the point of arguing and fighting in front of her.

At first, they would still avoid her, but since when did they comfort her crying, as if quarrels were as important to them as eating.

The reason for the quarrel is nothing more than that my mother bumped into my father again, which aunt she was eating with, shopping, making phone calls, etc.

She slowly got used to this life.

After junior high school, she completely cut her hair short and wore fat clothes, anyway, after changing to a new environment, the girls still didn't like her.

Here, she met Ren Er.

At that time, "Meteor Garden" was popular among all boys and girls, and the classic long hair style of F4 boys woke up the idea of beauty in the hearts of all boys like a spring breeze.

Overnight, the boys all grew long hair.

Ren Er was also growing long hair at that time, and he also dyed his hair yellow, which was very popular at the time, and in that junior high school, Ren Er was the head of their grade.

The process of her getting to know Ren Er was very interesting.

After school that day, she saw a group of people fighting, so she stood curiously at the mouth of the alley and watched.

It's nothing.

What's more, she's still standing there after the gang fights.

The boy with long yellow hair asked her, "Why do you want us to fight?" The boys behind him were clamoring for the Witnesses to be eliminated.

She was a little scared, but she pretended to be calm and said, I want to report it to the teacher.

The boy laughed, she found that he actually had a very delicate face, and his smile was clean and refreshing, she was suddenly not afraid, such a good-looking boy should not be a bad person.

That boy is Ren Er.

Ren Er is a child who grew up in a single-parent family, and he only has a father, and his father is too busy earning money to support the family, and he has no time to care about his son's performance in school.

She felt like she had found someone who was sympathetic, and although she had parents, she felt that she was an orphan, and they never asked her about her studies.

At a very young age, the family of three also went to an amusement park together. Her memories are already very vague.

In the beginning, she followed Ren Er like a little follower, and they often ran away from unimportant classes in groups and ran outside the school, but they didn't do anything, but they just thought it was fun to skip class.

Once, when they were skipping class and going out to play, they ran into Ren Er's rival in the neighboring school, and they disagreed with each other for a few words, so they fought.

She stood outside the chaotic crowd, frightened, and this was the second time she had witnessed a group fight.

She was afraid that something would happen to Ren Er, so that her only friend might be lost.

She went crazy, picked up a brick and rushed in.

Everyone was frightened by this crazy girl, and she pulled out Ren Er, whose face was covered in blood.

She grabbed his hand and ran, without looking back to the ground.

I don't know how long she ran away, she bent down panting, holding her knees with her hands, feeling that her lungs were about to explode, Ren Er looked at her in surprise, he took her hand and took her to the hospital.

It would be nice if everything developed like this, and she and Ren Er might be together now.

In the third year of junior high school, my parents divorced.

Grandpa interjected forcefully, and he liked her granddaughter very much. He regretted it a little, and now he found out that the conflict in their family was so deep.

He sent her to the county's key high school the year she graduated.

Of course, the divorce that my parents have been making trouble has not come to fruition.

At the graduation party of junior high school classmates, Ren Er didn't say a word to her.

Okay, if you don't go to high school, the two of them won't be able to get this grade at all, she remembers that it was an evening, and the afterglow of the sunset sprinkled on Ren Er's black hair, she remembered that time she said that yellow hair was not good-looking, and the boy's long hair made a man or a woman, and then the next day Ren Er cut it off and dyed her hair back to black.