Chapter 39: What Love Is It?
When does winter come?
Xixi looked out the window at the overwhelming snow, the cold touch on Gu Ao's black coat in early autumn seemed to stay on her face, as if she had missed the whole autumn in a flash.
The leaves on the poplar trees have all disappeared at some point, and the bare branches are covered with snow, as if they are dressed in white.
White, she likes to see Gu Ao wearing a white coat, a white down jacket, and a white sweater...... He has a lot of white clothes.
It's just that he doesn't seem to have worn a black coat since eleven, in fact, he looks good in black.
After being together, she never dared to stand outside the classroom with great fanfare like other couples to fight and chat, and even chatted in the class very cautiously, for fear that others would see something.
However, all this seems to be just that she is nervous, Gu Ao never seems to worry about this, he seems to be not afraid of anything, fearless, but because Xixi loves face, he follows her.
Xixi didn't tell anyone about what happened between them, including Li Jing.
Of course, Li Jing also had doubts.
"Xixi, how are you and Gu Ao doing now?" Li Jing suddenly asked her at the end of class.
Xixi was staring at the scenery outside the window, Huang Ye seemed to have experienced a terrible battle last night, they should have lost badly, their corpses were all over the ground, all the poplars had become naked overnight, standing alone among Huang Ye's corpses.
"How's that?" Wang Xixi had sloppy eyes, his eyes were wandering, "It's the same old look." ”
"No progress?" Li Jing still asked without giving up.
"Nope." Cissy replied weakly.
She already knew Song Senran's intentions for herself, but she didn't dare to tell Li Jing, she couldn't deny that she still hoped that Song Senran would be able to "empathize and don't fall in love" as soon as possible, she really hoped that he would like Li Jing, this is HappyEnding, it's like this on TV, no matter how infatuated the male number two is, he will definitely give up the heroine who followed the male number one and return to the arms of the female number two who are infatuated with him.
Real life is not a TV series.
Song Senran would still smile gently at her every time he met her, his starry eyes would glow with blazing light, he would still wait for her downstairs in the girls' dormitory early every time he had a holiday, and he would still go to her house to look for her every time school started.
Gu Ao was not jealous because of this, on the contrary, Xixi would rather he complain to himself, and he and Song Senran would go home and go to school together, can he see it like this, it is not usually like this.
Other than that, Sissy's life doesn't seem to have changed much.
She still buys "Cityscape" at the newsstand during the holidays at the beginning of the month, and since the last time her kind boss helped her keep a copy of "Cityscape", even if she doesn't buy magazines, she will stop to say hello to the chubby boss when she passes by.
The photo of the white robe in November is a picture from above.
He seemed to be standing very high, and every building in the city was the size of a matchbox, and they loomed in the morning fog like a castle in the sky.
The white robe must be a god, a god with a young face.
He must have been standing in the palace of the gods to take these pictures.
Sissy thought for sure.
The cold wind in December is biting, and she listens to the wind whistling outside the window every day like today, and the warmth of being indoors, this is happiness.
This is the first snow of the winter.
"Xixi, does Song Senran skip breakfast every morning?" Li Jing interrupted Wang Xixi's viewing of the snowflakes.
When winter came, because the weather was too cold, the school canceled the morning run, and the morning self-study time was postponed to 7 o'clock, but the cold environment always made many people reluctant to leave the bed, so even breakfast was canceled.
Sissy was one of these many people.
But Gu Ao insisted on getting up early every morning to help her buy breakfast, and then secretly put it in her desk.
She really couldn't bear to see him work so hard, so she insisted on getting up early every day and going to breakfast with him.
After persisting like this for a few days, it actually formed a habit.
However, Song Senran didn't have any motivation to get up.
She and Li Jing saw Song Senran walk into the class with a natural fluffy hairstyle that was difficult to suppress in the morning.
It looks like I've just gotten up, and my eyes are still not fully open.
The fluffy hair added a little warmth to him, and it seemed that his eyebrows were not so sharp.
Li Jing has insisted on getting up early every day since that day, and even if she doesn't eat, she will definitely buy one for Song Senran and put it on his table.
Even, he didn't respond at all to her confession a long time ago.
This made Wang Xixi sneaky, every day when she got up early to go to dinner, she was afraid that Li Jing would catch her and Gu Ao together, and she had to look around for a long time before she dared to sit down to eat, and she didn't dare to completely relax her vigilance.
Gu Ao ridiculed her for "guarding against her friends and thieves".
Xixi was waiting for an opportunity, and when the time was right, she would tell Li Jing that this kind of thing still had to be shared between good friends.
"How do I know the way?" Xixi replied to Li Jing helplessly, she had only known Song Senran for a long time, but this did not mean that she knew everything about him.
"You've known each other for so many years, and you don't even know what to do?" Li Jing raised her eyebrows, and she didn't know whether she was satisfied or dissatisfied with Xixi's answer.
I don't want to know the way, Xixi is entangled in her heart, she has to keep her distance from him as much as possible, so that she can break his thoughts.
"Didn't you buy him breakfast every day, and he didn't even say anything?" Xixi was very curious, no matter what Song Senran did, he would have to be moved.
Li Jing shook her head, "I think he may not even know that I sent it." ”
Wang Xixi stretched out her hand and stroked the back of her hand, Li Jing must be very uncomfortable in her heart, she had never experienced this kind of situation, so she couldn't understand Li Jing's pain, she was a little sorry.
Song Senran wore a black down jacket and walked near the door of the classroom.
He was tall, with equally dark eyebrows under his dark hair, and his starry eyes caught them sitting by the third-row window.
He walked over to them.
Xixi was sure, because of Song Senran's vision.
His vision is a little complicated, happy? Sadness? Helpless? She couldn't figure it out.
Li Jing was still lowering her head, she was probably gloomy because her efforts were not rewarded, right?
Cissy tugged at her hand and motioned for her to look up.
Li Jing raised her head and couldn't help but frown when she saw Song Senran walking towards them.
It was a joy emanating from her heart, even Xixi could feel it, Li Jing's eyebrows were crooked, and her sharp chin seemed to become softer.
Her hair was a little long, but she wasn't going to cut it, she said she was going to keep it long, for him.
What is love that can make people change so much?