Chapter 517: Hold on

The air was still filled with the smell of gasoline, I sat on the ground, looking at Janeway, who was also a little prostration, but couldn't speak, Xiaoyun, who had come back to her senses first, finally brought us two dry towels and asked us to wipe off the gasoline that was still dripping down our faces.

I wiped my face with a heavy towel, and then closed my eyes, and I heard the sound of my own heartbeat, and in the heartbeat, I couldn't calculate the distance between the neighborhood and the city in the sky, but I felt that I was missing something important, which made me a little suffocated, a little panicked.

I finally opened my eyes and said to Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, do you still have clothes here, take my friend to change, the night is too cold, she will catch a cold." ”

Xiao Yun nodded, helped Jian Wei up from the ground, pulled up the roller shutter door again, and helped Jian Wei change her clothes inside, while my eyes stayed on the scattered bouquets around me, thinking about how to help Xiao Yun solve this tricky problem.

After a while, Janeway came out of the flower house, she was already wearing a white sweater and black trousers of Xiaoyun, and said to me, "I'll send you back, don't catch a cold." ”

I nodded, and then said to Xiao Yun: "Xiao Yun, the shop will be put like this first, it will not be open tomorrow, I am going to Yangzhou on a business trip, you go with me, I am worried that those people will still find you trouble, and when I come back from Yangzhou, I will help you solve this problem." ”

Xiaoyun sobbed, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and still communicated with me by typing on the screen: "Brother Zhaoyang, I can't trouble you anymore In fact, we just met in Pingshui, I really feel guilty!" ”

"Even if it is a meeting in Pingshui, I can't ignore such a thing, so don't say stupid things anymore, and go to Yangzhou with me tomorrow."

Jian Wei took over and said: "The person is a girl, you don't think about going to Yangzhou with you, it's inconvenient to do this, go to that county with me tomorrow, and after participating in the handover ceremony of the scenic spot over there, I will deal with her affairs, I want to see what these people come from." ”

I thought about it, Xiaoyun is indeed more suitable to follow Jian Wei, so I nodded and motioned for her to listen to Jian Wei, as for how to solve this matter in the end, we still have to be cautious, dealing with these people who dare to trample on the dignity of the law, we must be clean and neat, otherwise there will definitely be hidden dangers

Jian Wei and I first arranged Xiao Yun and her family in a five-star hotel, and then Jian Wei sent me home, of course, after meeting Xiao Yun's family, I also figured out the whole story, Xiao Yun's family has a total of four people, she has a sister, her mother is sick all the year round, and has been relying on drugs to maintain, Xiao Yun's father not only supports the family, but also contracted the vice of gambling, and after owing a lot of gambling debts, he threw off the family, which is what happened just now.

On the way, my heart was very heavy, and finally said to Janeway, who was driving: "Do you think this society needs to reflect, or do you need to reflect in this society?" Xiaoyun, she didn't do anything wrong, and even worked harder than normal people, but this society full of material things gave her back such a life, I don't expect fate to be equal to everyone, but there can't be such a big difference!! ”

"The development of the material world will inevitably lead to the lack of the spiritual world, because people will be lost in the material world, everyone takes their material interests too seriously, no one cares what kind of suffering those vulnerable groups are enduring or it is more ugly, in the eyes of many people, the disadvantaged groups are used to exploit, not sympathize with us, we can't change anything, we can be lucky to meet just Xiaoyun, and in this world, there are thousands of Xiaoyun"

". The world of eggs! ”

"So I really need your literary and artistic path to awaken the truth, goodness and beauty in people's spiritual world."

I looked at Janeway for a long time before I said, "So what I'm doing is something very meaningful?" ”

"I have never denied it, and everyone has never denied it, so I cooperate with you, even Le Yao, even if she has quit the entertainment industry, she still agreed to shoot a micro-film for the road of literature and art."

I exhaled heavily and asked myself in my heart: "Will the end of this literary and artistic road be the crystal clear sky city?" Perhaps, maybe this qiΔ“ is just a beautiful fantasy in my heart. ”

After losing my mind for a while, I changed the topic and said to Janeway, "Xiaoyun will trouble you tomorrow." ”

"No trouble."

I looked at her, patted her leg for a long time and said, "Don't follow me to do such a dangerous thing in the future!" ”

Janeway smiled and said, "In the City of Desire, you are my last faith. ”

I was silent for a long time: "It's the lyrics of elopement!" ”

"yes, for me, it's just a lyric I just thought of it suddenly, you don't have to think too much."

When I returned to my accommodation, I took a shower and then lay down on the bed, when the cigarette in my hand was lit again, it also meant the end of this thrilling night, but I couldn't sleep for a long time, always thinking of the unfair side of this society, only lamenting that my own strength was too meager, and the literary and artistic road that I was given high hopes for will eventually develop into a spiritual road of salvation or a money-making opportunity in business, I am not even sure.

The only thing I know for sure is that Janeway, the largest investor, still supports my idea, which finally gives me some comfort and motivation to keep going.

The mobile phone rang in my own thoughts, I calmly picked it up from the cabinet, looked at the number, it was Mi Cai calling, and suddenly there was a feeling that I had not been seen for a long time, but it was not as ecstatic as I imagined, maybe it had something to do with this bad love tonight.

I pressed the cigarette butt out in the ashtray and answered the phone, but I didn't know whether to say good morning or good evening to her, so she spoke to me first, "Didn't disturb your rest?" ”

"I'm lying in bed, and I haven't rested yet!"

After Mi Cai was silent for a while, she said, "I received the flowers you sent, and I like them very much!" Thank you. ”

I smiled and said, "I hope these flowers can make you feel better, promise me, don't let yourself get too tired." ”

After being silent for a while, Mi Cai said, "Zhaoyang, compared to your intentions for me, I am far from sorry for you. ”

"Don't say that, shouldn't the two of them understand each other when they are together, when you return to China, it will be fine, we said that we want to go on vacation together, play music caravan together, and then we can enjoy the world of the two."

"Well, when I return to China, I will definitely accompany you well, right, is your recent work still smooth?"

"The shooting plans for the music caravan and the micro-film are being prepared at the same time, which is quite smooth."

"Hmm"

I wanted to tell her that when I went to Yangzhou tomorrow, the woman in red would invite me to dinner, a very trivial matter, but I heard someone talking to her in English, and she hurriedly said goodbye to me and hung up the phone.

I listened to the hang-up sound that kept coming from the phone with some loss, and it took a long time to put the phone back on the cabinet, staring at the ceiling for a long time, and there was a feeling in my heart that I wanted to persevere, I didn't believe that my love with Mi Cai would be lost to the distance time would eventually make a qiΔ“ better, including myself and the people around me

PS: It's been a long time since I've said anything about this book...... Many readers find this book not as good as it used to be...... Objectively speaking, in the middle of a book, there must be a stage where readers feel reading fatigue. Subjectively speaking: the first half of the story, written is a sling and the goddess in the ambiguous plot of getting along, like a fairy tale, everyone naturally likes, in the middle and late stages, is to let this fairy tale return to reality, suspicion in love, unequal, will definitely make the feelings have twists and turns, which can be seen everywhere in reality but everyone doesn't like it

The above is not the point I want to talk about, nor is it what I care about the most, because what I write is about my love life, just my love life

My first book had a half-gray, half-blue ...... The second book is a rooftop called a utopia under the candlelight, and this book is a city in the sky that has no physical basis at all, whether it is a half-gray or half-blue sea, or a utopia under the candlelight, I have not been able to truly express it concretely. So the city in the sky of this book is what I have been trying to shape, and it is also what I am looking for in the book...... In my eyes, there are two kinds of readers, one is to look at the emotional life, the other is to look at the expression or from the subjective and objective point of view, objective: the book is written for everyone to read, because a book comes out, it needs to be graded, and it needs the support of the reading group From my subjective point of view, it is written to the latter The first type of reader is that I communicate with simple content, and the second type of reader is really communicating with emotion...... But there are really few readers who talk to me about the half-gray and half-blue sea, the utopia under the candlelight, the city in the sky, and the city in the sky is always asked who loves whom and who should be with whom/When someone tells me that the tank, the city in the sky, is not only your city, but also the city of Zhaoyang, and our city...... There will always be a feeling in my heart, and I feel that there are still people who understand, understand, and pursue, even if it is just the city in the book

After all, online novels are online novels, what they pursue is the pleasure of reading, and what they are looking for is recreation, and I have written three books against this basic principle, in fact, I am also tired, and if I have the next book, I will try to write something more lighthearted...... But I think this book will still be very exciting, especially the second volume that is about to come out

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