Chapter 2 The End of the Song 5
"Yongtai, I have removed him from his imperial title and exiled to the land of Xining. I want to hone his temperament in that kind of place, and if he can survive, he may have some cultivation in the future. The emperor's tone was plain and shallow, as if he was really telling the fate of others. Yu Yan closed his eyes suddenly, the night outside the window was dark, only the two white lights hanging under his eyes were swaying in the dark night. Yu Hao was concentrating on her, and there was still depression in his eyes.
"Thank the emperor for not killing him."
"The son doesn't teach, the father's fault, I never think that Yongtai has become like this is your fault." He paused for a moment, slowly leaned back on the royal blue soft pillow behind him, and a trace of coolness oozed from his eyes, "It's just that this kind of thing happened, you should also know that this queen can't do it." ”
Yu Yan originally listened with low eyebrows, but when he arrived at this section, he suddenly sneered. She raised her face, and her appearance, which had always been well-maintained, did not feel much withered: "The concubine has long expected that there will be today, and after the death of Hu Lu, the concubine is naturally useless." ”
The Son of Heaven frowned, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak.
"Before Hu Lu's death, the concubine had seen her once, and the emperor must not have thought of it." She looked at the man's face that suddenly changed color, and the sneer at the corner of her mouth became more and more distinct, "Although the concubine knew that the emperor was ruthless, she didn't want to be able to do it like this." When I think of the infatuation you have made for the imperial concubine in the past ten years, I feel extremely disgusted. So I never thought you could think of any old feelings, no, maybe from the beginning, there was no affection between us. ”
Yu Hao's expression changed and changed, but he didn't get angry. He was just a little tired, and said coldly: "After all, I have a crush on Ah Jin, but her identity is destined not to join hands with me for a lifetime, so I tried my best to restrain the spread of this emotion at the beginning. However, when I first saw you, I only felt that your temperament was very similar to her, so I had some expectations for you. He smiled suddenly, but there was a clear mockery in his eyes, "But what you said is right, I have never loved you after all." ”
Although he had known it for a long time, when he said it himself, Yu Yan still felt a sudden pain in his heart. It was as if someone was holding her heart alive, and the pain was so painful that she could barely breathe. No matter how she calculates and how she plans, in this long life, in the lonely harem, Yuhao has given her warmth and made her look forward to it. At that time, Fang was still in his prime, his eyebrows were like stars, and his smile was handsome. He picked up Yuyan's clean and pure face, and promised to give her peace of mind. At that time, Yuyan was extremely relieved and happy, and she even tried to forget Yuchen and be his most beautiful concubine wholeheartedly. She was bent on defeating Emperor Jin, not only because that woman was not good for the Great Wei Dynasty, but also because she wanted to replace that woman, so that Yu Hao could no longer see only Emperor Jin in his eyes.
She is just a delicate woman, if there is no emotion and expectation in it, how can she fight for most of her life with her yearning for power.
However, in the end, not only was it a joke, but even the love myth between him and Emperor Jin that moved the listeners and wept when they heard it was an outright lie. The coldness of the emperor's family, even if she knew it early on, she was still so cold that her heart was broken, and her body and bones were cold.
The emperor looked at her with more and more contempt: "What's more, if you want to treat each other with sincerity, how can you ever give true feelings." Being in Cao Ying's heart is in Han, haven't you been thinking about your ministers so far? If I kill him, you must have hated me. ”
He knew everything.
Yu Yan's mind sank suddenly, but his face did not show anything. "There is no end to the sin that you want to add. It's just that I didn't expect that even if the prince entered the ground, he would be tired of being stigmatized as coveting the concubine. If he knows it, he must hate it so much that he can't be reincarnated. ”
When the emperor heard this, his face turned a little pale, and his eyebrows were like the weather in the wax moon, dyed with a chill. "Even if you don't count this matter, Concubine Chen was deposed, Qing Shunyi's death, Xiang Guifei, Zhao Guiren...... Which one of them is not the victim of you. Even Qin Suyue did not escape the catastrophe. As a woman, you are vicious and outrageous. Even so, I endured it again and again. Who knows that the position of queen still can't satisfy you, but makes your ambition more and more inflated, how can I continue to tolerate you! ”
After saying this, his muscles were already bruised, and his face was no longer as calm as he always was. However, when Yu Yan saw him like this, he laughed silently. Xu was kneeling for too long, and the numbness spread down her knees to her heart, and she couldn't feel the pain at this moment.
"Why does the emperor put all the blame on the concubines, didn't you single-handedly contribute to what the concubines did? You trapped me in the harem and raised me to be a bloodless executioner, and then ruthlessly discarded after using me. She raised her head and raised her eyebrows slightly, "Just like Chengying, it's a pity that he is loyal to you all the time." And I only kill people who have bad intentions against me. In this way, compared with the concubines, the emperor is more worthy of the word vicious. ”
Words and hearts.
After saying this, the emperor was almost annoyed. He suddenly stretched out two fingers and pinched Yu Yan's jaw hard, and due to excessive force, he could only hear the crackling of his knuckles. However, the woman did not have a trace of fear, she was ready to die and the net was broken. For the person in front of him, there is nothing but resentment.
Yu Hao stared at her for a long time, until his fingertips went numb, and he let go. The red flame in the man's eyes gradually faded, and with a cruel smile, he finally spoke: "Even if you anger me, I will not abolish you." Once there is no queen, there will be thousands of successors in the palace, and I am afraid to avoid them. You will stay in Jing'an Palace, but you will not be allowed to take a single step in your life until I die. Resentment gradually appeared on his face, and his facial features laughed as if they were distorted, "As for the child in your womb, I will hand it over to Ning Shuyuan to raise after I am born, you can rest assured." ”
"Ning Shuyuan!" Yuyan almost blurted out, "How can you give my child to her, she is ......"
"Have you not been called sisters? Don't worry, Ning Shuyuan is not as ruthless as you, she will treat this child as her own. The emperor got up slowly, and looked at the woman with a stunned face condescendingly, "Moreover, Yongyan's qualifications are mediocre, Yongche is frail and sickly, if you are a boy in this child, maybe you will be able to inherit the great unification in the future, and you will also make a great contribution." If you are willing to take good care of the baby, I promise you that you will not be angry with Ziyang, and only call you seriously ill and bedridden. Where to go, you weigh carefully. ”
Knowing that there was no way out, just for Ziyang, Yuyan still had to bear this last humiliation. Ten nails were almost buckled into her palms, but she endured the pain and said word by word: "Everything I do is not about the people of Jing'an Palace, return Su E, I will promise you." ”
The emperor glanced at her and sneered: "It's okay, the queen is pregnant, and she can't miss her servants." There was a smug and smug look in that smile, which Yu Yan had never seen even if he had been with his pillow for more than ten years. She knew very well that in the past 20 years, she had defeated all the arrogant and suspicious people, but in the end she was planted in the hands of the emperor. The person in charge of the Great Wei in front of him has conspiracies and strategies that ordinary people can't reach. Like all concubines who have a miserable end, she lost to the power of the emperor.
However, Yuyan has never regretted that everything she has so far has been impossible for ordinary people to obtain in her lifetime. Even if she dies in the harem, she is still the queen of the main palace who has been recorded in history. Her children will remember what she has done for them. The beautiful state funeral and the glorious nickname are enough to fill her years of bitterness and suffering.
In fact, after Yuchen's death, Yu Yan also dreamed more than once that he rushed into Jing'an Palace and wanted to take him away on the night of high flying. also asked herself if she regretted pushing away the love of her life in this life. To this day, however, she has never regretted that decision. Because of her own life, it was changed the moment the emperor stopped looking at her. Whether it is step by step or blood on her hands, it is the path she chooses step by step.
She won't look back, and she can't look back.
Yu Yan has killed many people and saved many people. It doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong, it's just that fate is forced to do so. However, it wasn't until she saw the pale and scarred Su E that she finally firmly believed that if there was reincarnation, this woman who was willing to share her ups and downs all her life must be her final salvation.
Three months later, Yuyan gave birth to a prince as she wished. It's just that on the day the baby landed, he was taken away from Jing'an Palace. Yu Yan didn't even have time to write down his appearance, but he just knew that this healthy baby boy was raised under Ning Shuyuan's name and named Yongyi. Sometimes when she thinks about it, she feels extremely ironic - forever, forever, forever. However, born in the emperor's family, how can there be a comfortable life. She only hoped that this child would not be as ill-fated as she was.
After that, she didn't know how long she stayed in Jing'an Palace. A few years later, others had treated her like a dead person. The former strict guard has also broken down little by little, and there will even be little palace maids hiding by the wall and gossiping. Yu Yan learned from the small message that in the spring after she was grounded for two years, Ning Shuyuan executed Concubine Zhao who wanted to misbehave, so that she was named Ning Guifei in one fell swoop, and became the most favored woman in front of the emperor.
When she learned that Concubine Zhao was dead, Su E looked at Yu Yan, who had a beautiful face and was sitting under the window, and said with a long sigh of relief: "Concubine Zhao once had a bitter enmity with her mother, but she was cunning by nature and has been living for many years. Now that Concubine Ning Guifei has executed her, she has fulfilled her mother's last wish. ”
Yu Yan looked out the window at the bright spring, but there was a faint coldness in his smile: "There is still one person in this palace who has not yet been resolved, that is, he is banned in Jing'an Palace, and this revenge has to be avenged." There was a mist in her eyes, like damp water vapor after the rain had stopped, and she was still stunningly beautiful when she smiled.
Su E suddenly remembered that one day many years ago, she seemed to see a phoenix soaring with wings on Yuyan's body, and she was shocked at that time. To this day, even though Yu Yan has fallen to the point of being in a cold palace, the domineering between his eyebrows has not disappeared at all. Su E understood in a trance that some people were born kings, and they could only keep fighting with others. And Yuyan, her future will not be interrupted, maybe in the next few years, she will have to walk for a long time.