She stood at the gate of the hospital with the key, and suddenly she didn't know where to go, the heavy key, like a chain, although it didn't lock her hand, but it was strange like a shackle, and now it's not thrown, not thrown, and then looking back, she still decided to call Gao Baiyu's aunt, but the phone called, but it was an empty number, and she was at a loss.

still decided to go to Gao Baiyu's house, no matter how he said that he didn't have any relatives around him, she didn't have anything to help him clean up his things, it could be regarded as a kind kind help him tidy up things, one day husband and wife hundred days, not to mention that everyone is dead, she can't have no human touch.

Through the tall fence gate, the yard is still purple hyacinths fluttering in the wind, purple brightens her eyes, now, the person has passed away, but she feels indescribably lonely, obviously there are many flowers that can't be more, but it is so lonely and lonely.

She took a step, and suddenly thought that the last time she came, Gao Baiyu dismissed Liyue, just hired a part-time worker, and came to clean it every day, but now such a big villa is empty and there is no one, the ground is still clean, and the clear texture of the checkered floor tiles is not stained, this path is a place where people must pass when they enter, but now it is so neat and clean, it seems that the part-time worker is also very meticulous in cleaning the floor.

She stood for a long time in front of the white fairy-tale European gate, and took out the set of keys, which were now thick and of excellent quality, and she was not sure which one they were, but her eyes looked at them slightly, and picked up the white, extremely delicate keys with patterns carved on them.

The key was inserted into the keyhole, turned around twice, and with a gentle push of her hand, the door actually opened, it seemed that her guess was sometimes quite accurate, and her feet stepped in gently, and the door was buckled behind her, the room was not very bright, nor very dark, and the curtains were half drawn, like in the evening.

The house was neat and clean, it was still the way she was at that time, a fairytale palace, she didn't know what Lu Dao was going to do, she suddenly thought, is she Gao Baiyu's widow now? That the property of the high white feather?

Gao Baiyu is such a shrewd person, he will definitely leave some suicide note from a private lawyer, so according to the law, should most of his property be owned by his legal wife? And what about the suicide note? There will definitely be no name for her Muqiu. She thought.

She went to the bedroom, ready to clean up the room, if there was something valuable, she would pack it up, sell it, and then donate it to the children in the poor mountainous areas, and then make a little money from it herself, as for Gao Baiyu's personal lawyer, she didn't have a number, if there was a number for him, she would call over and ask about the will!

The white bedtable is locked, none of the keys in the hand can be opened, I searched for the back of the bed many times, and I didn't find the key, maybe he was placed in a place where she couldn't see, she thought about it, and gave up looking for the small key, stood up, and saw a tall seahorse behind the LCD TV, her eyes lit up immediately, ran over, groped on the seahorse, and she really found a small key in a zipper layer behind the seahorse, if she remembered correctly, Gao Baiyu has never been a fan of those cute pink childish things, and if so, then there must be something special about this seahorse to hide.

The key to the drawer was really this one, she slowly pulled up the drawer with trembling hands, but unexpectedly found that it was just a box, a box made of pink makeup, and it must be something of great value inside.

opened the box, it was just a folded note, and there was a small box under the note, she didn't open the box, just opened the note, two pieces of paper densely packed, I don't know what Lu Dao said, but she still decided to take a look, but she didn't expect that as soon as she opened the letter paper, her name was her name, and she sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Mu Qiu:

I don't know why I'm writing this letter, but there are some things that I have to let you know.

I know that you have always resented me, from beginning to end, because of the car accident that year, you have since recorded our family, but do you know that our family has been retributed, my mother had an accident a few years ago because of mental illness, but do you know how Lu Dao's mental illness came about? It's because of the car accident, she has been haunted, at the beginning under my father's persuasion was better, but then she always had nightmares, dreaming that your parents came to her, over time, she got sick, and now she is still in Jiuhuashan Hospital, do you know the way, my father is the same, but I told you the cause of my father's death When I saw your expression, I think you don't believe it, if you see some of the medicine bottles that my father has eaten over the years, you will believe it, The empty bottles are still in a cardboard box in the basement, and you know what, even I have been punished.

I've been paying attention to you for a long time, but you don't know what to do, since I found out that my parents felt deep guilt in their hearts, I started to pay attention to you, I was older than you, and I remember the whole thing more clearly than you, don't say I'm snooping on my personal privacy, that's because I care about you, from the first time I saw you, my eyes haven't taken their eyes off you.

Maybe you won't believe what I said, but it's true, I know about your days in the orphanage, it was indeed a dark and dark time, but your smile, every move, I have a picture of you at that time, you may not know the way.

Of course, I was young at that time, and I didn't want to say anything that was deeply emotional to you, but I wanted to make up for my father's mistakes, and I always wanted to make up for you.

Maybe you can't believe that I would do these things at such a young age, hehe, don't bother to tell you, even my father and mother don't know.

Muqiu, do you know the way, no matter what, my parents have been retributed, and so have me, my retribution is to fall in love with you.

However, you don't love me, this is also the retribution I received, when I saw you and your first love in love, how happy you were, like the most beautiful thing in the world, I don't want to disturb you, at that time my sister brought the child to see me, saying that her parents were not willing to accept the child, so after the most Lu tested you with my sister, and then decided to withdraw from your life, but when I knew that you brought my sister's child back to raise, I suddenly found that you have been planning and rowing, your forbearance, Your good temper is nothing but revenge.

How I hate you, and my parents are sick and sick because of the old things of adulthood. And I have since borne the heavy burden of the whole family, our first encounter was carefully arranged by me, I didn't expect you to see me when you were in a hurry to splash me, in fact, I already know that you recognize me, because you often pay attention to the financial newspaper, know my appearance, I know that you have been trying to get close to me, and now I give you this opportunity, I pursue you, and eventually marry you back, I just want you to tell me the truth one day, some of the truth I want to hear.

But you never told me that you only flattered me and did things carefully, just to take 20,000 yuan from me every month.

If you tell me a fact, I will completely let go of those things, the spider thing, you know that my father is related to the car accident back then, you are not with me because you want to be with me, as long as there is a fact, I will let go of all the knots in my heart, and I will be with you with peace of mind, and you guard your little things, and I play one scene after another, do you know the way, my heart, how painful, no, you will never know the way, you only care about your first love, you don't love me at all.

I can't bear it, I can't bear your things, when I see you and Mo Yu entangled again, I can't bear it anymore, I'm going crazy, but looking back, those things over the years, maybe you and I weren't happy together, maybe you have been miserable and deliberately flattered me, maybe only letting you be with him is the happiest thing for you, okay, I'll let you be with him! But in this way, that man doesn't know if he can accept the spider, I take the spider, you can go and find your own happiness

But everything is not what I thought, you actually approached me again for the spider, how happy I am to see you, that feeling you will never understand you, I am going to let go of you, but you still approach me again and again, you are the heart that I can never discard.

Mu Qiu, if I can, I am willing to give up everything I have for you, just to get back one of you"

The letter slipped from her hand, and her heart had long since broken into pieces, like a broken piece of glass falling down, and she could no longer find it completely, and she could not put it together.

That person will never know the truth, after a long time, she has slowly fallen in love with him, but how humble her love is, how "obscene", how unsightly, if she can, she is willing to be silent, once she thinks of his father's car crashed into her happiness, her everything, she has a hard tooth itching in her heart, but there is no way, every time she has a physical relationship with him, she feels that countless ants are crawling, gnawing all over her body, what kind of pain is that, although he is not very good to her, But she still approached him humbly, saying that it was good to approach him to avenge her father, and that it was for Spider's medical expenses, but what ......

But is that really the case? She has never had any emotions for him, his eyebrows, his hair, his eyes, his every move, are all under her nose, deep and deep, but now she can't cry uncomfortably, let the coldness in her heart cut through her heart, petal after petal.

He can know that Lu Dao, what she wants to do most is to stand on tiptoe to reach him, not that she is short, but he is too good, she is too ordinary, she can only look at him silently, she is afraid that he will disdain or laugh at her self-inflicted amorous after knowing Lu Dao, he is such a stubborn person, no one can enter his heart.