Chapter 169: Premonition
Wang Xixi occasionally went to see Li Jing. Only at this time can life still see the waves.
She asked Li Jing how it felt to study liberal arts.
Li Jing's answer was ambiguous: "That's it." ”
When Wang Xixi looked puzzled, she added another sentence at the end: "Xixi, I may not be admitted to university." ”
"Don't say that, as long as you work hard, there will always be hope." Wang Xixi hurriedly wanted to give her a little encouragement, but when she said this, she felt pale and powerless.
"Sissy, do you think that going to university is the only way out of life?" Li Jing's face never had such an emotion as sadness from beginning to end.
This sentence sounded like a bolt from the blue to Wang Xixi, and she never thought about what kind of future she would have besides being admitted to university.
"That's true for a good student like you, but not necessarily for someone like me." Li Jing smiled, her hair grew and tied into a short ponytail at the back of her head, which made her less rebellious and more well-behaved. But Wang Xixi felt that her heart had not changed, as before, some sad, some at ease.
"The world is so big, there will be many different lives and lifestyles." Wang Xixi looked at Li Jing's smiling side face, which looked beautiful and quiet in the sun, "The world is so big, there will definitely be a place for us." ”
Wang Xixi nodded, Li Jing's words completely subverted her view of the world, but she couldn't find a reason to refute her.
She thought carefully about Li Jing's words, and felt that her world was too narrow, she had been living in her own world and did not accept anything subversive from the outside world, but this led to her own sitting in the well and watching the sky.
"Then," she said at a loss for what to say, "whatever the future holds, you must be happy." ”
This is probably the only beautiful blessing she can give.
"I will, Sissy, and so do you." Li Jing's hand grabbed the railing on the third floor, "You are a girl who is easily injured." ”
Wang Xixi was noncommittal.
The arrival of autumn is always mixed with joy and despair.
When Wang Xixi walked into the classroom wearing a newly bought black sweater, he could always see Song Senran sitting in the back row. He seems to have come early, and every time he was reading with his head down.
Like a fallen nobility.
After the class was divided, Hu Meiyin arrived in the sixth class of the second year of high school, and there was no longer a crowded crowd in the last row. Even so, at the end of class, there are still occasional girls looking in through the window and screaming, "Song Senran!" ”
Wang Xixi noticed all this.
When she went home from the eleventh holiday, Song Senran followed her to send her downstairs to her house, Wang Xixi was a little uncomfortable, and faintly felt that something was going to happen.
Song Senran hadn't sent her here before.
She bit her lower lip and stopped, "What's wrong?" ”
Song Senran lowered his head and looked at her, "Xixi." ”
"Huh?" Wang Xixi had to raise his head to meet him.
"You know I like you, don't you?" His sudden remark made her a little at a loss.
Wang Xixi just nodded mechanically.
"If, without Gu Ao, is it possible for us?" His face was as calm as water, and his dark eyes shone like stars even in broad daylight.
Wang Xixi was a little frightened, "But there is already Gu Ao." So that assumption doesn't hold up.
"What if he disappears from your world?" Song Senran naturally took over the topic.
"Huh?" Gu Ao disappeared from her world? She had never considered this matter, would Gu Ao disappear from her world, Wang Xixi was a little uneasy: "What do you mean by this?" Gu Ao, he is living a good life. ”
Song Senran smiled helplessly, "I didn't mean that, I mean, he left you one day, have you ever thought about it?" ”
Leave? She remembered what Gu Ao had said, unless she didn't want him and didn't like him, she wouldn't leave her. She stared at Song Senran tightly, "He won't leave me." ”
"Xixi, why are you so sure, the future is full of many variables." Song Senran still said stubbornly.
"Don't say any more." Wang Xixi turned around a little angrily.
"Sissy, Sissy!"
She ignored Song Senran calling her name behind her, and strode into the door of her house.
What does he mean, what Gu Ao leaves her one day, what a mess. Wang Xixi was lying on the bed, and Song Senran said that it was if, why did he still mind so much, and even cried sadly.
He gave her a bad premonition. She couldn't tell what this hunch was.
She pressed the phone screen, flipped through the phone book, found the word Gu Ao, stayed for a long time, the phone screen was dark, she pressed it again, and when it was dark, she pressed it again, and so on and so on, I don't know how many times after the road.
She finally made the call.
"Sissy?" Gu Ao's voice sounded a little tired.
"Gu Ao," her tears flowed unconsciously when she heard his voice.
"What's the matter, are you crying?" His voice was unusually low, gentle like a knife into her heart.
"Will you leave me?" She went straight to the point, with a strong hint in her heart, telling me that you would not leave me, never would leave me.
There was a pause on the other end of the phone, and this slight pause made Wang Xixi's bad premonition strong again.
"Sissy, will you allow me to leave for a short time?"
Wang Xixi's heart became excited, and he left briefly, "Where are you going?" ”
But Gu Ao's laughter came: "For example, our university may not be together." ”
"Can't we be together?" The thought of separating made her feel sad.
"Sissy, you have to be independent. The future is uncertain. It's likely that we'll not be able to see each other as often for a while. You can do something of your own. "Gu Ao is like coaxing a child.
"No, I don't want to be separated from you for so long." What's the matter today, they are all saying that the future is full of uncertainties, and the place in Wang Xixi's heart collapsed, and the water level slowly rose and overflowed from his eyes.
"Okay, let's try not to separate." Gu Ao comforted her.
Wang Xixi took out a tissue from the box at the bedside, wiped her tears and snot, "Well, don't separate." ”
"I'll always be there."
After hanging up Gu Ao's phone, Wang Xixi pulled out the cardboard box from under the bed, which was full of photos of white robes. Now she doesn't need to buy Cityscape magazine, and Gu Ao always gives her a look at the photos he is about to publish. She was always able to see the photos of the white robe in advance, and this priority was only available to her.
Every time she thought about it, she was so happy.