The car drove into the old neighborhood, I first pressed the window to see if my luggage was moved out by Mi Cai, and the result was satisfactory, although I did not keep the agreement, but there was no luggage downstairs, it seems that my last warning worked.

All the way upstairs lightly, open the door but it was dark in the house, looked at Mi Cai's room, there was no light in the crack of the door, it turned out that she didn't come back tonight, no wonder she didn't see her car downstairs, no wonder she didn't move my luggage out.

If I don't come back, I can stay overnight tonight, perhaps this is the only consolation that God has given me at the end of the day.

After a simple wash, I lay on the bed, turned off the light and closed my eyes, the world suddenly fell silent, I thought that I would soon be able to fall asleep in this state, but some fragments recklessly entered my mind.

These clips are all about the past, recalling the past, and pulling out the emptiness and depression of the present, I don't understand, why Fang Yuan and Yan Yan were able to persist after graduation and finally get married, while Jian Wei and I ended up so bleakly, what did I do not do well enough, I really hope that Jian Wei can tell me in person, but such a simple request has become an extravagant hope!

So I suffered in unexplained clarity for 2 years, and erosion for 2 years.

…….

I wiped my face heavily, sat up from the bed, sat for a long time, got out of bed and found the dusty guitar from the cabinet, I wanted to sing a song and give it to myself...... Give it to Janeway.

Tune the tone with the tuner, pluck the strings, and the song Yinghao's "Lost" hummed out of his mouth.

"Who can see this prosperity clearly, once again, the eyes are blurred; Who can hide from this hustle and bustle, once again, erodes you; Who has mentioned this past, once again, forgotten you; Who will meet in this afterlife, I can fall in love with you again I got lost, I can't find the map, this emotional road is so hard; I'm lost, I can't find a way out, how can the world become so numb; I got lost, I couldn't find the way I came, and the people around me were strangers; I'm lost, I'm standing still, and your heart has flown away......."

When I sang the last line, there was a feeling of warmth in the corners of my eyes, I was lost, really lost, I thought I had come a long way in the past two years, but I was stepping on a map called love, but her heart flew into the distance......

I lit a cigarette and just took a puff, when there was a knock on the door, and I almost tore off the guitar strings.

Mi Cai's voice came from outside the door: "If you are very interested in singing, please find a place where there is no one, this is a residential area." ”

I put on my slippers and opened the door, Mi Cai stood in front of me in suspender pajamas, her bumpy figure was comparable to Yan Yan, and her pretty face was so quiet in the dim light, which made her temperament incomparable.

"You didn't hear me sing: Am I lost? I'm all lost, and I'm still looking for a place where no one is! I said with a smirk.

"Strong words!"

I ignored Mi Cai's displeasure and asked, "Why are you at home?" ”

"I've been there."

"I didn't see your car downstairs!"

"Stopped in the open space across from it."

"No wonder!" I sighed and immediately wanted to close the door, for fear that Mi Cai and I would mention the matter of moving, and it was almost late at night, where could I move.

Mi Cai pushed the door with both hands, not letting me get away.

I glared at her and asked, "You're not really planning to let me move out right now, are you?" ”

"It's not." After a pause, Mi Cai said again: "Don't you want to sing and get lost, I can take you to find a place where no one is around, so that you can vent to your heart's content." ”

"Really? Are you so good? I asked warily.

"Anyway, I'm not sleepy because you're arguing, if you're still interested, I can be your listener." After thinking about it, he added, "Your voice is good!" ”

I think it's Mi Cai who takes the initiative to repair the relationship with me, or she is amazed by my singing, or she pities me for this decadent man, anyway, no matter what the motive is, I think I can agree to her request, because I also have insomnia, so let's go crazy together!

………

After a while, Mi Cai changed her clothes, and I walked downstairs with her in my pajamas, slippers, and a guitar in my hand.

Mi Cai drove his own car, I opened the door and sat in the passenger seat, it's not that I haven't sat in a luxury car, but Q7 is the first time, I can't help but take a few more looks.

Before I could fasten my seatbelt, Mi Cai had already stepped on the accelerator, and the strong back thrust of the Q7 almost knocked me to death on the car glass.

"Do you want a corpse to sit next to you on this big night?" I touched my aching head and said angrily at Mi Cai.

"Whoever told you not to wear a seatbelt, who didn't follow the rules, deserved to be hit!" Mi Cai said lukewarmly.

I pointed at Mi Cai angrily but helplessly said, "You TM will take revenge on me!" ”

Mi Cai didn't pay attention to me at all, and still drove the car without any expression.

……

In about 20 minutes, Mi Cai really took me to a suburban wasteland where no one would come at all, she stopped the car, pulled on the handbrake, and finally turned off the engine and said to me, "There is no one here, sing as much as you want." ”

"The space in the car is too small to be opened."

"Then you go down and sing."

"You are a fool to me, you will drive the car away later, where will I shout injustice." I said vigilantly that since she had just started the car while I wasn't wearing a seatbelt, I suspected that she hadn't pressed her heart.

"You talk a lot of nonsense!" Mi Cai said and loosened her seat belt and got out of the car first, looking like she was a gentleman and a relative of my villain.

I also got out of the car, stood side by side with Mi Cai, looked at the sky and realized: the weather was good this night, the moon was bright and the stars were thin, the air was good, and I had a feeling that I had finally escaped the hustle and bustle.

My heart gradually quieted down, but I am really grateful to Mi Cai for taking me to this quiet place with such interest, I need to vent, vent the many unhappiness in my heart and the dissatisfaction with reality.

Plucked the guitar strings and sang a song of Jin Wulin's "Metamorphosis" first.

After singing the song, Mi Cai unexpectedly applauded me and asked, "Do you also like Yan sù music?" ”

"YES, IF THERE ARE MORE INSTRUMENTS, IT WILL FEEL MORE LIKE SINGING." I said, I was also a little surprised that Mi Cai actually knew this song, you must know that Yan Sù music is non-popular, artistic and academic are strong, both singers and appreciators need a certain aesthetic ability.

Mi Cai nodded and said, "You're not as straw as you seem!" ”

"It's your narrow-mindedness to judge people by their appearance."

Mi Cai didn't care about me and her confrontation and said to me, "Please continue." ”

I put down the guitar and said to Mi Cai, "You should know a lot about music, do you know how to play the guitar?" Let's have a song. ”

"Okay, I'll be the listener, you can continue."

I nodded, and in such a bleak night, in the boundless wilderness, there was a beautiful woman who was willing to be my listener, a gift from heaven!

Thinking about it like this, I suddenly felt more guilty about being so rude to Mi Cai before, in fact, she was quite good to me, and she borrowed me money, and took me in for an extra night, and now she is with me to vent her depression, maybe my rough temper should really change!

A gust of cold wind blew, and Mi Cai subconsciously tucked away some thin clothes.

I couldn't bear to say to her: "You get in the car, I'll vent and vent myself." ”

"Are you sure?"

I nodded.

Mi Cai opened the car door and sat in the car, but she was not completely isolated from me, she pressed the window and looked at me with one hand on her chin, as if she was looking forward to my next song.

I plucked the guitar strings and sang another song, and was in the middle of it, when the car behind me suddenly started, and I turned around suddenly, and Mi Cai had already fastened his seat belt.

She said to me with a smirk, "Your voice is really good...... But I'll have to go first, it's a punishment for not keeping your promises and being rude and unreasonable. After saying that, the car broke through the dark curtain of the night like an arrow off the string.

"***!" I took off my slippers and threw them at her car, but it didn't hurt.

"Your uncle, you are a three-eight, I TM know that you are not kind...... Using my compassion, you watch out for the thunderstorms...... I'm cāo! I'm not done with you! I spun around anxiously, incoherently scolding at Mi Cai, who had disappeared from my sight.

……

I've always been familiar with everyone.,It's easy to trust and don't like to be defensive.,I really deserve to end up like this!!